I did all the Things. I hit the gym, I went to therapy, I went back to school and got my degree, I tried group activities in order to socialize, I even got a job one time. None of it helped one bit. In fact it did the exact opposite, it just made me waaaaaayyyy worse than I was before any of it. I should've continued being the weird kid who sat on the floor and made weird comments and played a lot of videogames. It was all a big fat mistake. I have half the brain cells I used to have and I'm emotionally and psychologically BROKEN due to all the stress