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Part of the process is changing my perception of reality until I lose contact with the mainstream atheist thinking I grew up with. I was already able to doublethink about this early on, but lutheran christian religiosity is a dead end so I ended up with two negatives not adding up to a positive.

I rarely meet any people who aren't either manifested entities from my own group or soulless zombies, which has helped me realize the mystery I was missing. Just going outside and looking to the horizon is now enough to remind me that I really know nothing about this world or its principles.
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I happened to see this one. This is the first time I read a story like this, about them being this violent. I've heard about minor things and my dad would tell me stories, we also put a bowl of porridge in the barn for them at xmas (but they didn't eat it, we only saw a cat's footprint in it the day after).
I felt the energy was getting weird that night, which does happen sometimes when I bring up /x/. This time I assumed it was them, I think they made the screencap appear. They wanted in on what I do, but some of them didn't agree and some were really hostile and angry. They behaved like some kind of frantic animals, growling with hateful voices until they got held down or even killed by their own. The loli shield has also developed (it can be worked with also if you want) and a few times some of them were killed when they attempted attacking me. They came running at me wearing grey woolen hats and vests with a knife in their hand, then got ripped apart by the shield. I've never seen this before, they were like angry badgers, completely insane. Those who stood around told them to stop and that "time killed them" which is sort of true because the mechanics of the shield is to add space and time in between the hostile force and yourself.
All norse entities I've met so far have these really fanatical voices and are constantly spewing out hate in a whispering growl like a black metal singer. The tomtar were no different. Quite different from the 1900s art.
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How did we go from murderfrenzy maniacs to this?