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>  >seemingly having myriad paths but i still feel that im gravitating towards the one we're talking about
That is good.
> having periods like this was "normal"
It is. Going too fast might imbalance you and the energies the "new (You) and the "old (You)" needs to merge because you are the same in the end and you have to feel how you feel different and the same at once. 
> not to worry myself about it much
Good sisters with good advice
> its hard for me to not worry admittedly
Same :/
it was a hurdle for me too. I worry about too many things because some old patterns. They are still being fixed.

> that woman i mentioned whose been helping with undoing some of my more... bad habits
You can tell more about her if you feel like it but yeah I too have many like that 
> just have been taking time playing vidya or literally anything
Yukkurishittenee~
> as far as kitsune, what exactly do they plan on doing
They are keeping you "within range" because you have a tendency to get "lost". Even tho the goddess knows where you are all the time sometimes you are "too far away" and hard to "guide properly". Like they don't have the proper energies to give you "meaningful dreams" and such.
> i know you can't really go into my specific case
I totally can it's a good practice for me.
> shrine maiden side of me out again last night
More like they are trying to "remind you of it". You will be the one that will "remember it" they just nudged you a little.

> (she was nowhere near bad recently i think(
Good to hear. 
> (is normal for this site to 404 like this?)
it happens  always a coincidence that it happens when I get a little bit mad because some people just have to be the densest motherfuckers in an other thread. I figured a way to slowly manage my anger outbursts in mundane situations and now it is time to figure out how to handle it in non hostile spiritual situations when the other person is not a higher spiritual being. It's hard. Like how Jesus kicked out merchants from the temple and even the Buddha yelled at cretins for being dumb fucks and I sorta released a demon form while typing my posts then "calmed it down" which results in an energetic fluctuations which cause COINCIDENCES and funny flickering lights in my room 

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> You mentioned "range" earlier
Range is about how they can "influence your path" and if you are in a "bad influence range" then they have to delet the bad influence before they can help in any way and some bad influences are hard to deal. It's like having mobile reception. Spirituality is like that sometimes.

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> known as Shiva-anon
 Do people call me that somewhere? 

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> check-mate
Was thinking about it today