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> may has been busy for me too, though for you its probably much higher pressure than for me, based on family matters that randomly come up and don't mention here. 
I have also had family matters but not in the familiar sense of arguing, but in terms of health. It was all a scare in the end but it really worried me for almost an entire day.

> if you mean having unwanted semi-forced downtime that you get in waiting for something else unexpected outings.
I do have those outings planned. Just that I cannot enjoy them all that much because at the core, I have things to do and accomplish. I appreciate them just to take a breath and get out and I organize myself for them or have them in advance. Nothing unexpected usually happens save that health problem. 

What I mean is that I cannot stop thinking on what I should do and focus on but I still let myself go and stop thinking for a bit. It´s just that I want to progress on something and feel accomplished in the end. 

> There have been some weeks recently where I only glanced at /mlp/ recently.
I have also visited /mlp/ but mostly was about checking the catalog and its state. My activity there is in an all time low and I have had exam period in which I managed to stay active on a few threads.

> even if you were still visiting there it wouldn't be a big deal. It's not like you have to prove your loyalty to here. 
yeah but who else is going to reply to those posts in the meantime? My mind thinks about that after a few days. The royalty is proven by itself just by checking the past posts.

> I'm still going to be slowly testing the model over the next few weeks.
well, yeah you have a period now in which nothing interesting is going to happen. Also we are dealing with a mid hiatus all over again....so, there is room for that.

 >>/4169/
> It sounds like you are going on a bigger thing than just a simple test.
I have done it. I did fine in psychologically and I had good vibrations in the end. Does that mean it´s over? I don´t know. However, if I fail, I have to study not only this but the past semester as well in less than a week. That´s overkill and I wouldn´t like that to happen, hence I had (still have) so much fear before.

> You need to keep your head clear and be as rested as possible.
well, I had rested more this time than in inorganic chemistry part I back in 2017.I stayed up almost all night (not studying by the way) and I feared that I was going to fall asleep in the middle of the exam. Fortunately, I passed and I didn´t have any troubles that day but it was equally tense as this test (I would have received the same consequences of studying everything if I had failed). 

 >>/4170/
> what you have been the past few months in a state that is comparable the pressure of yest fermenting down in the basement in summer during probation
the exams period is like that all the time. TBH I am not going to pick up that big number of content loaded subjects in the future because this year has consumed me a lot in general, I have been dealing with tons of new content.
I said several times that it was a miracle that I managed to say active on everything, even in this site during the late nights after getting out of home for 12 hours and then, this probation period for exams. Some people have praised my consistency and effort for that and even if I fail,they won´t blame on me.  
> it be great for relief for the pressure to be dialed down.
if I pass this one, yeah the pressure is going to go downhill if this test turned to be good. Sure I have 3 subjects to face but they will come over time, assimilating them slowly and giving their own focus. 

> I wish and pray for the best for ya. If its that level, certainly take your time to rest. 
thanks. I will need it for everything that is going to come. That test has been done and I am here to give a few shitposts. However, I cannot rest because I am facing biochemistry as well. 

 >>/4172/
> Look there is some now!
that CAPTCHA knows the real deal.