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Currently I have to "focus on my blood" to ground my energies. If I did proper yoga the energies would be pushed into the blood stream by default because those combination moves know what they are doing. Shame I am flexible as a rock (getting more flexible every day tho). But the point is to not put energy into my nerves because that just overcharges me. And overcharging the nerves without finding a way to release that energy is bad. Not to mention I had high voltage nerves since my childhood. Even my dad got those symptoms as I was growing up. It turned out my parents had an absolutely stunted psychic potential that they were extremely unaware and if I had awakened earlier they would have gone even more crazy.

Learning later in life that every dumb event in my past had a reason was weird.

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> after the raising up of the sword ritual
also am kinda curious about this if it's not  big secret/too personal
I wonder how much different was from mine.
Not to mention  I experienced a bunch of "raising the sword" rituals. The first was with the vampires.