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For example, I try to see my room, and I while I'm visualizing it, I get a flash of the face of a very specific person full of details. It's someone I have never seen before and I will never see again. Just an extremely detailed face at random. I continue visualizing my room and I see another flash of a metal object like a rocket in the ocean. Another extremely detailed scene at random.
It's not like these are useful at all. The people I see are gone in an instant and I never see them again. It's all visual garbage that is completely useless. As I said, it's frustrating as fuck.
Meanwhile the image of my room is dull and very weak.
I try to visualize my room again, facing the door in order to go outside, and I see in a flash a full set of Warhammer figurines laid out on a table in some store. It's like this no matter what I try to do.
I can imagine proprioceptively and feel that I'm in places, but I can't visualize it.