>>/55489/
Bet you wish you were finnish or japanese

 >>/55490/
I've been doing that ever since I can remember. That particular hamster wheel is over. I have nothing left to give. No offerings left for the gods of normalcy and expectations. I spent my whole life seeing doctors and asking them to please fix poor broken failed me, forcing myself through whatever arbitrary efforts people asked of me, taking pills so I could be more like them, I even tried to get a job, multiple times, even though I knew damn well I couldn't keep those jobs if I got them. I was so on board with other people's delusional views of me that I was acting like a fucking idiot. I realize that now but that by itself doesn't get me any closer to finding peace