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> with a group so small I imagine it was almost like losing a family member
In a way  I suppose yes   Though it's more of a lost potential. Looking back I had more in common than I realized. But that'd be a bit of a deep topic to breech at the moment. 

> he may have just decided he couldn't handle things and was shit talking
It could be anything. I don't know. It's a bit dark to even go down that road.

Also, I can see you have seen our edit thread and your post has a strange, artistic feel for the subject matter.