What happened to me was your fault. Regardless of what you said to me, I know for a fact you’re a sociopath, albeit with poor masking skills. You have used abusive magic to me on multiple occasions (and lied about it poorly) and failed at binding me to you, and I can only guess that you are more responsible than any other factor I have named for almost killing me and hurting my own family members. It’s remarkable to me you were ever planning to use this magic to enslave  women because your mind control sucks and you’re a colossal arrogant fucking failure to begin with. I really fucking hate you, and when you die nobody is going to miss you. I pray to God the next choice you make on this dark path you so stupidly idolize is one that gets you killed. Enjoy your next few near death experiences because they will be coming. When I heard you were suffering I laughed for literal hours