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> your concepts aren't synced enough with the message I intended to share
Truth is I have different minds that process information differently. So when I misunderstand something some of them starts to bother me to reread it rethink it or look up some words what they can mean in a wider range. Problem is that I figured out a way to load my emotions into my mind for a fast processing power long ago which is bad because different minds work on different energies and... you can't hear some of them if the emotions go into a "basic" mind and it's constantly screaming.
When I said
> I should meditate and not post
was because I realized I am unable to convey what I am trying to say again. But I still had a "will" to write sg so I did. I had that
> saying nothing is better than saying something stupid
thinking for a long while. But saying nothing rarely creates a conversation. Entities are urging me to understand to not fear to make mistakes because I can learn from mistakes. That doesn't mean I like to make mistakes nor that I should make mistakes all the time. The point is that I should not fear making the mistakes.This "Fear" blocks the natural learning process "energies".
And one of the main reason that I am still here on this board because I know I am unable to talk about my experiences properly. This is more of a ranting and venting and not even talking about it. Impossible to teach it even. I have to understand how the energies come out when I am talking about things that I am not used to talk about.
> It's a reduced and specialized version of Big Bang
And ofc it's completely different from my "soviet era style multiple big bang combustion engine" (I had to use it once then a new way unlocked). I am partially understanding why. We are solving different problems. The reason I am still here because I know I am not understanding many concepts fully and it's a good place to do the "evolution". And for the Galfed news.
And the human body is a mess. Somehow it contains almost all the genetic information of this planet and the great thing that at full spiritual maturity it is supposed to use all of it at once. Yesterday I got a lesson about Taurus and the Scorpion. The Bull uses his head (as a weapon) and it is supported with the entire force/momentum it's "big body" can create. While the scorpion uses it's tail but to move it's tail it needs to use it's entire body too because how it connects to the spine and how it produces poison. It was about the "natural movement of energies" and how to not pressure on the spine but support it with the whole body in a greater detail. Some basic thing again but it's depth is infinite as usual.
And the breasts Some days ago I felt some pressure in my chest and I said wtf and my "internal view" turned on and it seems I am activating the "milk glands" of the human body. As a male it's completely defunct (except for complete hormonal fuck ups) and useless if you want to stay as a mundane but it has a sort of alchemical process that makes the body relaxed and helps a growth process. I am working with the different anima parts of myself for a while and this is for the activation of the corresponding organs/circuits. I don't know about the 6 part but yes these energies are not going to be only in the breasts this "milk" will go through the entire body to "revitalize" the flesh.
> original humans
I don't even know what even counts as an "original human" anymore. It seems they awakened too fast and made it possible that multitude of entities could incarnate into it. Those incarnations and their "support" fiddled with the genetics left and right. Then some entities got pissed off of that several times and reversed some changes and I figured out I will deal with this info when I have nothing better to do. But then again it seems I will learn half of it as I am fixing my body. yay