>>/579/ > I wonder if these artists know they are channeling Truth. I always wonder about this too >>/575/ Well it's a wormhole that is connecting to an another realm and you get that energy with a connection. it's just you need to make it into a "full circle" with understanding how the dimensions work from multiple perspective... And I would tell you more but now... I finally figured out what I did wrong. I let my awareness guide the end point of the particle. I found the location where the red energy "leaked" into my astral space. I connected to it. I let my awareness let it go and stay in place. and I let it "collapse"... But then... It got clogged from the other side by some black substance. But now because I have a great way of taking black things apart... I unclogged it. then it clogged so I unclogged it again... Then I got stabbed softly around the particle. I grabbed the stabbing to see what or who is it. It was a giant bejeweled skeleton. They don't want me to take their energies. It seems it's not because I am stealing it but I am not "approved" to take it yet... So I asked them what where should I take energy from. The skeleton pointed into the distance to a light blue source. I connected to it... I got also clogged there and got hint to an another realm... Then did this several more times until I realized I need to find someone who doesn't mind when I use his energy. I suspected already that the patriarch could go so many dimensions above because he found new energies to go above the "vampire energy" and the Matriarch may have got lost because she couldn't find those energies. This is just my suspicion. It might be a more complicated drama. I didn't have the will and the capacity to snoop out "vampire affairs". They are overall cheerful but the "higher ups" have some things that makes them worry sometimes. I couldn't figure out the details when I was there with the other vampires(yes I also wandered there accidentally) So I found some big "sun" that looks like it's almost exploding. (No it's not our sun it's some other one I might ask Clippy about it). But it let me connect to him and I asked him and he doesn't mind. He can read my thoughts and now he is trying to figure out what levels of energy I can "take in". I can ask for more or to slow it down. First the energy is in a form of his "influence" it's like plasma but then he let's it lose form and let's me do whatever with it. Here's the thing... I didn't expect this. It turns out I am not allowed to take in the vampire energy but with my understanding I "connected" to something beyond. I am at some real uncharted territory and I have no idea what I am doing. The entity doesn't want me to do anything. It just let's me do it. He has so much energy he can do it. I have no idea anymore what I am doing or where am I or if I should even do this. Until I figure out something about this or why the vampires don't let me take the energy I will stay here. Maybe post a little less... I don't know. I have no idea where to go from here...yet. I am not even sure if I should do this but the entity likes me. He wants me to take the energy. I know free things are never free but... I don't know. The patriarch started somewhere too. I don't know where this will lead