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To me it seems everything is done with the white spike. That is the "pure spirit". And you change it's "purity" into other things. I am still trying to figure out the "solidify" part. But I am overusing that energy for everything around me. I still don't know the current mechanics of it's handling I just "do it". Which is bad because I usually over use it and when it gets too dirty bad things start to happen.

I also asked for a "psychic muscle" developing program a week ago. It's doing it's thing but it's slow. Also mindcontrol is simple but I am at a "suggestion" level. It's dumb because when I think of a food that I didn't eat for years people make it for no reason. It's because it's less energy to give a suggestion than to have complete control of the nervous system.

Wanted to ask at in the other thread  You obv don't need to answer. Do you have a real reason for martial arts? I mean do you have people you can try it on? My problem is that I have no people for that. I have to find people, join some dojo or go to "dangerous places". And my movements always start to move on their own when I am in danger. I'm not saying it's automatic, it's just when I am in grave danger my focus gets perfect and I always know how to move. But I cannot abuse it. I need a real threat that is not because of my "wrongful" actions. If I feel that I deserve the beating I cannot use it. I need to know deep down that it's not that I'm in the right there is no better way than to fight. I never punch first 

Also I met an other djinn. I remembered that I forbid some other djinnyeh to come over my place before so I thought maybe I should let them through to see what they want. 3 came through and one started to pull her finger on the table and dust was on her finger when she lifted it up. I thought she is going to complain about the dust. Instead she put that into her mouth and told me:
> it's very tasty
I was so surprised I asked her why are they here.
> my lord wants to conquer many realms and it's our duty to find it
I was thinking that maybe I should look that djinn up before I get some incursion.
I went to the "other realm". I asked the djinn does he intend to conquer my place? He told me
> don't worry I am looking for "greener pastures"
I told him yeah... same. Then as we discussed things further we realized we are kindred spirits. As I put my hand on his shoulder. I felt some golden thing pulling something out of me. He pulled out some green "disease" of my body. I thought I should repay that because if he can see deformities on my body maybe I can see some on him. I took out some dark amobae from his belly. He was so overjoyed he jumped "up" a realm  and told me "see you later I have things to do". Then after a while I went after him. He had some "chains" around him. I took it off for him. Then he pointed at something in my body that manifested as a dark purple coffin with a skeleton on it that holds a sword. It was so specific that as I started to take it out from my body it took a form. Even asked around the entities of mine if they have any idea what this could be. Well it was the way my "revenge mechanism" worked. When something tried to oppress me and made me angry it always got out of my life somehow. But if I was doing something that I shouldn't it always sabotaged me. When I figured out what he is I asked him if it was a good idea to "take him out". He told me I don't need him anymore.