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> I don't know the end goal of existence either
When I read Itzhak Bentov's Stalking the Wild Pendulum it became sort of clear for me, based on previous gnosis I had.
We're information patterns seeking to maximize complexity and self-organization. In other words, to learn and grow. We temporarily become allies to other patterns of information (namely, bodies) which are on their own journeys, in order to achieve our goals of growth, and we can't stop until we achieve a certain level of coherence because otherwise entropy would overcome us. A living body, which is designed to counteract the advance of entropy, is a good vehicle for us.
We don't retain memories between incarnations because that data is either not useful and is discarded, or it's encoded somewhere deep (the subconscious) and inaccessible due to our bodily constraints.
> creation just wants to create more creator gods
I like this way of putting it.