>>/2949/ > Funny how that works. When you "eat" things usually you just take it apart (aka digest it) then absorb the usually beneficial parts and shit out the rest. It's usually better to figure out how to "take it apart" and tell yourself to absorb which "belongs to me" and let everything else go where it "belongs". Because when you "eat things" it needs to go through your "entire digestive tract". And that can be exhausting when what you eat is mostly indigestible. At high levels your mere existence becomes a "living fire" that "eats everything" which is not the fire. It needs balance tho. Put something "too big" on the fire and it gets "put out". Feed it too much with things that burn "too well" your energies go crazy. > the Illuminati may be an unintegrated part of my shadow Yeah. They have a passive "shadow imprinting"/programming "trick" so most people in the modern world have that. > implanting a piece of myself into the core instead You probably have "Pieces" of (You) already in it. Usually that is why most things "stay around". But that part is you just a "foreign part" of you that you don't recognize as "yourself". Sometimes they just need to be reminded who they are. Such a weird topic to talk about. Not to mention I discover new ways about it every day. Like a week ago I figured out how I can "let" my energies go into the "past" and "future" at the same time so when I sleep I get "premonitions" about the next day as the "energies meet and exchange information". The problem was that it was sorta littered with "subconscious noise". This information is "too raw" and it tries to "adapt" to my subconscious that I constantly try to "clear". Yesterday I had a dream where somehow I wandered into a different timeline. First I tried to talk to "people" and find out what is different and first it looked like only "minor things" changed... But it turned out my family dynamics were completely different. I had some half sisters here and there and the worst part was when I noticed that the style of the buildings are completely different because the recent history of the world was also completely different. https://youtube.com/watch?v=q2nNzNo_Xps Doesn't matter tho. These are just the side effect of my energy work. I need to focus on the present anyways