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> cloud concept
I just remembered sometimes they were "meteor concepts". They literally appeared as rocks hitting my third eye. It hurt. Had to learn how to turn them into "shooting stars" aka burn them to "nothing" because it was a sort of "energy channel" that lets the "invisible light of God" enter the 3rd eye. And for that all "visible matter" needs to gtfo from the field of view. How to burn the now visible invisible into "nothing" so other forms of less visible invisibles can become visible.

The way I experienced that was quite maddening so I completely forgot to think about the deeper implications.

 >>/5902/
> reflection of the "delete" skill I created
I don't exactly "delete" anymore but "disassemble". While in magic your goal is to "disintegrate"... "return to dust"... return whence you came from (into God) then learn to "reintegrate" with God('s help).

The reason I am "disassembling" is because I learned that there are many useful parts even in "evil" but some of their parts just got merely corrupted because the chaotic/entropic nature of current reality. So via disassembling I can "feel" the part that it needs to "return to" so it works properly or I disassemble them further into something that it is "better" as a "proper form". The reason why I am saying this because in IT "deleting" just makes the first digit in the binary into a 0 which just signals that the file group is allowed to be overwritten. Because of that it is still can be "returned into form" until it is "overwritten".
> which instantly returns things to the void
The problem with the "void" that it is not always a proper concept and sometimes you just banish them into a "subconscious layer" which means they might be able to touch things you are just not aware yet. 

Also with this I am not just "deleting" but "defragmenting" also so the "proper forces" can flow more faster and naturally. Reality is quite cluttered energetically nowadays.

> His ability reacts to hostility
Oh I have that too. My "unmanifested energies" react to hostility and turn into an even "more hostile force" which will summon beings to "act" upon that inspiration of hostility.

> I also felt that those "forces of good" were actually toxic and hostile to me, but I needed them to defeat the real evil which I couldn't take down easily on my own.
You might be uniting your own archetypal aspects and egregores around you into a singular force you can influence. I am not sure. As long it gives you a meaning it is good. With that you have something tangible and you can work with that.

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> fight the Islamic State which they themselves also created previously
That CIA training facility that they built up in Pakistan got out of control so hard it's unbelievable. The USA tried to thwart the Soviets and never ever thought they will partake in the middle eastern conflicts because they did not truly expect that the British/French colonialism will fall into their lap like breadcrumbs. They totally miscalculated everything in their foreign policy since WW1 because the USA was never about "longterm thinking". They are too (greed)retarded and opportunistic for that.