>>/7324/
> though consulting his descriptions and comments on YT reveal a darker drive beyond a trip:
oh boy, it sounds like something really personal is going on. 

< I've sacrificed so much of my life for others that forget I even exist, and I'm done.
Why do I feel that I could say these words at some point in my life? It haunts me to know that I have known this sense in my life  as well.

> The last trip I took was so beautiful and vivid, and I'm so incredibly positive that I'm on the path to live the life I truly want. It was surreal...it's as though I've never been happy before.
this would confirm it then (assuming that he is talking about his actual life and not playing a character or taking his personal context with a narrative of spiritualism) 

 >>/7325/
> So many left the fandom seemed to just chase bandwagons.
nobody has a contract to stay around really. Actually, I find certainly fascinating that /mlp/ has bounced back and become more popular/active within this generational hiatus,considering that the show ended in 2019. I expected that there would be fans who would hop onto other trends (and there might be quite a few who have decided to follow that path) and call it a day but nope, there are people still around...including this board.

> This is not to say that Radiarc can't leave if he wants or that I consider leaving a moral folly at all, just appreciation that he has stuck around and made music for us for so long out of what is a personal expression.
this.
Besides, when you take this and other factors into account, you get to appreciate it more and I suppose that fan material of this kind is what, while this franchise won´t be respected from the outside circles,helps at giving this whole scene a greater value for those who are into it.

> I wish and pray the very best for ya wherever you go
so be it.