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> but they no longer seem bound to the physical, they can move in and out as they like.
> But they seem at ease now, happier.
Obviously they would be happier not being bound to the physical. I envy them. 
> I'd say it's still the same you, but you've moved a lot and are perhaps not feeling your strong side very well.
So I guess I'm still a black magic being then, what I experienced was just the strong side moving ahead and now I have to catch up and somehow traverse this dimensional tunnel. Thank you for the reading, it all makes sense to me.