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> like the dizziness
Oh yeah figure those things out. Usually your body handles energy in a new way and you need to realize it or get used to it.
> which makes communication hard
Does he interrupt all the time?
> I'm feeling overwhelmed at the moment
At least you recognize your limits. I didn't. I went beyond always because I loved the feeling. Temperance is important.
> I don't know their view on non-"Indians"
They are usually connected to the land and not to a race of people. Races change all the time. "Racial" entities usually go away with their "race". Not to mention the way DNA works. Sometimes even the "slightest" ancestry counts. Like how I have "hyperborean dna" somehow. I was thinking they are fucking with me but they gave me something with that. If they say you are good enough then you are good enough. If not then why are they even "there"
> I don't feel ready for it
Then wait. Always ask yourself how you feel about your actions. If you are not ready it's always better to wait.
>>/2781/
> Indians are "white brahmins" and that Indonesians are a kind of hivemind monkeys
accurate