Chapter 12: The yellow pony of Manehattan


> It was a little bit late for coming back home because of Celestia´s visit. I was absolutely tired but everything falls short in tiredness in comparison to that infamous day. Even with that, I was fluidly swimming back to Stella´s home; I have been improving my moves despite having low energies in my body. There hasn´t been a single day in which she hasn´t shown her smile for these two weeks, I don´t know how she manages to do it. But now, it´s time to decide what I should do with her:
“Hi Stella, I am back” I said while entering. 
“BlueStar, you finally came. How did Celestia´s visit go?” she asked. 
“Everything went alright, don´t worry about that” I responded. 
“You don´t sound as enthusiastic as other days” she said. 
“Well, the visit went fine and it was eventful but…” I said and stood silent for a moment. 
”What´s the matter, BlueStar? Is there anything going on?” she asked. 
“Well, I have met my commander of my unit, Cloud Zapper. I had to clear up a few things with him today…” I stopped. “...and with you as well” I continued. 
“BlueStar, what happened? What do you have to tell me?” she responded me worried. 
“Look Stella, it might sound crazy but….I am not the exemplary guard that you have seen so assure of himself for these couple weeks. I didn´t have as much cavalry back then in Canterlot as I have shown here with you. In fact, I wasn´t all that independent because all I was doing there was for my pleasures, good times and…well, having impudent moments with other guards” I confessed. 
“So you weren´t like the way you act with me… Then, how did you come here and act so different from what you are telling me?” Stella asked. 
“Actually Stella, I could go back pretty soon to Canterlot. Novo has been showing me good signs about what I have been doing here. The option of staying as a permanent seapony could end after the inauguration of this train station” I said. “Cloud Zapper has offered to me the opportunity to readmit me there and pretend that nothing has happened” I continued. 
“Then, why are you here? The train station is available for you to go back. You can have those pleasures like you used to have there” she responded.
“I denied his offer” I answered. 
“How? I don´t understand it. You have to make a greater effort here with the queen, why are you doing this?” she asked with surprise. 
> I noticed her changed of mood and she was affected for what I have said. 
“Well, Stella, it´s somewhat difficult to explain directly so let me tell you a little story first, because I believe that I have come to realize the value I got from that experience” I affirmed. 
“Well, I am listening but I don´t get what has to do that with us” she responded. 
“I know and I am still asking what happened there. When I was a royal guard a few moons ago…”