>>/524/ Well I needed some finishing touches since the last post because I almost fucking died but fucking hell your drawing is correct this is exactly what happened. So as I recklessly ran into the purple realm thinking it will fucking save me (it sorta did but only in the chest area I couldn't expand it further properly because as you said it was a "borrowable" energy and not unlimited. As I was trying to hide in that place. The karma stabbed me literally everywhere. I realized if I want to survive I need to figure out karma in this fucking instant. SO I had to figure out how to destroy the "intent" that gives a structure to karma. It was a long process but thankfully now I am able to kill the intent part and neutralize the negative effects of the white substance. Now it's a nice thing that even tastes okay. And as I neutralized every giant karmic structure with their giant stabbing effect which was impossible to ignore. I finally was able to detect the smaller one's with their tiny needle tubes. Getting rid of them felt like an acupuncture taking it's effects. I still have some but they are easy to notice and simple to neutralize. The entire karmic overload tensed my muscles back so hard my heart almost exploded. I couldn't even sleep. I was just laying there controlling my heartbeat. Now it's back to normal and finally reacts to my thoughts as it should be. And yeah I realized after neutralizing karma that the red realm is above the purple. The purple literally felt the opposite how the particle felt so far. What a day > "accidentally" This whole week was a constant mistakes into miracles. I feel smart and dumb at the same time. Explaining my learning process to other people will be impossible. I wonder just how many unseen forces played part in my development. No wonder my reading looks that messy.