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> it's a very weird sense of awareness... certain things i can't really control what i do but everywhere else i have awareness in.
It feels like "switching gears". Iktf. Happened to me too. I have to get used to it also because incompatibilities must not happen between the minds or they reject each other. Then they might "ping-pong" between each other until a proper continuous connection establishes where they "accept" each other.
> Her: "I will hold you hand if you do this, i will hold you forever."
Awwwwwwww
 Btw she is holding you already you are just disliking being held on some levels and "fidget" a little 
Also things will get more intimate. Not necessarily the human lewd ways but who knows. Take it slow and "feel" where things need to go next. I had to install a lot of things (with the help of other entities) into my being and I had to understand the "sensual touch" so my body doesn't reject it. 

> first i thought i was done but i guess i still had a bunch of "clothes" to toss into the furnace
It is very probable. Don't worry about it and take your time. Losing too many attachments at once might lead to way too many energies getting released and that usually leads to madness. It won't happen to you because you are in good hands but  I had to understand how to let go things without losing my sanity in the process... I had this why stay sane in this insane world mentality and that mentality had to go. 

> This reminds that i should try to connect with that shinto princess more somehow
Definitely
> I wonder whatever happened with the whole tamamo being unsealed
Not really important tbh
> unless the whole russia and abe getting merked were it
Nah
Russia had to happen no matter what the question was just "how it will play out" while Abe getting merked was a surprise but most importantly a message. There are weird cults in the "imperial Japan" region and while they say they want to "return to Shinto" they usually mean "under a rule of some sketchy entity" which is possessing their actions so they are not exactly doing "God's work" there. But that is "metaphysical politics" and if it's not concerning you you should just leave it. It's usually worse than the usual "Rabbit holes" because once a "meddling entity" or a retarded cult makes you into a "chosen one" aka useful idiot then you might be in grave danger. If you feel it's "your destiny" then go for it ofc because that can also happen but if you need to constantly "lie" to yourself then you are on the path of destruction. There are some seriously weird cults there that westerners can't even comprehend. Weird images and rumors always surface but they don't even scratch the surface of things. Urgh.
 Also I only got into kitsunes because the Tammy stone so it's not much of a bad thing. Managed to summon one while thinking about the "implications" and it helped on some parts of the path