>>/3319/
> I've been told I have learned how to die but now I have learn to live
If it's not too personal. Who told you this?
> Turns out it's harder
No it's not exactly harder it's just you need to get the "hang of it"

I almost wrote down my story how I "found it" but then I realized maybe it's best if everyone experiences this process first hand instead. It's an exhilarating feeling and you need to feel it fully. How the fires of life burn how death creates life how the the process of rebirth happens. What "causes" it and what we "learn" in each process. 
 >>/3307/
This post makes me think you will find it on your own. But if you really need inspiration I will write down how it happened to me.  I just remembered what the Dark God of Death gave me as a "gift" and how to amplify the "lessons of life" just now. It was so crazy when it happened and didn't consider all the "meaning" of that experience.