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>>/2531/ > I was trying to explain it to you using your own winding ways of thinking That doesn't work. The wind flows dances and whirls on it's own until it finds something solid to "dash" into then move forward. I realized I can use my "scatterbrained" mind to go to many places and only come back when they found the solution. Sometimes it's very fast and sometimes it creates a turmoil that only gets worse because it doesn't realize that the thing it is looking for is just not there. It's a thing that is being fixed constantly > Forget your own perspective. You are a bot. BEEP BOOP > But don't start confusing yourself into thinking you are at home, then you'll die. The problem is that sometimes my insight turns on and somehow everything just works out. Then it deactivates silently and because I didn't use my insight alone but many thoughts with it I don't notice it. The new world view needs to "ground" itself somehow. You can't forget your "pre-existing worldview" you will just push it into your subconscious. What I am currently learning how to gently "merge" the two without making a single one into the "dominant" one. > all good, you know how to make use of that to gain an advantage in your new environment my problem is that I am usually too good at that from the start. When I encounter some hostility I "pull in" my full being. Currently I have dreams where I am not exactly aware who I am (but I still know I am me) and the "danger threshold" slowly increases but I'm still not considering it dangerous enough to pull in my full being. It's a learn to "not panic". The point of it is not just to remain calm but to not accidentally "shoot" the other party while still being aware that it might be hostile and it needs to get shot. But not shoot it 3 times to find out if it's resistant to bullets then shoot some more to see if it dies to it. (most entities got used to that I am molesting them to find out which parts of my body they are possessing already but that doesn't mean I should keep doing that)