>>/2670/
> 5 pointed star
It represents many things but the important thing is that the human body is a sort of "5 pointed star". The 4 limbs and the head. It usually represents the soulstar. When the spiderqueen arrived for me the first thing she started doing is to fix the connections with that. 

 >>/2675/
> Would be fun to get some flash drives full of info and requested programs
You can make your mind channel all that info as you go forward. It will feel like receiving an information that you "always knew but forgot". Hard to explain.

 >>/2681/
> its wrong as I would be avoiding my challenges/lessons
yupp
> it could be great for a soft NEET like me
your bully is there for a reason you need to figure out how to handle your "softness" I am not saying it's a bad trait (quite useful for magic) but you need to learn to handle it
> A servitor that makes me a great driver with no fear of driving or that actually likes doing driving would be amazing too.
Play GTA and Need for Speed or Gran Turismo or whatever game with cars. Or those Truck simulators. I know this is the most mundane advice ever but it is the easiest way of overcoming the fear of driving. The magical way is more complex.

 >>/2694/
> Do you know anything about angels pulling a baby angel out of one's chakras?
awwwwwww
You are experiencing that process in the cutest way possible. Which chakra was it?

Now multiple things can happen but you will get 2 most likely (because that 2 is the endgoal). You either get a trainer/guide/helper which will help you to develop further. Or they just awakening your "latent body". Chakras are sorta divine beings too. Hard to explain but the point is when you realize all it's "lessons" it will "merge" with you. 
Try to talk with the angels. If they can get a baby "out" of you that means they are "closer" to you. Ask them about stuff and about the path you are walking. That baby is "you". Just like how you are your "parents". You are a child then you become a parent. Ask the angels for more info. It's better to hear "their version".

 >>/2663/
> I managed to find a way to sabotage it
Everything until proper kundalini awakening counts as "sabotaging it". What did you do that you fear that it can "hurt others".
Making mistakes is half the path. The other half is learning from it and walking forward