>>/979/
> I would have some things that I had thought around the day yet I lose the touch after those moments and I don't get to send them if it's not at that moment. I don't want to transmit chaotic or childish feelings though,just sending something right at the peak of creativity or inspirations.


I say go ahead and post something even if it is chaotic or childish. Sure perhaps have a little restraint but this is a judgment freeish (being still a chan) zone. At lest write it out even if you deem it unworthy to post, never know where it may lead.

 >>/980/
> She censors herself but she realizes that something else is needed for taking the next step. It would be a pretty romantic story and I admit that I have posted this because of the images. 


It is a nice little cute story, at least the A side, the context on top of the subtext.

 >>/982/
> the bats were mere companions of the board,background figures,hearing what I was saying. 


I like the idea of bats being the inhabitants of this board since the thread is also one of are larger ones. I know minor off topic observation.

> You is you, because I am saying hard words. 


Me...

> this is me asking if I am being a leader of trust. I ask myself if I could either lie,pretending all the time or be honest (which goes against the chan culture). 


Well, I actually didn't see such a meta subtext. As to your honesty, that is a choice that is yours to make. I think you've made a fine mod of the board if ya ask me. I frankly am probably someone whose behavior has always been acting outside of normal chan standards the few times I do post, at least a little bit  not saying that is good or bad  . Always been more of a lurker whose really only gotten into good dicusions on the smaller boards and tiny strange places though. Being honest and actually speaking with sincerity are something that is certainly at the antithesis of the heart of /b/ which means that /mlp/ wouldn't be much better (though I will say I do see these rules even broken there rarely). This as painful and rude it can be sometimes is a natural defense of what is usually found in the sphere of average people. With the rise of social media especially, being sincere is often more of a performance, laden with the implications of various community politics at play.

> So my feelings could be corrupted in interpretation and nothing is worth to take because all we see here...is air. Sometimes I wonder if this is the path I should be taking and it proves that it's actually beautiful to lie because people like to live on a lie.


I don't really see it as a lie. I see you as someone who is being truely sincere. Yet this is the net where nothing is. I get this. I probably would be more of this mindset 2 or 3 years ago than right now, perhaps I am a fool for not. 

> Where am I taking all this project?What should be moral to say here whe. I have freedom to say fuck off or encourage and support others because of my own will?


I've said this before I think. My personal take on this is that it shouldn't be treated as a project at all. Let this place be an outlet of emotion over a pursuit you stress over. You don't have to support anyone. If THis thing ends up being a burden to ya you should call it quites ( or at least scale back your involvement ). This should be a place to blow off steam and mess around with, not something you have to add to the list of stresses to your day.