This is Noel from the other thread. I finished my qliphothic initiation a while ago so now the Spider Queen wanted me to initiate through Tohu, Bohu and Chasek. A few seconds after I did the rite to Athiel for Tohu I hear a guy beating his dog outside. I confront him and we had an argument. He then followed me back to my apartment and tried kicking down the door. The police came and made him leave.

That was terrible.
But I'm still under the Queen's possession and she made me go through all of it, along with many other horrors over the course of my life.