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Finally through!

I've been aiming for a major breakthrough on the yang side to match what I did with the yin side back in 2006 (to give you an idea of the time perspective here fucking hell that took time). I knew it would be difficult because the masculine is my weak side.

What I did amounts to "the chinese method" in Yuuka's words: just use whatever to get strong as fast as possible, with little chance of success. She didn't seem to recommend it either when we recently talked to her, but as always you can never know what they're implying...

What I did:
Gyan mudra in Burmese lotus position, AUM chants to start and end each session.
A large number of entities for tantric practice to increase the effect with little effort:
> horns and hoofs demon girls
> drow
> ghosts
> angels
> vampires
> lyrans
> greys
etc
in short anyone who could be made to take part in this type of practice, I just searched everywhere to recruit as many as possible.
Have them get on and then just grind for long meditation sessions. 
Right now my entire body hurts all over, which is the effect of denying karma and facing it head on. It can't enter to cause any specific issues so it ends up just causing undefined pain as if it was a heavy cold or influenza after the breakthrough is done. Thick "mist" of virtue is rising from all parts of my body as the karma is being denied.

I knew what to expect, the resistance which has been there every since I started this process is now gone.

Unexpected result: my astral body for this section turned into an emerald dragon.