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I am eating dark chocolate in the last hours...
I mean I knew this will happen when the tower of Babel will properly work. This is it's main purpose. Syncing worlds and events in the most harmonious way. This is why if it collapses it creates/unleashes utter chaos.
> This may be on case by case basis
Well those djinn tried to use me for a "greater plan" and they didn't exactly tell me the details.
> they must become djinn
Yeah and vedic gods didn't want that to happen. It's not my path.
And yeah I can summon djinn if I want but random djinn is not allowed to enter to pester me with their "great ideas"
> My country is just me
Yeah I realized I don't really want that to happen again
It's sad to see everything to collapse when you "leave"
> No, this is not a "beginner" book
I know...
Also what happened that I lost complete control over my bowel system and started to shit myself like a baby when I was in that constant half trance for a week and what I had to realize how to reactivate the energetic systems of the body on my own. And yes it was powerful
> because they can be illusions
Yeah they have to explain what they want or I ignore them.
> I only ever summoned
Yeah... I don't know what counts even summoning anymore. Like I am not doing that ritual l a r p. It's just my thoughts are so strong they appear. First I was thinking I am just "creating them" but they always told me something useful so I stopped bothering with how "real" they are.
> FD
When you posted those movements last year an instinct activated in me. Like a dog growling at something hostile to chase it away. I didn't understand back then. I was thinking I have either no enlightenment or something weird is "there". Well it turned out you "summon" an animal into your body with those movements and you "feed" that animal with it then it becomes one with you.
Standard thing in yoga. The perfect erected spine is like a snake "standing up" and "hissing". FD had sg else. Entities told me to avoid it for a while and only look into it when I am "morbidly curious" and not for "pathworking"
> I don't do this because I want something in specific from them
Me neither. I can do most things on my own already. Usually they just appear to tell me how to do it better.
I didn't summon the spiderqueen by intent either. I was just reading that blog and that blog had so much surplus "ceremonial black magic energy" that as I was reading it a black ritual table with candles and artifacts appeared then I was staring into a big campfire in the forest and the connection got established.
And entities usually appear when I sit down meditating because I have no regular "practice". I just let them tell their thing. They always have something. First I was vary of these things but everything they taught me so far is working.
Trusting beings on the path is weird. Who knows the truth better. Random masters. Weird cults. State approved religions. Or just entities that appear. Who taught the first masters?
I worry about these things less and less as I am going forward