Why does God keep bullying me. Literally everything I fucking do goes wrong in a way that's beyond mere coincidence or even luck? It's not fair, wtf did I ever do to him to deserve this? There are people literally conspiring to bring unimaginable suffering to mankind for their own benefit and sadistic pleasure, why couldn't he punish them? Why me of all people? I'm starting to think He's just doing this to me to make me hate Him so He can punish me further? Either that or He's letting some powerful entity do this to me. Why me?