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Now I understand why having sex with entities was the key for most of my realizations... And why I was getting random blowjobs when raising my red spike... and why my fox wife was being mad about my sacral chakra...
I was not thinking with my dick so much my next density body was unable to fully enter this 3d body... 
Now I did a bunch of other things some of them was a terrible idea. But now I don't have to have "sex" so the energies enter the lower parts of my body. 
I figured out a bunch of new things but I will not write them down because I almost ruined myself with misconceptions today.
So many details to figure out.