>>/2818/ OH BOY How do I explain things. The important part is not panic but be perceptive and try to understand your situation when it is happening. > So, that's what the Anathema is yes and no? I will try to explain. There is a thing called "shadow warfare". Low level entities excel in it. They (partially) "overtake" your shadow. That is how they "communicate" with you. Higher level entities not even appear as the "real deal" but only some part of them that will give you answers like it were the whole thing. The shadow can do this too if it is refined. > My shadow but detached from me detached means it's not "under your control". It is still connected to you but not completely and other entities can overtake it. You need to connect to it and figure out how "outsider entities" are using it. Find the "brain"/core/whatever that seems like to control it and it is still not the "part" of you (then destroy it). When you get rid of outsider influences you will see it that the shadow is the "grotesque" version of (You). You might even not accept him as (You) in the beginning. Yes I know now the question if it is you or someone else might come up but it's BOTH. > the Anathema is dangerous and that its capable of eating souls The Anathema is a super powerful fire like force. But that doesn't mean they can eat your soul (when it is still attached your body). You need to realize how your "tulpas" become another entities and how they get "reabsorbed" into your body. And yes you are "eating" your tulpas when that happens. You get rid of the "outsider influence" on your essence then become one what is (You) > capable of eating souls I am also capable of that. That doesn't mean am gonna do that because it's a huge effort and there are multiple downsides to that. I wanted to write a long ass blogpost about this and how religions work but didn't have the inspiration yet. > considering my experiences in the last few days > accept him in my dreams while I'm semi-lucid I wanted to say in the other thread where BO said that control/flow thing that your flow is "abundant" Like a wide and slow river. Because of that entities can "live" around you more easily. Gaining control usually happens by learning to handle the flow. And humans usually ruin their flow by trying to control it. Also wanted to write a long ass blogpost about but couldn't figure out how it would not sound like I am writing it only to argue about concepts with BO. > I assume it was some sort of waifu of mine being taken out I purged my waifus and guides when I had that week long "Kundalini syndrome". It had to happen so I could pass a "threshold" after that I gained 3 times as much and more powerful waifus and guides. And yes your "flow" is changing and things going bad and hopeless happens. You need to find hope. That doesn't mean you need to cling to hope. No. You need to find hope yourself. You need to realize you have "Pandora's Box" within you. (And yes opening that shit let's out disasters constantly until you find truth. Hope is the first manifestation of truth) > physically heard someone whispering There was a time it happened a lot to me then I figured out how to "trace" these things. After that entities stopped using that "trick". Feel the effect like you got "shot" or "stabbed". Don't panic but feel "where it came from". Write down what Lucifuge did or sg dunno I don't know how to explain things here. There are too many ways to combat things and no entity was this "stubborn" with me.