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> Do you feel doubts arising from you when you hear them talk like this?
> But it seems they have their best intentions. It feels more and more that you want this. Hmmm
admittedly i did but then i remember that my sisters always talked in such a weird way not that i mind it and like i said, some of it is me paraphrasing it

i still somewhat have difficulties "tuning" in to hear their voices and way of speech sometimes

> real hard to channel. Either talks too softly or says too many things at once. Hard to adjust.
O-oh O_O. i thought she was just being aggressive or something

> It feels more and more that you want this. Hmmm
I'd be lying if i said i didnt but there were times, especially when i was younger where it terrified me to the bone. But... i guess i have slowly been waiting this more and more, with the past 4-5 years slowly ramping up i guess

> yes it's several cultures 
ahhhh

> There are unused energetic pathways for indians and some egregoric thrash that I am not american enough to be able to analyze. Fuck I am bad at differentiating the states. This is why I said Vegas because I am bad with recognizing the "wild west" states (besides california ofc urgh)
yeah, arizona one of the states where theres alot of natives\


> They will teach some etiquette so you can appear the way you should look like. 
You mean... like the doll body and other appearances they triggered me to transform into or..?
Eloquence. It seems that is one of your traits that needs to return... and many more.
Eloquence? i see... i take you arent able to elaborate on the "many more" part? I probably have some ideas but ehhh

> realize your divine inheritance
> this is what they are trying to teach you now.
oh? interesting...