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idk I've lost all patience and empathy for people and any ability to see anything positive about the world. My behavior has been increasingly sociopathic. Maybe it'll come back on its own eventually if it's mainly a neurological/psychiatric issue. If it's not, then I guess my circumstances will have to change, either on their own through randomness or because I went ahead and killed everyone. Hopefully that answers your question I could be wrong though