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>>/2371/ > Junko I don't want to burst your bubble but you need to understand some things before because at that level you will understand just how foolish what Junko is doing. Using your absolute hatred/grudge against someone as your foundation is self destructive at first and if you manage to not destroy yourself in the process (purification is an extreme amount of a self destruction process that you survive only because you have a will you can "rebuild yourself" upon). The Lunarians are superstrong in the touhou setting. They are the technological and spiritual high end for humanity that are still not gods. They are an "Impossible wall" for Junko that she can built herself upon. But what happens when she wins? What happens to her identity then? I am not saying this to be preachy but because I reached a point where I realized I don't have true enemies adversaries or rivals. That doesn't mean I couldn't get more but picking fights for the sake of picking fights creates a lot of dumb karma. Some parts of my thinking was focused on "overcoming" anything that dares to get in my way because my inner "me" was weak and he needed protection. He needed an ego whose sole job is to get rid of the other "egos" that think they are hot shit and can fuck with me for the most retarded reasons. Now I need to get rid of this because it overloads my energetic circuits and causes anomalies. I can't use anger and hate as a grounding/stabilizing force anymore. And let me tell you how Junko's power works in "Practice" she grabs you. Burns you with eternal pain until nothing impure remains (she literally kickstarts the hell/reincarnation soul renewal process the way how you experience that will be your perception and the mercy/skill of your "master") then finds you a form connects your consciousness to it and boom you a "god" now. Some entities offered this shit to me. I don't really trust anyone with this yet. I told them I will walk the path by myself because I can achieve this on my "own" too. They "reluctantly" agreed but now I have to figure out the "details" You get her powers by working with Kali and Shiva. And the spiderqueen. Are you even talking to her? She can teach you these. She showed me how the primodial fire works. How the "first" hellfire was created and why it was necessary. This was my missing piece to activate Kali and my other anima forces > Reisen > manipulating mindwaves First you need to "discover" your own mindwaves. The remote is good for this. And manipulating the mindwaves of others is easy but you need a goof "feel" for that because it either doesn't work at first glance or you fuck up others with it. You really need to understand the "trance" processes because You might awaken something in someone that you cannot handle on your own. I don't want to talk about the Hourai Elixir now because Kaguya hime was one of the earliest wife of mine who appeared and I am learning some absolutely uncomfortable truths about reality that are not "bad" it's just we are not aware of it. Mokou hates to be immortal for a reason. Most powers are literal childish party tricks when you finally awaken. It's just... this awakening process sure is something.