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> Do I? I feel like even with meditation I'm quite bad
It's about the "switch". You have a switch that you "turn on" when you meditate. And not the
> talk with people
> conversation gets boring that I could continue with 2 brain cells
> I go into a half trance to do magical work while still talking
> suddenly I forget that I am in a trance retrieve a negative emotion and the other person starts coughing/acts erratically 
and other dumb things like that. Not a real issue for me anymore but still.

> I won't give up on getting good at that though.
Gambare 

>  I should stop posting my dangerous ideas
At least it starts a conversation. Maybe it will be ignored maybe it will inspire something. What we do here is dangerous by default. 

>  I did have a feeling that not all implants are bad.
Yeah on one site that was talking about the J-seals started to list a bunch of metaphysical milestones as "bad implants". 
> see an inner mechanism of the human body 
> omg dats a bad implant
I mean yes you will get rid of it when you can live without it but is not as simple as le ebil ayylmao archon greyptilians did it because they evil
When you discover one in you try to see it more clearly and remove it as you see fit. I can't give you a clear answer how to do it because I didn't remove implants the same way twice. Not to mention I installed a bunch that kickstarted a process then they vanished or merged with my body so naturally like they were never implants.