>>/8789/
 >>/8792/ 
> Perhaps the greatest mistake was to mistake this project in order to fill up other holes/issues in my personal life. 

When I was one of the primary caregiver of my grandparents, a welcome distraction, even it did eat too much of my time at times. was it really negative though? No. For someone else, just messing around, ambition or not, can you  say that was a mistake onto itself? 

> no one will care because everyone else is too busy doing their own lives unless that your art/literature/music stands the test of time

It depends on what counts as "success" in the eye of the beholder. Sometimes a few stray eyes or even just putting thoughts. Here or even in PMs on some random website talking with a friend.

> Only the small details, gestures, personal charm and certain subtleties

will make you stand out in the long run.
Weirdly fits with  >>/8787/
> something about you despite your relatively limited postings, has always stuck out

Even if I still have seen 5050's point count as well. 

> Your opinions will most likely add almost nothing new to the table.

They do count, or at least, they can count more than what one may think. 

> Perhaps being too blind to understand and take a look at your surroundings,

We both were in some ways.

> how that sense of joy throughout the journey is taken away because of other struggles behind the scenes

But every mistake a learning experience. The struggles did pay off, if you ask me...

> That´s what ego does to a subject and perhaps, one of those who I interacted with at the time might be dead/permanently inactive.

 And suspect he is still out there now... 

> I am one of those and I still feel unsure if I should be proud of appearing in that list...

And now that I have walked backwards, I return to here.

So, ?