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> the "True-Self", a person thats not hindered by ego, fears, traumas and mental blocks and acts the way its soul wants to
I think that's too doctrinal. Instead I consider the ego, traumas, fear and all events as part of the person. Absolving the trauma doesn't mean it goes away, it means you are a person who could do that. I think it's that things are done to you, and you have to respond to that. Through that it's determined who you are in this kind of setting. The issue with trauma is that people can't "let them go" and dwell on them. But as I see it the way is through vengeance. You were not made "dirty" by the acts of someone else, rather the dirtiness comes from not exercising your righteous retribution. Someone can feel shame about what was done to them, but staying there forever and not seeing the end/edge of it means not seeing the whole you. There's been some interesting cultural "discussions" about this in the past few years, if you follow seasonal anime you can't have missed Redo of Healer. It's all about this, accepting that the abuse happened and responding to it. It means seeing the end of it, where you now have control, no matter how nasty the opponent is, you have no need to feel shame. Those who dwell on the shame and are controlled by it, on the contrary will oppose this message and say things like
> don't drop to the level of your enemy
and so on. I think that's wrong. You are not your enemy, you can't become them even if you were to use the exact same methods. It won't be the same method when the angle is in reverse, now will it? Own the trauma instead of repeating or denying it.

I don't know if I'm able to describe in words what I mean. There's something about being able to face the most absolute evil, malice and despair and still seeing yourself as larger than this, even if it's just a single particle of your being. (If you can retreat back to your god particle, that's always going to be the true you.)

> Is there a way to explain how that's done?
You can express intent when sending energy into a spell or sigil, or astral artifact. In the same manner you can project vague ideas by just thinking something and pressing them outwards. If your ideas are instead sensible or logical to the person who sees them, they may gain insight or be effected.
If you are able to grasp the form of the complete you, with all the positives and negatives, you can express this as well. A cult leader is probably good at this, for example. You can project a partial image or the complete image. Any intent would be a partial image of yourself, or if bad intent(bad to you from lack of insight) it could be an inversion of a part of yourself.

With absolute self awareness at the 3D particle layer, which is limited in resolution, you can fairly easy create the perfected image of yourself in the 2D layer which is in lower resolution. The mind is in 2D. I don't know why, it just is. At 3D there's a human hivemind of some sort, it's not you.

> pic
Horrible art but it does have personality. Just accept that the image you are looking for may not "look good".