> figure out a mystery that is bothering me 
> want to write it down 
> I am away from my computer so can't 
> think about more things to pass the time
> figure out more mysteries 
> multiple things fall into place 
> want to write them down even more 
> as I try to formulate the thing I want to write down I realize maybe I can do something with this new realization that I couldn't yesterday
> I'm not just can do a new thing but it changes my model of magic completely 
> with this new realization I realize some of my older theories are obsolete or incomplete 
> look up some things on the internet to make sure if the things I am basing my theories are correct
> I am not just right but it seems the things I figured out was something others figured out too or it outright bypasses the limits of that way of thinking 
> now the thing I want to write down is probably more than 5+ post of a word salad 
> lose motivation to write them down 
> watch anime instead 
> anime is slow so I figure out one more thing

I am starting to miss the times when my magic consisted of wanting to pass exams and having astral sex.  But then again now they are cosmic exams and when an entity wants to have sex with me it has deep implications for my path so whatever.