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>>/3290/ It is too difficult for me to describe the method as a step by step description. It would make even less sense if I started writing about infusing the blueprint with the abstract state of movement. In my opinion, it is best to give keys that lead to the realization of the ability to get it intuitively, at some point. For example, there is intuitive energy manipulation involved, but it is simply better to look at exercise 1 and try it out, experiment a bit with that concept until it clicks for the individual than me writing even more incoherent mystical mumbo. My incompetence is gnarling, maybe it's also the limit of language. The goals stated were simply directions for where I am trying to go with this, hopefully attracting interested people with experience that can help me out a bit. The initial goal for a long time now was actualizing a reliable method that could trigger basically direct/micro magic. Macro magic, changing situations, long term outcomes and so on is, for some reason, easier. Maybe because it operates in a different environment that doesn't clash with the immediate reality construct. Causing movement in an object within different mediums out of nowhere, manipulating nerves and bodily functions, changing the state of something from hot to cold and reverse and manipulating probabilities is micro magic and much harder for me. I reached the initial goal by 60%, where the rest is just refinement of the method and my ability to properly understand the underlying principles. For example, I can reliably cause one of the listed feats in proximity, but it's 1) really weak, 2) depending on the feat very dependent on time and 3) unreliable because of some poltergeist disturbances that probably come from a variety of reasons, like not having perfected the first key or something I don't get now. It's not something grand, just imagine rolling a pen and suddenly the pen behaves in the exact opposite way for a brief moment, as if to mock you. My great fear stems from the problem you described with setting things on fire. If I were to further develop my skill, improve the method to be more clear etc., but still lack complete control like I do now, it may end up in me killing myself accidentally or hurting someone. I believe that there's a subconscious/metaphysical protection that prevents that, but it's still better to really understand what you are working with. My hope in improving this knowledge, experience and clarity is by writing about it and just initiating conversations with different people to grasp missing pieces. Maybe even being able to really teach it in the long run. I appreciate you sharing your information.