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I get what you are saying, but I can't tell you how to do it. You have to breach the barrier for yourself personally. I can't even fully say when I did, or if it was there at all in the sense I perceive it for you. Maybe it was always weak or had cracks for me, so that I could always see beyond it, and the walking over the threshold was a gradual process, rather than one of awakening all at once.

I don't know if this works for anyone else, but it does for me and some I know, where the answer is to just blur the border, or ignore it. Fantasy and reality are the same thing if the fantasy is well tuned enough with the things out there.