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> how can I convince  you it's me I don't like

> not to be so indifferent on what I say on my lies

> I have always been distant

> and always too hard for love..


Some people would brand this as the classic "it's not you, it's me" cliché but I see it as more focused on the character who is doing the romantic rejection then the possibly fruitless pursuit itself.  

 >>/966/
> but I have got reservationns

> about so many things but not about you


She does truely love him, but is doubtful of her ability to be a good partner. She has problems and insecurities with herself, though I feel there is more to it then just these surface tier observations.   

> I know this isn't what you and the bats want me to say


First thought when reading this line makes me think of a traveler/perhaps one of those "fallen angel" type stories, but I think it could be a bit simpler then that. Perhaps it could be a rejection of settling down and live a normal bat pone life? (She is in this thread after all). Though I suppose the vagueness leaves a lot to interpretation, not to mention this was written with an emotion/mood in mind more so than a story I bet. Still liked it. I like your little one single sentence per line reflective greens. It would be so cool to have it set to some kind of animation and or song Lullaby of a princess style as I feel you do really capture emotion and meaning well, even if perhaps some would argue your style it is a bit cliched at times.