>>/1674/
I only asked about her because I don't know a thing about Qi Gong but I stumbled across the Shaivist and Buddhist path "by accident" as I did my workings so I feared I might make the mistakes of the Falun Dafa followers without realizing. I met a lot of "red density" beings. They are related to fear anxiety paranoia and aggression. And by that I meant that thinking that everything can be solved via aggression or fearing that everything you see might be a "trick" hinders on the path. Also I hate the "futi" concept. Because Falun Dafa created a lot by scaring the people with them. I attracted a bunch and had to upgrade my understanding to "buddha level" to figure out what they are exactly.
I didn't even read Falun books since that. But that movement sure as hell passed around the bad energies in their movement. Not everyone attracts "karmic scenarios" to let others "punch karma off their face".
>>/1685/
Congrats
> Was able to call a thunderstorm within ~12 hours of creating a rain spellform
If you are in Europe. Can I ask you a favor to learn to make the rain manifestation more "gentle". Like learning to cast a proper 3 hour+ rainfall without storms. I only ask because I can also cast rainstorms and many other aeromancers too but it fucks up the overall climate and makes proper aeromancy more difficult. If I think of rain the wind instantly turns cold and sometimes droplets manifest from the bright sky but that is not enough. I have to sit down and properly focus to unfuck this mess this continent is in currently.
Also a tip
> I concluded that the bottleneck to achieving this is not energy output, rather it is an ingrained limitation in my mind
that is too but
> I've started getting chest pains while doing workings
I had this too. My bottleneck was that I didn't understand "love". And by that I mean how the "Heavens love the earth". You probably drain your "heart meridian" too much. I had to understand love on an universal level. Even had a vision of a mother giving birth to a child and holding it in her hands. I was an ugly child in that vision. I had to understand that "irrational" first love "mothers" have towards their "creation". If you understand why the "high energies" love your "low magic" then you can get a really fast "mana regen". And yeah take breaks. We need to take some breaks or we get crazy.