> scroll through jewtube shorts daily
> no inspiration outside of scrolling
> mom got me a 600 dollar drawing tablet
> wasting away only used it once before getting demotivated
> feel guilty
> beg my mom to return it because I'm a peice of shit that took it for granted 
> she says your motivation will come back
> motivation never does because discouraged easily

fuck my nigger life as an ungrateful subhuman