>>/5874/ > at the cost of 350 years or servitude (which this Trypper is now off doing on the astral, where time possibly moves faster After reading this I got a "message" of sorts that while the "years" are correct but it is a different measure system. It is "years" because that is a concept humans can somewhat understand. Remember in the past instead of kilometer and other distance measures people said. > going to this town is a 3 day walk So the "servitude measure" is that > if walking up to the mountain to give the sacred goat a milkshake takes 1 year to complete then if you complete that task it is 1 year completed It doesn't matter if it is 1 year or 2 seconds in "time spent". You might ask what happens if it takes longer... Well then they don't give you the task then because that means you really suck at that task and you shouldn't even do it by default. That doesn't mean they cannot "Motivate you" with funny means. > it's like that the sigil magic is taught to him by Baal I am not sure but what they told me "they are drawing out her power". This is how Trypper is learning his own "style" I think. Angel magic is complicated to ground into earthly ways. Also managed to connect to the energies again and learned new kind of interesting things. I mentioned before that her realm counts as a "lower heaven" of sorts. I got an image of that and a name too Ahmantahla? (channeling names is still hard for me) and the interesting thing is that it is a sort of "scholarly heaven" of sorts and then I asked her what is "current earth's designation" then and she said current earth is an "entertainment world"... I learned too much implications about the current human nature with that understanding >>/5875/ > which becomes obvious when you have past or astral lives in female form to compare with For me it is more complicated and might /blog/ about that later because for me it is not so simple. The "theme" u wrote is a good starting point to explain but it is a long story. I don't want to hijack this thread for that. >>/5876/ > seems my ability to differentiate colors improves when I'm souled You are slowly connecting and sharing your "higher dimensional eyes" of sorts. Your case is extremely fundamental because trying to explain what is happening I have to understand the higher mechanics and as I am trying to word what I am understanding intuitively my mind has no choice but to "ground" the mechanisms of existence in detail. It's ridiculous. >>/5877/ So the circle on the right top is the "heaven portal" that line at the bottom right is the "earth dimension layer" that X is the "life of Trypper" which is not just his flesh but all his life experience and all the weird rituals and esoteric understanding he has. That counts as a "grounding force" of sorts. The star is the (angel) soul. Now that line in the middle is the interesting part. While first I thought it is the power/operational range of Trypper it seems it is also the obstacle course for her for proper entry into this reality. This energy is too harsh (for now) for beings of flesh and lovelight? It seems it is some soul materia that it transcends and if a person is unable to sync with it then... > she has no idea what happens when it fails nor does she know how to make it work My fingers are burning by just analyzing this energy. Good thing I have a good celestial affinity for stuff like this Wonder how we will "witness" this whole process play out. Sorry if I just managed to make more confusion with this post but I think it is still informative.