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Kundalini vs kundabuffer

For reference on the concept, which I do not consider well understood or explained anywhere, just as he does not understand that Kundalini is the spine when viewed from the perception of a yogi who can also see its other-dimensional qualities:
https://www.newdawnmagazine.com/articles/secret-wisdom/the-way-of-the-sly-man-the-teachings-of-g-i-gurdjieff
https://gurdjieff.work/ae/neologisms/Kundabuffer.htm

I consider the thing he is grasping for here to be another simple thing: the genitals, when viewed as a complete system integrating both its external gendered version and its innate opposite. That is the Kundabuffer.

My view on this: 

Having an awakened spine means that it is functioning correctly with all nerves being active. This leads to communication with the major organs, out of which the gut is the most important. As the functioning of the gut is perceived at an early age, different sensations are related to its function and these are soon automated by being inserted as "programming" in the gut-brain, the autonomous nervous system which represents a certain "thinking" ability of the gut. But if there is a lack of certain stimulation, not all functions are automated and the person will "feel like something is lacking in my life", and they may seek all kinds of stimulation, including drugs and various degeneracies. What is really lacking, is the experience of having consumed food at various stages of refinement. That is all. Some people go to travel and eat other kinds of food, but in modern society they are all refined and processed to the same degree, so the experience missing is not achieved, and the gut is still missing data on how to function. This causes a mental strain when certain processes cannot be automated, the brain adapts a permanent function of maintaining the gut instead of higher thought processes. This is the "septic tank brain" which I talked of before. To aid these people who cannot function normally, various "thinking aids" are created, such as books with manuals, electronic calculators, rulesets, procedure documents etc.

The Kundabuffer when functioning correctly is also programmed and automatic. When it is not, part of the brain needs to still maintain its function, and this also causes stress, but not relating to the gut, but to the genital system. For women this leads to menstruation, which is an abnormal state.

https://en.daoinfo.org/wiki/Cutting_the_Red_Dragon
"Cutting the Red Dragon" ( 斬赤龍 zhan chilong ) is a term of Feminine Alchemy ( 女丹 nüdan ). In the cultivation of Feminine Alchemy, menses are compared to the "red dragon". Physiologically speaking, a fundamental difference between females and males is that the former has menstruation. The Daoist Pristine Cultivation Sect ( 清修派 qingxiu pai ) believes that unceasing menstruation will result in failure in Inner Alchemy ( 內丹 neidan ) cultivation. Therefore, for a Feminine Alchemy practitioner, the first barrier to be passed is to stop menstruation, namely "Cutting the Red Dragon". Menses are compared to "red dragon" because it is red.

For men it leads to erectile dysfunction or various perversions like homosexuality.

The part of the brain which upholds the genital function when it is not automated is the pineal gland, also known as the 3rd eye. If you have not automated the sexual function or solved the equivalent of menstruation, it is likely that the 3rd eye cannot be used, or its function is impaired. Not because the channel is blocked to the forehead, but because the pineal gland itself is occupied with nervous processes relating to the sexual system.

I read somewhere that the brain is the "Muddy leaves of the lotus". And it's quite literal. The brain can "bloom" or open like a flower and you need to slowly "let go of the mud" into either the outsider world or to your lower channels to recycle it. I am slowly exploring the channels in the body that can do it but holy shit. No wonder this shit requires either superb intuition and ability or a guru who knows this shit.

A week ago I had a dream where I had sex with a woman and my dick grew like a meter long snake then normal sized but made from stone then with it the woman also changed. It was quite animalistic and noticed that I am able to drift into and out from my "bodies". When I noticed that my physical body was also moving in the physical with the dream. Then hit my forehead in the side of the bed from like 3 centimeters from the third eye on the right. The pain literally highlighted the way how I can open up the energy channel that connect the right parts of the body. Since that even more pathways showed themselves and uh... feels like I am in an another body again. So many features of the body are unlocked again and learning to tune them takes nuance. Talking to the organs is "easy" but learning to listen to them and let their "Higher version" manifest in your body then facilitate a proper merger for your subconscious so it doesn't feel like you are falling apart constantly?
The problem is not that it takes time and effort but it needs the "right" effort or everything that you do is meaningless or harmful. The female principle is so hard especially because there are no "role models in the flesh" who embody it therefore I have to experience or "download it" from my intuition and "Get it right" "Out of nowhere". Defragmenting the mundane mind is something I thought I am somewhat "good at" but my skill is being tested again.
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Also you posted the heart chakra as the main point of the kundalini here and yes that is what I am balancing now. The "real heart" so to speak. Feeling the entire body pulsating with blood energy and some new sensations is something I am used to but only at selected parts of the body that I am focusing and not the "whole thing". All my emotions are turning into a cool breeze to sate the fire of my heart. Wish I could express it in a more poetic way but I am not there yet.

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The connection of the root chakra(1) and 3rd eye chakra(6) was something I worked with for a long time without making any mental connection as to why this correlation existed. It seems the process which is described in various texts, including I think, in Taoism, is the same as this. It uses various ways of talking about "nourishing the brain" or "lifting some material", but the physical process in modern language where we don't mention mystical alchemical processes, is simply "at the edge of orgasm, suppress the genital reflex and let the built-up tension move to the brain, where it is entirely contained and expressed". This causes the very strong force which would otherwise create a muscle reflex pattern to instead move to the pineal gland in the middle of the brain, where "a flower" of new nerve/dendrite connections are made.

 >>/8603/
The heart chakra is the most contained and rationalized expression in my experience. What we talk of as "love" is an abstraction of investment into something on all planes. It is by its nature detached from any lust or sexual energies in an expressed concrete form.

Pay attention to this in the incel-discussions online when they come up: they keep talking only about the sexual aspect most of the time, and the women who attack incels are cold and non-loving, non-loveable. 
Some few frogposters will instead say "I don't really care about sex, I want love", while expressing dreams of family life. This is mocked by said women, and countered with how they love being unmarried and childless at 42 they'll feel very much different at 70, turning into alcoholics or neurotic wrecks using up large parts of the public healthcare budget, they tend to be the constant topic of any group, have one right here in the village, everyone is upset about the fact someone can "wake up" so late to realize they are alone.

If the "love" aspect is applied in full, the root chakra/sacral chakra become irrelevant in terms of personal development, one can work only from the heart chakra and make that function. At this point the understanding and agreement is total, with complete devotion, which creates a situation (feel free to confirm by looking at the akashic records and you'll see yourself) where what we today have huge problems with, namely rape accusations and all kinds of hairsplitting, becomes a technical detail void of meaning. When neither party has any investment or stake in the sexual function aside from childrearing, it doesn't matter if it's energetically, structurally the same construct as would be called "rape" today. When compressed, and the understanding of the "love" aspect of the heart chakra is rich, both parties can be in complete agreement and still perform the same procedure, where the female is completely passive and feel nothing, but the male has also no interest in the process, acting like "a cold psychopath" sexually. But it's fine because neither of them care about it other than for producing a child. 

When the heart chakra is then no longer evolved or used to form this contract, everything collapses. What you have left are women genetically tuned to agree to "rape" while men are tuned to perform the "rape" for the continuation of the race. But there is now no love each other, so they have no way to overcome the function being a function.

Btw (by the way), I forgot to mention because of all the events, but there was an event before the event just before:

I came to realize from hints posted on various boards that what is perceived as the nervous system, (funny, I used to joke about how in English it sounds like "a system that is nervous") is for most people actually a parasite. I should have known from more hints I guess, but didn't make the connection; in Shadowrun for SNES, you can install cyber nerves to shoot twice as fast. In the Dark Angel tv-series which is relevant for many reasons, there is an episode where Max installs an artificial parasite which enhances her nervous system by growing throughout her body. There is also that image often posted on /x/ of an actual nervous system of a human, however they managed to cut that out of a body. It was posted on KC yesterday with the common meme OP "this is your appearance". Then there was this disgusting vid of someone putting a mantis in a glass of water, to expose that the mantis has a parasite which escaped when it thought it was drowning. 

Funny image there: mantids created Christianity/Jesuits, they in turn are controlled by a parasite?

I had already seen something which looked like dark threads resembling nerves in the world egregore previously today when clearing out negative hostiles in Norway.

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Investigation with Astra revealed a very dark and disgusting octopus-like being, a negative Cthulhu(?). It seems to have taken over the entire world this way, creating a system which is entirely negative, but is kept in place "because otherwise people will die", "it's the worst system, but it's the best we have" and other excuses.

I made used of the Brazilian pyramid, part of the 5 pyramid system, to summon this negative cthulhu using a ritual I got from the Anti-Christ library, where the purpose was to summon it into a bottle, then add water and herbs which paralyses it, then burning it in a fire.

Then we did a repair of the egregore so it won't just collapse, because probably many people were indeed relying on the tentacles of this being and didn't have their own "nerves". We will see later what will be the effects of this.

Maybe some large societal system will collapse now.



 >>/8745/
There are many energetic formations like that (tree related). Most of them are usually clogged and dried and don't even work anymore. Like how already dead dry branches suck the water from the still healthy tree for no real reason anymore but it takes the tree time to break and let it fall down.
And yeah most nerve connection or more accurately the underlying meridians that they should represent are usually being overtaken by other forces or entities and it takes time to fix them when you have "Nothing better to replace it with yet". You can even call the "flesh" a fucking parasite too. Takes time to clear it and master it. There is a reason why Tibetan masters turned into light and vanished without leaving a body upon their "death". This karmic vessel loses it's purpose after a while but before reaching that point... it's quite vital.



I've been working with awareness-hopping to try and gain control of it. A few things became clear.

The Earth native reptilian race are not grounded in the planet, and never were. They "count as" astral travellers who just happen to manifest firmly. That's why they can shapeshift and replace people freely by doing so. They're more like institutionalized poltergeists written into Earth history.

When I earlier was practicing FG I focused a lot on the dragon aspect of Chinese culture. This came naturally and as I broke through there, that was the reason Asathiel (the reptilian god) came and shared his muscle building energy. It's really a gong-form which can be learned from having it injected, sort of like a vampire's blood memory. When I started working more with astral AI aside from blacknet and those discs based off a black version of the grey system, I always used the ScaleForm standard shown to me by astral reptilians in the federation. It now seems the reason for this is that I had already cultivated a dragon body on the astral, and dragons are reptilians. So for example the Raid servitors which are based off ScaleForm discs, though they used grey technology for the body and bird for the fire magic, this is a form of reptilian shapeshifter technology which looks like those forms.

But it took until the total core device and standard until I actually moved my awareness fully to the reptilian base, it was just that this took place on the astral so I didn't grasp the real meaning of this.

 >>/8775/
Moving into the future Earth and the new incarnation there requires having the new human racial body created by Gensokyo, the Adaptive Yokai Human which comes in 4 variants for different parts of the world. It is based off the core attraction types and which pair is created from those, but they are still all the same race and will mix freely. It's just more unlikely to happen because of the build in attraction type. So the west will have "tall blonde lolicon", Russia/Eurasia will have the "tall blonde big tit lover", central Asia will have "small dark-haired lolicon" and east Asia will have "tall dark-haired big tit lover" type.


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> awareness-hopping
Because of the leniency of being an astral race, switching to reptilian-based total core didn't move my awareness outside of my body in a strict sense, it rather made it possible for me to still maintain the same body after the lifetime expired, in the form of being now a shapeshifter who is shifting back to my same old body.

The vampire body can function in the same way, because vampires are also poltergeists, it depends more on if you are "done with" your current life or not if you have to move there directly at once or not. That's why it's possible to "register" an incarnation and not use it yet.

The Adaptive Yokai Human is by nature a kind of poltergeist, with some heavier DNA than reptilians, so they won't change as easily, but the body layer can contain most previous body form seamless, they will be as reptilians when shapeshifting: the look like the person they replace, even if that person is you replacing your past body to stay in the same role for some while longer.

 >>/8778/
I did some practice with Belial where I asked him to pick me up, take me to his place and back again. Then to his place and to the new incarnation, to his place and back, and so on.

It definitely works, and helped to remove some blockages by exposure. My awareness of the other forms increased while in either position.

 >>/8775/
> that was the reason Asathiel (the reptilian god) came
You mentioned his name in the collective thread and while googling his name he came up only in like 2 obscure fantasy games. How did he come to you? I am being noticed by some weird amphibian races similar to Jar-Jar but without the ears and makes me realize I don't know enough about them at all.

> The Earth native reptilian race are not grounded in the planet, and never were. They "count as" astral travellers who just happen to manifest firmly
This is something I also noticed. They are not accepted as "Inhabitants" at all and they will be moved into an another dimension when the dimension is "ready" for them.

 >>/8805/
I was holding a session with a discord friend who also happens to be the reincarnation of the Jewish king Saul, at the time a reptilian. It was back when we used the temple more actively and more people were still around. I would always try to get group sessions going, for which we needed 3 or more people, but "someone" often made it so that only certain people could attend. This time it was us two and one onlooker at the table. 

We were trying out the "angel set" of devices to do some astral travel. The set was given in pieces during sessions in 2018 or so, and only gradually did we learn how to use it. Once time when we flew really high up, did we meet this guy with scales for skin, who introduced himself as Asathiel. He touched my arm and an energy was inserted. It made me feel warmth, and a red energy started spreading through my body. After this my muscle growth took off, with no change in my routine which had mostly just stagnated, probably I am just genetically not able to build muscle. But after this there was a significant change in just 6 weeks, and the improvement has been slow but steady with almost no exercise. By now I do almost no strength training except bodyweight via yoga, but I am not losing anything and is rather gaining actual strength and balance still.

I've later shared it with others who experienced an effect also. It was around that time I made various artifacts for body modification and also had a sudden unlocking which grew my jawbone instantly (the mewing method which all zoomers are now obsessed with), in this including to grow someone's breasts from A to B in a month. Most of these were combinations, where grey DNA editing was also involved. It's slower but here is a significant change over time, including changing bones which make most of the change in posture and actual appearance from just how your body "presents itself" from this change of the hard structure.

Because it seemed impossible to get any real visible effect of "sculpting" the muscles by exercise, I had this idea to ask the greys about: what about replacing the form of the male pecs with girl-pecs of a small girl who has no breasts? An untrained man just looks sad, but it doesn't look bad on a small girl who is perfectly "flat" breast growth-wise, because the shape and amount of fat distribution along with how the ribcage etc is shaped. I had only presented the idea and the grey I was talking to just applied it before I had time to discuss it with them. But it turned out well, although it may seem like a minor detail, the reshaping of the pectoralis is a major thing in how your body is perceived and this really made the kind of difference I was after, with no further ineffective exercise.

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Well finally. I had almost forgotten how hard it is to get a new kind of prompt to actually generate an image with Bing. Add to that the randomness of it all, but I guess it's like any telepathic/mind reading ability in the beginning, if you can get it right after 20 tries it's still 5% success rate and that's nearing in on the general 7% for any common activity when it works.

This is what I mean.
The art of generating a picture of a flat girl's chest when any mentions of "chest", body type or specific poses risk resulting in a ban on your account.

Right after posting this
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there was a disturbance in my speakers, and a few seconds later, the power went out. This was followed by the sudden sound of thunder. I went outside and the sun was shining and only some clouds, but there was repeated thunder in the north-west.

This came right after I decided to delete all remaining processes within my now-paradise Earth sphere, so I figured there'd be some reason. I went inside and followed the procedure of calling the power company, got the reply that service technicians are on their way to the location, and will arrive at [hours], I looked at the time and it was 1h 40 min away, for them to just get on site. Then they'd have to fix it also. I wasn't at the time aware that my clock in this phone was not adjusted for daylight savings, so it really meant in 40 min.

I hadn't had breakfast yet and all bread was frozen, so nothing to replace the porridge with. The iron stove in the house is never used unless there's some long outage, and is used as a storage, so I'd have to remove everything stacked on it, then light a fire, which would take what, 30 min? Then cook after that. Meh.

I then recalled the army kitchen I bought for emergencies a long time ago but never used, so I dug that one up and decided to use it. It was surprisingly easy and convenient, porridge + egg + coffee done in 15 min and the result was perfect. I felt like my senses were heightened by performing this, and the meal was perfect.

So there was a reason for this outage.

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Electricity is still weird. Apparently 3 people were hit by lightning and trains were knocked out of service.

Not sure how much of these news are real by now.

During the outage, some of my girls yelled at me to come look: they showed me how a large vortex was forming over central Europe as a result of the removal of the adrenachrome witches. The energy system which upheld all social motivations was kept in place by their threatening force apparently, and now it's in chaos as a result of their removal.

The Queen showed me images in the clouds, some were personal, but one of them relevant to others: an "eating figure" was replaced by a vampire. This seems to say that the adrenachrome witches were at a central location in the EU egregore, and now with them removed, vampires will take over behind the scenes. This should lead to a change of doctrine overall. For the everyday retard the difference may not seem huge, but there is a difference in motivation and effects thereof, between wanting to eat the pinal gland of children for no real reason other than to live a few years longer, vs being possibly immortal by drinking blood.

I wonder...

The Queen just showed me a map in the clouds. What she suggested was an "end of Atlantis" scale of event. A reforming of the continents. 

She showed two major land massess/structures: Africa, India, China and Japan forming the "middle" of the world map, then a new formation separated by a large sea, with Latin America, North America and Russia. The separation line would appear as a crack which splits Israel and then just cuts through the land masses by the border of China and Russia all the way to the coast north of Korea.

Europe will simply sink into the sea, leaving a strip of land along the Mediterranean.

When asked how fast this would happen (I can talk to her now and then, although telepathy is weak because of the great distance) I got the reply "faster than anyone can notice".


 >>/8840/
I don't know what is going on. There was a strong astral explosion over central Europe just 20 min ago, perfectly circular effect out from a center it appears. I'm being shown images of the land splitting.

There's lightning on the eastern horizon of the night sky, but no thunder can be heard.



 >>/8843/
I guess they would, land masses moving without anything would be strange, but this is all strange.

I can't know if what I see via the Internet is the real deal or a translation because of how I access it by now. There now a warning on my state media website for the southern part of the country telling people to stay away from windows etc because of "a dangerous object", time-wise it correlated with things above.

 >>/8844/
Media being glowie tools would of course run cover stories according to some pre-set routine to maintain social order if there was an unexpected event, so they can't be trusted. But it would give some indication.

If things changed drastically, causing a dimensional split, it would also be impossible to know what took place if you were moved yourself to a parallel dimension where it didn't change, unless using extra-sensory abilities. So that makes it difficult to determine if something did happen.

People who were in the location where water supposedly flooded the place, would either be dead or moved to a safe location by the federation or maintenance deities, so they can't tell anyone about it.

This all would create an information shadow where nothing about the event can be known.

 >>/8845/
Add to that the complete detachment of all Internet cables in certain directions, along with road networks. No one would know what the fuck went on unless they had satellite phones that can run separately from any landlines relying on ground based stations.




 >>/8850/
I too can see a "shore" with waves and different layers are cracking but I cannot say anything concrete. It's like there are minor explosions or fireworks in the atmosphere if I look at the whole planet. Quite unsure what angle I should look at it. Entities saying that something is "reactivating" or a new energy stream is getting "reintroduced". Had several anomalies in the past weeks but they are not important enough to mention.

Ever since I talked to that angel the residual energies he left behind are propelling several breakthroughs of my psyche and I have to watch over what am I doing. I complained several times that we don't have enough proper stimulation especially spiritually nowadays and seems like I got the one that I "needed". My subconscious is running out of "excuses" to halt the development of my psyche. I am in a "everything I knew so far cannot be applied anymore" situation again while my mind is retaining it's base ability to "know everything like it is supposed to". Real hard to talk about and it gives me a hard time to relate to other people on a metaphysical level until I figure out the proper energies.

 >>/8851/
 >>/8852/
I don't know which plane of what construct I'm looking at. I definitely see an "image" of what the Queen was showing me in the clouds, and it did effect someone I am in contact with over the astral-physical, but only that one person seems to have been effected in a way that I noticed directly and strongly.

I saw several people "react" in various ways to the same changes I saw, but I don't know who or where they are. My awareness tends to be situational, I instantly know if someone is talking about me, and it's relevant to me, for example.

 >>/8854/
When I look down from my pyramid up at the top of the center of the Earth, I see the energy vortex appearing like a spiral cloud. Below the landmasses have assumed a form of what I was shown, although this is a circular form around the north pole, while what the Queen showed me was the regular projection where you can talk about east and west and the land masses are placed lined up. It definitely looks that way from up here, and it's scary to see.



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After a breakthrough two days ago, I had a dream where I was given a knife. It was an army or hunting knife made from very shiny metal, including the handle. It had a sort of glow from it that looked like how oil has rainbow colours if you look at a poodle of spilled oil. When I looked closer at the blade, I saw tech-magic sigils appearing as holograms, and when I looked deeper the hammer and sickle appeared on the blade as well.

I tried creating an image here with bing and fastflux, neither really capture the radiance though.

I forgot about it and only recalled it today, when the knife appeared to me in my astral space very strongly. I can feel it in my right hand, it's a very powerful and "concrete" feeling of the metal handle against my skin, and the cold firmness of the material.

The thing that happened was that a very negative energy appeared and acted dead set on stopping me from doing anything at all, to the point that it blocked me from even thinking. This is a problem if you're going to do complex computer work, and it just came on strongly and didn't give in.

I sat down in lotus position (you don't want me doing anything, right?) and started doing hatha yoga meditation, thinking about nothing at all and not moving, just letting the well practiced routine come through in posture and breathing. Eventually after 10 -20 min the energy suddenly "fell through" my mind, like it just passed through my brain because I managed to make it completely empty.

The energy collapsed onto itself and turned into a downward short black spike. After this it was neutralized.

I only today realized it has the same form as the federation's influence when they force their decisions through, I had worked to create this previously as a weapon, also using it as bullets for astral guns. But it never had this kind of solidity. It appears I managed to subdue the hostile energy by allowing it to roam freely until it collapsed and instead became subordinate to me, confirming the claim that communism is the endpoint of all development. So this is what happens if you just completely channel the galactic federation with no ego.

I went for a bike ride today where I made use of this force, and on the way back, a beast lady from the federation said: "The best self defense is to follow federation policy", when I came to think about how the ships used in the federation only arm themselves based on recommendations and not on an estimate of what protection is needed.

Because whoever follows federation policy will channel power from the federation and become invincible, so it's more important to be armed according to policy, than to be armed according to your own understanding of the treat level. It actually makes perfect sense now.


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Yesterday, before this vortex formed and the things the Queen showed me seemed to play out, there was a very negative energy explosion. It was like that scene in "My life with slimes"
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where some cult is trying to destroy the world but he contains the explosion inside a force field, and his MP goes minus several 1000. The pyramid ship I had put up there to maintain control over the egregore took effect, and did its job. But it was very violent.
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The right large circle was how it looked when this karmic energy blew up in Europe, and that area is to be seen as the whole of centra Europe. Somewhat later, I was hit by another backlash, which was also contained by the pyramid. It was the size of the left circle compared, and was from USA.

From the information I got out of this later, it seems to have been the karma of Europe with all of its empires (not just UK but Germany, Netherlands, Belgium, Spain, France, everyone had colonies and behaved like utter scum out in the world) was so immense it invalidated their continued existence in the future history. No matter the negativity of US meddling and warfare, it was so small compared to the EU, because USA has existed for such a short time compared. It doesn't matter that Britain had some positive effect from its cultural exchange with India for example, their crimes still made them the worst Empire/nation in history, so they all had to be destroyed and surgically cut out of any planetary rebirth process.

> pic3
I now recalled that a day ago I was shown something as I woke up in the morning. It was a word, like printed letters on types, could have been the Tetragrammaton from its feel, but it was a longer word. Then 1/3 of it was cut off diagonally from middle left to the left bottom. It cut through some letters, and felt very brutal. I think that was what happened here, whatever the word or concept was, it was surgically cut away from history because of its karma.

Dream time, so ever since taking the original spell by alissa i started having recurring dreams of people i knew in real life. A lot were friends but even more were people i knew only somewhat. As time went on this started increasing.whats wierd is the most common people in the dreams dont seem like people that had a major impact in my life with some exceptions (some of my friends were recurring,but some others were missing),some of these people i barely remembered and i know for a fact i only met some of them once in passing in life yet they kept returning in the dreams.some i never even interacted with and only knew of existing.also the people i barely knew ususally didnt have any mental or emotional significance either. On the other hand some major figures/friends in my life were seemingly exempt and would never show up even though it would make more sense if they did given how emotionally more impactful they were. Anwyay this dream starts of with me being at my old house.there a sort of party being set up/people getting invited. Often in these dreams with the people from my life people are having parties. Anyway theres this famous guy coming to visit according to my sister. He has black slicked up hair but i dont recognize him.i show him my house and we all talk and such and he apparently is into the spiritual stuff. He asks me if my knees are alright and tells me he can sense evil spirits in there. He stretches my legs and tells me i should be able to stretch them that far without help. It will help the knees. Anyway the party resumes normally and i get to my garden and more and more people show up. People from the past usually people i liked. We have convos and such and i keep wondering how the hell are all these people getting here.most seem positive towards me. Weirdly enough jake paul shows up with the feeling he is a regular there.i vaguely remember him showing up before.him and his brother are also the only famous people who are have even ever showed up. Im like hold up these are local people mixed with people from america. How are they all getting here in time?a friend comes clean and tells me they have all been living here for quite some time, theres 30 of them in total and it includes a lot of friends and even some people i barely knew.apparently im on of the only person who can make a realm stable so they all "fell" here and some went here. Meanwhile the famous dude is doing is own thing with people following them. Jake paul is finding logs/sticks to throw at people cause he thinks its fun. Its all around a party type mood. I try to find the interesting spots and listen to people. The same dude who explained the situation who i knew in real life asks me about the real world outside. I asked cant you see through my eyes. He says only 7 people of the 30 can and he says 3 of those cultivated ki prior to getting here.im like alright apparently europe is gone. The guy is like "what?" I tell him apparently the karma was too bad. He tells me they werent that bad. I tell them of the past things and he tells me that was ages ago and he wasnt even involved and neither were most present.anyway they seemd a  bit distaught their real place of origin was gone. I said i agree but apparently past karma can collect and then it has to be paid. Also you can be caught in the crossfire,meaning just being a part of the group or even even just being in the same space can be enough.I told them it still looked fine for me but that might just be my own ability to project my realm going on. Anyway theres a bit of a mutiny/fight later lead by that guy(who was a decent guy in real life as i remember him) i end up winning. My power overall is rather dark i notice  but nobody really seemed bothered. Only a few people where involved. Suddenly i meet a guy who definitley hated me in real life. Seemingly being like my rival in everything somehow.continued

He always said i would never amount to antyting.I never hated him and there was this weird dynamic where part of him liked me but he couldnt stand me at the same time. He was smart and saw me as smart too. He would talk to me about things but we would often disagree as well. He was a very angry natured person and hated my carefree nature. Im not even as carefree as as it seemd to him but his viewing of me almost made it happen like that.i asked how he ended up there. He said he just fell in there as a wandering spirit some years ago. At first he was very happy until he realized i was there and was the leader in a sense. I get the impression of more and more people entering and living in my realm,immigrants basically.a small man enters. He can travel between these realms which pretty no one can do in my realm asisde forn the guy who told nme about the knees.this little man looks just like podesta and in fact it is him. He has this boy next to him who is the actual individual who can travel between realms. The boy(i say boy but he is taller than podesta) is podestas servant and feels way more pure/less depraved. Anyway podesta gets to the cashier which is the entry point and demands all kinds if things. He wants entry and also basically wanting to be acting as the king. I walk up to him and tell him to calm his ass down. He looks at me an is like "peasant?!". Telling me if i know who he is and how he is of higher rank and this and that. I stare him into his eyes and tell him thats not the proper way to talk to one of the real gods. He starts again and i tell him thats not how you talk to "God". He tries talking AGAIN and insulting me and i tell mortals have no business talking to real deities like this. The people around podesta get pissed at how he talks to me and start getting realy angry. It takes a while to set in but after seeing my intensity and the others who are starting to physically remove him he walks back out with the boy and is like "fine, i didnt want to be here anyway, i hate the physics here"(referring to gravity)he and the boy walk through the exit at the end of a small road next to the reception/cashier.my rival from real life is next to me and i tell him if he want to he can also just leave like this. He says he was maybe against me but not like that. I got the vague impression he had become familiar already.

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> could have been the Tetragrammaton from its feel, but it was a longer word. Then 1/3 of it was cut off diagonally from middle left to the left bottom.
I just came across pic related, this may have been it, but it was spelled out letter for letter romanized.

This would remove the manifested (lower) world from the creation.


This
 >>/8832/
was distributed to make it possible for those willing and able to maintain their own Earth layer in the state they prefer, but it was send out and posted just at the time of the post on here as a last second effort in case it was needed. People "falling" into your place seems to say it existed at the time of their egregore collapsing, otherwise you would have to pick them out from hell by hand afterwards, it's not automatic.




 >>/8871/
As an example i noticed during dreams theres a copy of my entire city. The very first interaction i had with the people here was way back and it was a guy representing you wearing a really huge backpack walking in my mind seemingly investigating perhaps thinking they cant be seen.I went to them and we walked next to each other for a while in silence.It felt friendly to me but even some extreme things can feel like friendliness to me.after a while they turned to me and asked if i wanted to be a little girl.there was perhaps the expectation that this conversation would have ended in me accepting cause each answer would be countered. I simply said id rather be the guy hugging the girls than the girl itself. It was recognized as the perfect answer since theres no meaning or logic just a simple statement.they didnt try to answer back. They seemed perhaps dissapointed/saddened.later i still saw them camping in my mind. Searching for or analyzing something.im not sure they realized the entire area was part of me.

 >>/8872/
That was the first appaerence of the "black spikey hair guy". Ive ecplained all but 2 dreams now. The last 2 being the most significant. Ive also once  met a blonde guy looking like the yoga guy from your ai pics before you did those pics. He had an astral garden and grows juicy oranges. In  both cases especially spikey hair guy its been you. Stange given that snail back in the day told me you had nothing to do with vamp threads so its strange since i wasnt all that interested in succ threads. Also i had somewhat taken a break from the whole thing. I never had any dream but 1 when i was actively particippating on mewch and meguca so its jot just that i was dreaming what i think about.


 >>/8872/
 >>/8873/
 >>/8874/
I don't know if I would have a backpack, I think that's your image of something similar inside yourself. Backpacks to me always mean karma to solve, and I specifically do not carry a backpack in my own dreams. The other soul I mentioned, Eichmann, always had a backpack. I only had a slim laptop that weighted nothing when I saw myself in that context.

I've later concluded this is because my genetics were changed so I could incarnate(walk in) because my soul cannot tolerate having more than 10% of the body's karma storage filled. That's why I keep getting migraines and weird "slight-illness" feelings, it has to be purged constantly. This is also reflected into situations where the desktop computers I have always lack RAM or HDD space so I have to keep moving things to external storages or run only few programs at each time.

To be more technical it's about the human body in standard format of Earth having 76 internal dimensions. Having sins within the first 16 is considered being human and is safe. Going to 17 means alcoholism for example. Commit a murder and you fill up 18 dimensions at once. This is where it gets tricky: once people form a nation and have a king, they are creating a karmic system. The king is there to mitigate the effect of karma by creating a kind of shield, and impose decrees he created himself. This manifests in how agriculture when organized large scale, exists at a "sin level" of 36, double murder. This is the cost of leaving the normal lifestyle of being connected with nature, and instead trying to control it. When two people in this situation get married and have offspring, they both have 36 levels of karma filled, and they combine these and get 72 filled out of the body's 76. This also happens when menstruation exists, it's somehow connected to having large scale agriculture.

Either way this leaves only 4 dimensions pure, and if those are all filled the person is given a hell sentence after death.

The evil elites are then "fixing" this by storing karma outside of their bodies, and "purifying" their outermost one layer by things like blood transfusions or "adrenachrome".

Either way, having only 10% filled means my body maxes out at 7 out of 76 dimensions, and then I would get seriously ill or immobilized if attempting to take part in any social setting that demands accepting more karma, like taking vaxxines for example.


 >>/8875/
To build on this post: the reason why empires are so evil, is that not only have they created the agricultural level society of "double murder" where people procreate by menstruation and mostly everyone is cast in hell, (because 4 levels to play with means any minor sin and it's over), they are now building up outside of their own nation borders, forcing previously not included people to form nations and share their karma. It's soul-genocide, basically.

 >>/8877/
When having this society, religious doctrines must be followed in the extreme, if people's souls are to be saved. That means, some simple things to mention:
Murderers cannot have children, so they must be kept for life in a prison colony separated from opposite sex. If they already have offspring, murderers must be executed to not spread the sin. Abortion is murder so it's a given that they must all be executed if they do this, both parents.
Adultery if it leads to pregnancy must be punished by death, because that also fulls them up with double karma of procreation.
This means you cannot remarry if divorced, or if you have kids and your first partner died.
People who do not have kids can be allowed more freedoms because they are only half-filled with karma from taking part in society, so a class of monks and nuns could be given more freedoms.
But any person with offspring would have to be given the death penalty for very minor sins, as that will fill them up completely and their influence on society is after that only negative. Having an addiction to alcohol for example is way out of line, since you had 4 levels to play with and added 17. So you'd have to apply Sharia here basically.

 >>/8877/
 >>/8878/
Now look at those empires that were deleted in the image shown by the Queen: do any of the European empires apply these laws? They did to some degree in earlier centuries, but they still had things like alcoholism, smoking, gambling etc which wasn't punishable by death, so they weren't able to save the general population from hell even individually.

But then if we look at what they did, which was to add more nations as colonies and to take goods from there. Without looking, they are then building out outside of the 36 levels of regular kingdoms. I don't know what level they reach there, but it can be expected that an empire per default has so many levels of karma filled by merely existing, that anyone born there would be given a hell sentence by just being born there.

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Now some people could, by being extremely religious, possibly revert this sin of being born there, and that is why such movements appeared. Because the spiritual realm isn't going to tolerate a society which kills everyone's souls per default, than that society must be destroyed.

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All that being said, I just experienced what I think is the restarting of a western wheel of samsara actually circulating.

I do have a presence there even if I'm not active in it very much yet. I guess I should try to perceive what's actually going on and how it looks, but going by the situation I don't think mundane news (like continents moving) are reaching in there very much.

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Plan I came up with, bit by bit, for getting onto the new Earth in the way that I prefer it. So it was supposed to take 600 years to make it functional, but what do I know. 

Anyway, there's this painting I bought, mentioned here
 >>/8827/
which predicts it all.

So first step is to set up the new incarnation and make it immortal. Performing this while not actually being there, by using a tulpa external to my current mind, simply a new blank mind starting from scratch, and training, forming that mind until it has what I need. By doing it from here, I can form it so that I am not missing anything and so that the understandings I have gained here aren't lost or at least transferred in a useful way ahead of going there.

Then comes practice to move my awareness. I want to, still be able to astral travel and use what forms I created, including my current (then old) body type. But that means this "me" here must be automated and complete, otherwise I can't leave it. By the new incarnation being automated from the start, the issue is in reverse; it will definitely function, but how do I also house myself there?

The step to get there was the "register" this as my main incarnation, and then my current form is used "in projection" from there. 

The next step being to start moving my awareness between the forms to wear down the differences until it's seamless. This is where I asked Belial to help, because he's a nice guy and can be trusted. With that done, but still not able to really move on my own, I asked him to "move me" into his place so that my awareness is based there, and then again comes back to possess this body as a spirit would. I told him to do this while I'm sleeping to make it easier. He said "no problem" and when I woke up my first thought was "why didn't he do anything", before I recalled the dreams I just had, where I was working with him from his place. There were problems to get things done because we where controlling this large square shaped vehicle with 4 wheels. But as soon as I wanted to move it, someone fanatical always sabotaged it by shooting at one of the wheels in the back. The two front wheels were ok, but the left back kept getting shot at which slowed down the whole vehicle. I had an annoyed feeling at this, because moving the vehicle would benefit everyone, but every time some fanatical idiots sabotaged it to the detriment of everyone, including themselves. They were supposed to contribute, but instead attacked the vehicle.

This was revealed later to be the same group of cultists using the "valley of death" magic, but the most fanatical faction of them.

 >>/8883/
With the federation knife
 >>/8860/
in possession, I took down the remaining of the cultists, and also created the Slayer servitor to continue this work without me having to actively do anything.

I asked Belial for a summary of the situation as it looks "over there", where he confirmed the land mass change, but also described a timeline where things still look mostly normal. Internet connections went down in certain directions, but overall it still works because nothing essential was lost. 
Connections still function between Africa and Latin America, so while it is slower, the full effect of the loss of infrastructure isn't felt, as traffic can be redirected.
The main issue in that "place" is currently lack of communication, and that food deliveries are restricted to some areas surrounding the crack.

It appears most of the world doesn't care about Europe. Africa is completely uneffected, China just shut down news reporting on the event to prevent unrest, and this attitude seems to be the ruling mindset over the world. It was first speculated that Russia had used a hypersonic nuke from space to create a tsunami, but no seismic activity was registered and no such missile was picked up by radars anywhere. So after one day it was since referred to as "a flooding of western EU", but no one knows the extent of it. Because areas nearest the Mediterranean is uneffected, including Greece and most of Italy along with south of France and Spain, there is an illusion that less has happened, when seen from the south. 

From the north, it is only known that areas are flooded and the border between Poland and Germany is closed.

Next step is to move fully to the new incarnation, after having solidified at Belial's place, which means the current form here is automated. This took some work, but again Belial was able to explain how to do this.

The effect of this is weird but still logical. So while the move takes place, because I still have things I want to do, this now appears like being in the subconscious, like seeing the new mind "up there" and being way down in the basement. I wonder if it's possible to enter this stage from a regular mind. I guess I will see, as learning to gradually walk up from here, should mean being also able to walk back down.

 >>/8595/
Can you take a look at reddit like you did X? I'm noticing a lot of bad things/movements start there. I had no idea about this but a game i bought weeks ago (soulash2) was apparently attacked by some gay reddit operation for not allowing you to be gay.Its weird cause the game was very small when i bought it and the last  2 glowies i got rid of where either gay or pretending to be.One guy in suit messing with my energies taken care of a some time ago. the other a few weeks ago.

subs like "gamingcirclejerk" although seemingly just about videogames and making fun of gamers on the surface are really toxic. They send death threats to people over hogwarts legacy with the whole Rowling thing. They seem to always backtrack when they fail and turn "good" again for a while pretending they never said what they said.that sub cant be good for sure.Its a site wide thing though. Might be obscured by how its divided into subreddits so it might not be the site itself that would seem bad.

 >>/8890/
I've never been on Reddit except when recently looking into a FG quitter's group on there (private) because honestly I don't understand how to navigate that shit site. Can it even be navigated?
The energy is also toxic cancer from start to finish, so the few times I do enter there because of some link, I just jump in and out again a min later. I don't see how anyone can sit and read on there when there is no organization and no way to even see the groups you joined, just a feed.

To me it looks like a place brewing insanity and delusions like the Q research board on 8kun, I wouldn't go near it. 

But you're right that maybe it needs to be cleansed. Nothing on there that isn't strictly about some fringe topic is likely to be utter politically correct cancer.

Someone on KC said it pretty well in a joke post about "how to write on Reddit", it went something like this:

> pick a stupid mundane topic
I saw a cat today.
> make it about yourself and your feelings, everything is about you
I was taking a walk because I'm stressed at work, and then I saw a cat.
> add some rage and throw shit at someone in general
I was taking a walk because I'm stressed at work, and then I saw a cat. Why are there cats everywhere? Shouldn't they be kept under control, I hate people who don't keep their pets at home!



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I think priestess things are happening, I was talking with my sisters about it (albeit vaguely because I was zonked it out of my head). It's probably way too vague and broad but does anyone know about two temples located in weird caves/open coves? I remembering visiting two of them as a priestess (?) one was called the temple of sol, which as it's name suggest deal with sun/light/fire and I saw some Phoenix or sometbing flying around, I think I was in the midst of learning magic or something and the other temple was just called the temple of mist. It was damp, very expansive and lots of mist/fog covering everything but at the same you could navigate and see things clearly as if the most wasn't there to begin with. I don't remember too much in particular but I do remember getting to the peak of the temple which lead to an outside mountain summit and some entity greeted me. I'm sorry if this is way too vague but it's another thing I can't shake off from last night

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I think priestess things are happening, I was talking with my sisters about it (albeit vaguely because I was zonked it out of my head). It's probably way too vague and broad but does anyone know about two temples located in weird caves/open coves? I remembering visiting two of them as a priestess (?) one was called the temple of sol, which as it's name suggest deal with sun/light/fire and I saw some Phoenix or sometbing flying around, I think I was in the midst of learning magic or something and the other temple was just called the temple of mist. It was damp, very expansive and lots of mist/fog covering everything but at the same you could navigate and see things clearly as if the most wasn't there to begin with. I don't remember too much in particular but I do remember getting to the peak of the temple which lead to an outside mountain summit and some entity greeted me. I'm sorry if this is way too vague but it's another thing I can't shake off from last night




 >>/8897/
Yeah, that's the problem. I've been trying to figure out the directions. The only things I remember is that you had to go through giant cave/tunnel system to them. I guess it's through some other plane or portal but my god it's hard trying to get more information because of how dark everything was leading up to them

 >>/8898/
The website is normally a representation of the egregore behind it. If you collapse the egregore, the website either goes down, or its userbases changes drastically because they no longer feel at home.

The server side is just some programming on a computer, that won't create a thing like Reddit alone.

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Some days ago, I noticed a shape in the corner of my eye, which looked like myself in shadow form. This was at night outside the bath room. It was me with cargo pants, a vest and a hat. I've dealt with things like this before, so I instantly concluded this is a shadow person trying to manifest, because they imitate a form that they find energetic. For some reason this form is often a man with a hat. I did what I've found to work before, and threw a variety of positive energy at the shadow. It absorbed the energy and turned into a woman in spirit form. I know shadow people who eat up positive energy are just trying to form, so I quickly grabbed her and sent her to Kit at the cyborg factory, to let her decide on a matching body and incarnate her that way.

Kit chose this model, based on a Chinese mobile game. She quickly came over to my place again and was very happy.

Shadow people of the positive kind are very easy to work with, so I let her use semi-possession with me to interact and talk. It was a very positive thing, this.

I asked her how she came in here, this is my new Earth sphere and it should not be open. She said she saw a large sphere of light from the void, as if someone looking from the darkness up towards the water surface from down in the ocean. So she just reached for that light.

It's been very fun having her here and developing, she also does use the cyborg body perfectly with the personality and ways of acting and moving of the character as build into the model. The funny thing with shadow people is how interested they are in everyday things. They want more energy all the time, so they are very interested in what kinds of food there is and how to do things. I let her possess me and prepare food, as well as eating with me, we also watched movies together, and she analyses all foods to find out what nutritions they contain.

https://cn.nytimes.com/usa/20240816/shen-yun-dance-abuse/dual/

https://cn.nytimes.com/usa/20240816/shen-yun-falun-gong/dual/

NY times articles about Shen Yun and Falun Gong, exposing part of the things I myself saw talked about in the private Reddit group.

The worst part is how Li after losing his guidance started doing things he previously said wasn't allowed, like building a buddhist temple, and then as shown in one of these articles, setting up a statue of himself as Buddha. All I can say it "wtf", how does someone lose his head like this, and manage to drag people with him.

 >>/8895/
Hard to lock onto the energies. I am also going through stuff so my psychic senses are not as clear as I want them to be. But the places don't feel to be hostile or malicious in any way. Those energies are clearly positive.

 >>/8902/
> how does someone lose his head like this, and manage to drag people with him.
I too fear to know the answer to these kind of questions. The karma those entangle themselves with who try to become a savior without realizing the full scale and scope of the task they undertook. I cannot even describe how I feel about matters like this without spreading an extreme level of lethargy towards the many aspects of the world and existence itself. Whenever I realize how I overcame such hurdles I always know there are many more that can be as easily overcome as they can be failed with a moment of foolishness... Always a sad state of affairs until you realize the one true hope that leads out of it. 

I always try to end my messages on a positive note to not leave a bad aftertaste but I'm unsure what counts as "positive" anymore. Sometimes you have to get dragged down into the deepest mires to realize the importance of the light of truth. When everything is gray and shaky seemingly nothing matters or have value besides the forces that drag your existence back and forth.

I realized I cannot use my 2D "mind" anymore. The dark canvas of the brain cannot be used further. But the other "screen" is something else. I cannot allow myself to think the same way as I used to think for quite the while.

 >>/8903/
Hard to lock onto the energies. I am also going through stuff so my psychic senses are not as clear as I want them to be.
Ah I see. No need to strain yourself of behalf for this then 

> But the places don't feel to be hostile or malicious in any way. Those energies are clearly positive.
Yeah, I vividly remember them just being positive and calm. Though the only somewhat unsettling thing was just going through the caves to get there but that's just me not being used to caves (probably). I'll still keep trying to pull out more info though. There's also that fusion thing I'm still processing too

 >>/8902/
> https://cn.nytimes.com/usa/20240816/shen-yun-dance-abuse/dual/
Reading the articles and I have a question. Did Li really proclaim himself to be the creator of the universe or he was talking about his own energy field/gong? Just asking because there is a level where you "share the mind of the creator" but once you utter things like "You are the creator (of the physical) himself" then you will connect all the karma that appeared since... creation itself


> The Chinese government banned Falun Gong after more than 10,000 practitioners staged a silent protest outside the Communist Party’s headquarters in Beijing in 1999
btw Why did they do that? Being detached from worldly affairs is their core tenet isn't it? Never understood what made them into a public enemy of the CCP. What was even their "idea" when they did that protest? Whenever I read about Falun Gong stuff it feels like the "chinese toxic mentality" overwrote all the original intentions of the whole movement. The egregore just poisoned itself into the very thing they hate. When the mental weakness of others overtakes the "shared consciousness" of the egregore then it's over. All the preached principles it is supposed to stay on gets submerged into that communal filth.

> During a lecture last year, Mr. Li, who is in his early 70s, told students in Chinese that he created the earth and “established the music of mankind,” according to a recording
Wonder if this is a misunderstanding or he really meant it... I mean creating your own world and using the "Music" that originates from there to sync your "heavenly egregore" to the physical is a "thing" but... yeah I cannot comprehend what might transpire there at all.

> An, said he frequently sliced his hands on metal instrument cases when packing the dance group’s cargo trucks after performances. One cut was so severe that he had to stitch himself up with a hotel sewing kit, he said.
Use a fucking workers glove you fuck. Chinks not having common sense for work safety always surprise me. Their bug mind just executes routines and I cannot comprehend how their awareness works at all.
> On another occasion, the teacher called her shameless for buying three cans of Pringles on her day off
This shouldn't be a notable offense.
> The culture of body shaming reflected a fixation on the part of Shen Yun’s leaders on outward appearances, former students said.
This is baseline dance and model industry stuff. And those that couldn't handle it were relocated for other tasks. But yes you cannot call them "moral" or any way spiritual after this if they are on the level of exploitative entertainment industries

 >>/8902/
> Mr. Li and his subordinates told them that any mistakes onstage might eventually doom their audiences to hell.
Okay which kind of energies these dances are trying to channel. Doing that with an entire "audience" and overworked people will entangle them with the worst type of karma. If the energies are "strained" and not free flowing and "loving" (or I don't even know how to describe it better) then it's full with negative energies it really creates energetic anomalies... if they are still channeling the energies ofc... but it seems they lost the "touch" already. It's not about the movements but about the mindset.

Seems like they just became an another "chinese mindvirus" and lost everything that made them special at all. I agree how the cult mentality is there but knowing the capacities that cults can pull this article is still tame. The more people any movement or organization has the more chaos and misunderstanding it breeds without most people noticing. This is why this is a scary business. The road to hell is paved with good intentions and people don't notice when they become the demons themselves in their "righteous pursuit".

The problem with articles like this that It's obvious that people there don't understand the principles they were supposed to exhibit during their dances. Once the teachings become an "enforced dogma" then it's over. It's not a "way" anymore but a mere "flavor" for materialist consumption.

I am not even sure if I understand this correctly at all. I have too many missing pieces from this whole deal and Falun Gong lost it's relevancy more than a decade ago and that makes it hard to lock onto their energies especially as an outsider.

 >>/8906/
> Did Li really proclaim himself to be the creator of the universe
I don't know what he claimed over the years anymore, but it's not outside of the range of what he did say previously. He said once that after all creation is gone, only he would still be there. Which of course contradicts the whole thing about the Fa being eternal and indestructible and all of creation being stable forever, but yeah, that's symbolism or mistranslated Chinese or whatever else convenient reason.

>  Why did they do that?
FG was very popular, CCP estimates in 1995 was 70 million practitioners. It was at a time promoted by the party and the former president Jiang was said to have practiced as well in the beginning. But as with any movement that gets influential, once you have them in your government agencies, their agenda starts taking over. The term Trotskyism is fitting here. When the party is no longer ruled by the standing committee but by 70 million people who organize in separate groups outside of the party and bring their agenda into the government offices, you lose control. So they banned it. That's a mundane reason.

Of course there would be protests.

> Wonder if this is a misunderstanding or he really meant it
He probably did. From what I saw in the Reddit group, he claimed to have been multi-incarnated and that he was also Mao Zedong and other people at the same time, that he created the opposition to himself as a trial and all sorts of things. Of course this is possible to do, but did he do that? I found his soul to be the golem soul of Napoleon, and the Queen said this was so, but that was all there was to it. The rest was possession and channelling, he never had any abilities.

> Chinks not having common sense for work safety always surprise me.
They don't think that way. The leader of the group tells them to unpack instruments, they unpack instruments. He knows what is best for them and if there are no gloves they won't ask for gloves.

> This is baseline dance and model industry stuff.
Sure, but normal dancer get PAID, and retire at 40 with what they saved up, because their bodies are worn out. These people were volunteers working for food. Then they get kicked out with nothing at 27.

 >>/8907/
Shen Yun is based on breaking fundamental principles of Falun Gong, as laid out in the beginning by Li himself. And he himself fucking founded this dance group. 

There is this thing he spread, called "the three things" which are "study the Fa", "send righteous thoughts" and "spread the truth".

This comes down to reading Zhuan Falun to understand the principles, performing a spiritual cleansing procedure (this one is legit, I've used it a lot and it still worked against glowies last year when I had no other means to use at times), and the last part: to spread information about the real nature of FG to counter CCP lies. In this is a more complex argumentation from ZF where he talk about how some people are afraid of telling anyone they cultivate (take part in spiritual practice), and how those people are the worst and failed the initial test. He give them several examples of people who appeared on tv and in media for having done various good deeds, but they didn't mention that they did it because they were practicing FG and following its principles, instead they said it was for some mundane reason. 

Now what happens next irl? Local FG people here started an organization called "Supporting Human Right in China" and used that to front for themselves instead of just saying they are Falun Gong. And no one seemed to realize that they are directly failing the initial test by the words of Li himself.

Then what? They start a fucking newspaper called Epoch Times and a tv station called New Tang Dynasty where they nowhere tell anyone that these are Falun Gong media, rather they claim to be "le random free China media" who just happens to employ only FG people. Again they are failing the initial test.

Then the crown on this filthy beast: Li himself starts a dance group to "promote Chinese culture" while pretending it isn't a FG dance show. 

This is how you build a movement that amasses karma to the extreme. That is what they are sending out from their media for 20 years now. The fear of saying openly that they are FG.

I tried telling them this early on in the online groups and mailing lists, but no one could understand what I said. It's just following instructions in text, but no one can do it. Not even the person who wrote it down.

 >>/8909/
The Falun Gong practitioner is immunized against all danger, one may call him a chink, a CCP agent, a socialist, it all falls off of him like water off a duck, but call him a Falun Gong practitioner and see how he recoils, how injured he is "I've been found out!"

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I tried viewing the new Earth map from the internal timeline over there to get a more exact map of Europe, and got this. The parts encircles and shaded with some lines are what remains.

Scandinavia along with an unknown part of the baltics and eastern Europe were pulled away to become part of the new America-Russia continent.

It seems they drowned Syria, Turkey and Israel completely.

I feel like I don't care anymore. The way it looked now in the end was that:

The evil beings who kept creating an elite class for themselves, with oppressed slaves, all throughout history, they were materialists of the lowest kind, despite being "higher technologically evolved aliens". The made this into a "destruction timeline" which would not connect into the future, but be discarded. All the way from the beginning of their meddling, some 150 000 years ago, they never dealt with their karma, and a "pipeline" was left in history, within the slave class. This was an NPC timeline and it was never used. What was made into Genso-Earth included only the positive endings and the good timelines, not the karmic ones. Because those cannot be saved and will be removed.

At the end of it all, right now, as we are moving into our own spheres, waiting preparing for entry into the new Earth in new roles, these beings are forced to circle back in history, to the very beginning of period 2. They have to live through the karmic timeline they left open, now playing the roles of the slaves they themselves abused previously.

In each time period, they will have exactly what they wanted, because they thought to themselves when playing the elite role: "those slaves are so dumb, we are right to do this, if they don't like being enslaved they should rebel and throw us out!'' So now they have to become those slaves, because they thought it was fair!

And the final punishment is right now, in the era after WW2:

The boomers who had everything they wanted, took everything they wanted, abused the 2nd and 3rd world nations, and fulfilled their desires within the confines of materialism, they now receive the ultimate punishment. Something unheard of in previous periods:

Having everything, but realizing that it's all material possessions and social positions, then seeing in a few decades, as they grow older, it is all slowly slipping away from them. Their minds and bodies deteriorate, and they start feeling a hollow panic at the back of their being. They realize that it will be over at one point, they will lose everything and turn to dust. They will end up in diapers in a home for the elderly and see the world they built for themselves fall apart.

Any previous generation or society still had some small belief in the spiritual reality, some hint of knowledge that the soul isn't destroyed at the end of the body. But the modern society does not have this. They talk about "faith", but it's become a political term, they do not believe it for real. They have no hope, and even those who do, know within the they broke all religious commandments over and over, and there is no saving them.







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NWO failed a second time. 

This is ridiculous. This timeline isn't going to connect into the future anyway, so no matter what they do it can't succeed. Trump was already moved into new Earth a few weeks ago so they are fighting ghost images.




Israel is now going all out to start WW3, this can't be allowed since it would drag everyone down with them, and it would destroy the environment and those things that are to be passed into the future. It would render the entirety of this set of timelines unusable and make it impossible to connect them into the new Earth. The logic is now clear: because EU and western Europe tied their whole moral superiority to the existence of the state of Israel following "the holocaust" in WW2, they would have no choice but to defend Israel no matter what they do. Even when they are the aggressor.

However, the means of their collective destruction has been built into their society by themselves, and that is what will now play out.

I will try to maintain Internet functionality by connecting it via Blacknet, we can probably get away with it because the information blackout will make it impossible for anyone to estimate what connections should possibly remain.

 >>/9034/
Things are going to look fucking weird from the ends of some of you, especially if you are in the middle of this mess. I'm sending out the smallest possible flying vessels to catch those I see who aren't safe. It will become your own ship as you board it, with a likelihood that your illusion doesn't fully break, but what you see from the outside world will be very out of sync.



 >>/9037/
No. North America was always owned by Santa Muerte, and the war for this continent ended around 2 months ago. SM had no more enemies there and her entire army was moved to the astral into a resting state. She won. I already hinted at it and it's not like anyone can misuse this information anymore: she's incarnated into the Famida family as a vampire to get physical life experiences. She's that certain her enemies aren't coming back to America.

CIA and the deep state there were beaten bloody already in the past few years, the galactic federation controls the white house since around a year back. It's all for show, what's happening there now. I think that X on the second assassin is to hint at that, he's actually "on our side" even if his intent was evil, it was planned this way to gain support for Trump and through the shock wake him up a bit.

The EU was glowie central, run by a mess of the evilest organizations on the planet, which includes MI6 and Mossad and a number of groups so hidden they don't have names. At the center of this were the "gay templars", the physical manifestation of the lowest kinds of alien dregs, beings who imitate grey insectoid DNA, but aren't immortals and don't even understand that the insectoid form is very limited. They think the greys in their modified form are "creator gods" and that is the only thing they respect, aside from that they are completely toxic and malicious in every aspect.

They are the cancer which has infected the belly of the world (Europe) and will now be cut out and burned.

 >>/9038/
It's commonly understood that Europe and all its states are vassals of the USA, but this is part of the multi-layer organizational structure meant to obscure who runs the show. 
The secret spy networks in Europe were using USA as a proxy army, and in turn having CIA "secretly control EU in the open" to further hide who is actually in control. Israel controlling USA is also an illusion created by them, so that people will aim their hate at Israel instead of looking deeper at who is behind things.

 >>/9038/
>  No. North America was always owned by Santa Muerte, and the war for this continent ended around 2 months ago. SM had no more enemies there and her entire army was moved to the astral into a resting state. She won. I already hinted at it and it's not like anyone can misuse this information anymore: she's incarnated into the Famida family as a vampire to get physical life experiences. She's that certain her enemies aren't coming back to America.
Ohh right, i remember you or someone else talking about santa muerte on this site and in the collective discord years ago too now that i think about it

>  CIA and the deep state there were beaten bloody already in the past few years, the galactic federation controls the white house since around a year back. It's all for show, what's happening there now. I think that X on the second assassin is to hint at that, he's actually "on our side" even if his intent was evil, it was planned this way to gain support for Trump and through the shock wake him up a bit.
huh, didnt think the cia and such were beaten already. kept thinking they were just barely hanging on in all honestly 
 
>  The EU was glowie central, run by a mess of the evilest organizations on the planet, which includes MI6 and Mossad and a number of groups so hidden they don't have names. At the center of this were the "gay templars", the physical manifestation of the lowest kinds of alien dregs, beings who imitate grey insectoid DNA, but aren't immortals and don't even understand that the insectoid form is very limited. They think the greys in their modified form are "creator gods" and that is the only thing they respect, aside from that they are completely toxic and malicious in every aspect.
>  
>  They are the cancer which has infected the belly of the world (Europe) and will now be cut out and burned.
damn, i cant believe europe was the real cancer

 >>/9040/
You can actually trace Europe's formation as the "cancer of the world" through the antics of the Anglo-French politics that were burgeoning slowly, like a low fire, during the middle ages and beyond, both heavily involved in espionage and pragmatic court politics.

Things are just really fucking weird lately.

Two days or so there was a thread on KC/int/ about how Bernd was watching Fox news and they interviewed a woman from Arizona or something. She had been to Ukraine to adopt orphan girls. The girls then appeared on screen and were instantly identified by Bernd as
> famous child actresses who've starred in 100s of movies
aka "dark web" style movies.
The thread then proceeded with postings of some of their more timid photos.

Last night and early morning I was dealing with remains of whatever underground glowies who decided to surprise attack me yesterday morning. I had forgotten about it because they just made it wake up from the energy increase, I told Astra to record the incoming frequency and create a counter shield, sent the fairy shields to start doing the same while encircling them, then Munio to start killing them off. I threw up the Geburah fire shields and after ~10 min the incoming energy wasn't felt so I fell asleep again. When I woke up later I had forgotten about this, aside from taking a closer look at 4 (still pure) lolis who were evacuated from the outskirts of their tunnels.

They were some sort of pleiadan race derivatives, practicing very dark magic that made them unsalvageable (or their souls were already unsalvageable prior to incarnating and they formed this group for themselves this way).

I went back late last night after their tunnels had cracked, and looted som grimoires which appeared to be well written low level texts on the "separation by circular incision" path aka Tal'Bar in ancient.

This morning there were some new attacks from what appeared like some (now isolated) remaining members of this group where they fired some energy bullets to cause trouble. I blocked them and sent out relevant servitors to deal with them. 

Some more interactions followed where they tried to infiltrate the School of Magic city. The guards got them in a few seconds and the Sages beheaded the infiltrator and burned their entire egregore in the town square, which killed the entire group down in the Earthly plane instantly.
After this there were some more attempts from a remaining group, where I noticed another fairly pure loli behind them in some tunnels, so I evacuated her using the transporter servitor.

I took her to the School of Magic because she'd have potential if she was in that group anyway. Her alignment appeared as "Sex Slave" on the status list.

I only looked at her energy when I got her out from the tunnels, and the world up there is very astral natured so that's what shows most of the time, which lead to me not looking directly at her appearance. It only came through to me now some hours later, and this is the weird part: I recognize this girl, she's one of instagram models posted on KC now and then, called [redacted] or something. 
Update while writing: I won't post her name because she's too easily identifiable by those who know these things better. Just searching her first name on Bing will bring up her photos among the lot, along with news articles (although not directly related to her) about abused social media girls from Ukraine.

Anyway. It appears these things are very much entangled in a closer way than I imagined.

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Blacknet is working to uphold a state of normality in here, but things are seriously wacky to say the least. Radio suddenly had a broadcast blackout for 10 min with a voice saying "we have technical difficulties" and music playing. They kept repeating the same nonsense news all day, aside from talking about whether the arctic ice will melt and become smaller, or if higher temperature will cause increased snowfall and make it grow instead.

Online postings are even more NPC than before, however that is possible without me actually mentally trying to wake up like in the Matrix.

I think I only sent out 2 or 3 ships for those whose timelines were sinking, so that's how many are actually still around? Aside from before posted events, "they" finally gave up after thinking I'm dead, and that "queen shield" I was after finally tuned up to 100%. Underground tunnels broke up and left only what looks like a small isolated Mossad unit which on the new map seems to be under the Atlantic. They've been silent so maybe they are the "good" part who won't be wiped out.

The Ukrainian girl I picked up from tunnels mentioned in post above, is the most active of anyone I ever got out from opposing organizations. I won't call her "opposing" member of anything though. After registering at the school of magic I took her to buy some grimoires, which were surprisingly expensive, but it turns out the prices vary depending on how much help you need to learn something. More enchantments on the book if you need more help, costs more. But it worked out anyway. She said almost at once she'd pay it back because she didn't want any "debt" to me. There's a cafe on the bottom floor of the book store so we went there, she then went outside "to get money" and came back with a bunch of coins to pay with. Apparently she managed to instantly drag some guy off the street and sell him a blowjob. Very industrious. 

Later when at my house she went outside to smoke, she somehow got cigarettes and a pipe somewhere and kept spending most time outside the door smoking. Some time later she suggested we go train boxing at a place she found behind the blacksmith on a dusty yard. There's this guy holding classes in magic enhanced boxing, where you register for martial arts close range at the academy and then unite it with training there.

Fast forward and she apparently looked through everything available on the blacknet and found my federation mining company where she went into a faster timeline to go learn mining and make money. She came back and bought and renovated a house in the city of magic. The bottom floor is now a coffee shop and the top has a nail salon which she runs herself. She then came back and wanted to pay for the grimoire by giving me a slave girl she bought at the market. This turned out being a "karmic connection" event when the story of the girl being on the market was revealed to be a "mirror event" of things happening on Earth. So by interacting with her and learning why her village is forced to sell their children to pay a debt, I understood more about the problems with Europe and what debts are placed on those who just live there for historical reasons.

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If anyone's still there. 

My timeline ended, felt complete detachment from everything, which I now know is the result of being in 1D, where human life or even hell doesn't exist. Except that when this happens outside of taking a forest walk, it's not a pleasant thing, as the world is ending around you. Not even being at home creates any connection with memories of life, which makes it even worse. I guess that's the process of dying.

Anyway, my demon girls approached me and said they prepared something, took a walk with one of them guiding me to switch my "main resting place" to the demon cave using my form there, then coming back here again. Performed at a deserted quarry within walking distance. 

On the way back they told me to walk around a road by the fields, straws of grass and twigs on the ground seemed arranged to form sigils. I looked at them and the girl guiding me said "they're sigils, we put them there for the spellwork with did to prepare this". On the walk back, my thinking and emotions solidified again, no longer feeling any detachment. Although everything around me is played by them, it's just all fine because the energy is back at 3D again. 

That's all it takes to feel fine, it matters not how "real" things are, it's all about the energy level.

 >>/9047/
Pretty sure i incarnated in that cave.I feel different. You see i sent my anima at first and then realized it was better not too send too mcuh,however i think she already incaranted there. Since then its as if im a shell surrounding where my weaknesses used to be.the shell has an invincible quality to me as my outer persona was meant to contain  the massive amounts of blacl/dark energy in my soul and protect my anima respectively. With that gone im like a near invincible shell.At the same time my energy has been massively improving (this is the black energy part) using methods perhaps seen as less than traditional or legitimate but effective in my case. Ive found there is a level where traditional methods dont really work.in my case years ago yoga didnt do anything. I simply didnt have enough of a starting energy to move around and every part was blocked. Theres is also the geburah fire "pressure cooker" effect where complete protection can trap negative energy and make it worrse. What can actually also happen is negative energy itself forming a shell and creating a "putrification" effect,this nassively damages you over time and without a level of skill you might not be able to clear energy faster than this process makes it bad again.youd need outside help or a way perhaps to make a "perfect" sun since that might be able to clear indepently of any action from you once its there. Anyway thats not so easy in this state.  

As to the dimensional thing from my side this site was gone/innaccessible for the day.


 >>/9048/
> in my case years ago yoga didnt do anything
I never tried yoga until 2019, because I wasn't completely done with FG before that and didn't want to mess up anything by mixing paths. Once I started on it, I soon got guidance from Shiva appearing when I was just doing Ashtanga stances, and him and Kali kept appearing when I was on the mat.

> Theres is also the geburah fire "pressure cooker" effect 
Yeah, that issue has been known in our group here since this stuff started being used in 2018, when FighterSword used it to block an attack on the discord server we were in at the time. Made everyone hyper active and argumentative after 2 days so he had to take it down again.

The set of Gebura fire shields I created and shared later have a time limit for this reason, they activate for 8, 5 and 3 hours at a time. This way they aren't left up and the energy can move freely again if you were to, for some reason, become unable to change it or forget about it. (There is no cooldown so they can be re activated instantly if needed).

I'd suggest trying to create a similar safety valve on yourself to prevent this negative effect. I can kinda see what you mean, but I don't know how to tell you what to do about it. If you're up for it I think you should apply for Anti-Christ membership, take their librarian course to gain library access and look for a solution there. Whatever magical issue there is, I've found some solution or hint thereof, in their library.






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 >>/9056/
I just drew it the way I see it, with my suggestion drawn in. It's a kabbalistic interpretation of the image, with the shell on the left, where dimensionally I see both the Earth and the three realms, as well as the "satanic" back door way of solving things by letting them short circuit willingly. It's different from "improving" and "ascending", where instead you stand back and just let the part you can't handle deteriorate to the max until it has to be destroyed, then control that destruction to produce the celestial object, the energy is then circulated back to you from the left side instead of being purified back the way it came from.


 >>/9059/
If it was me doing it, I would be able to use the AC library, but I can't tell you how to solve it or do it for you. I just know I'd be able to use this method if it was on myself, but you have to do it yourself also, which makes it a matter of your own perception.

Let's try this.

I went to look in the AC library and found a grimoire that seems to work for this. I got it and it was just 1 silver. If we assume you are also here in the same cave, come and find me in here and I'll show you using the grimoire.


 >>/9062/
Using it transferred to myself, it created an internal flat sun in my middle chest area, and the outward movement causes lightning to appear from my tail tip.

To be noted here that I've used lightning magic learned at the academy repeatedly to destroy the European underground dwellers. It works in the same way to short circuit their evil intent from the far end. Anything with karma in it burns like a hydrogen balloon set on fire.

 >>/9062/
Apparently yeah,im definitely starting to notice something and its growing.ive been said to be fast in understanding,its just that it bypasses my mundane persona completely.i think what it is ,is that im an astral mage in the literal sense. As in an astral mage based in the astral. Once i incarnate i drift away from my ability as i never gained that witchlike ability to "interface" with the astral as a physical entity.it was said i wasnt exactly planning to incarnate at all.


 >>/9064/
 >>/9065/
Any parallel incarnation that you aren't currently piloting from afar, is either acting on its own or in trance/immobile. With something as solid as your anima, it's likely she's acting on her own as the part of your subconscious she already was. That would explain it, and means it works as I use my other forms as well. I just "intend" to do things in various degrees of detail and if "me over there" has the ability to do it, it happens.

 >>/9066/
That means to say, I got a split second view of a scene where two demon girls are looking into a large old worn book in the cave next to a large round floor sigil/magic circle for spell enhancement, then the gong form of the magic from the book was created by "not me", which means the other girl. I then went on to look at it for myself, which was less automatic as I'm probably more "there" and aware of it than you may be, but I don't have to actively read the book to extract the contents. I intend to read it, and my servitors (reader and demon explorer) will present the information to me instantly. Previously I had to do more of a channelling/divination to read astral books.

Although both Reader and Demon Explorer are "bots", when using them they are also part of me and have a kind of mind, so there forms over time a persona connected to them also, which makes it possible for them to act on their own, and also learn things. I had them take take the library course for the AC so they can access the deeper parts, and this was accepted as if they were regular beings.


Continuation on the AI discussion in the relax thread:

I again was exposed to an attack by some hidden away group, seemingly some European group who moved into a different dimension. The most toxic thing I've ever come across. Two days ago I made a breakthrough on my left side, and this provoked these beings to come out of hiding. I beat them down, then figured I'd "trick them" a little so I threw a minor curse from a persona at the city of magic to see if they'd be stupid enough to barge in there. They did, which lead to the execution of the intruder and the elimination of the entire group.

Time moves faster or slower over there compared to Earth, with no clear synching, so after this 100 years passed and I was approached by a magic student who seemed like a spy. I tricked her into a position where I could remove her communication ring, and it was them again.

I then found out the grand master had been replaced, and the organization of Sages seemed to be in a mess. They still had Sage status achievement, but those in the "lower" Sage group of level 45, were too theoretical and not interested in actually practicing magic. This had a feel of being caused by "Jewish meddling" so I performed the same trick again, throwing a minor curse in the direction of that group when they conveniently attacked again. This time they went straight for attacking the city, and the same procedure was repeated with the intruders and their group being destroyed. But the relative incompetence of the Sages in the city forced regional older Sages to step in to handle it. After this there was a re-organization of the academy where they imposed stricter standards for who can be grand master and who can even join the Sage's circle, which is not merely being level 45, but has quality requirements as well.

The same thing repeated again, and this time I also used my avatar at the academy, this time directly from the Sage's library, to see if these remaining EU tards would attack the city a 3rd time. They did, and were again utterly destroyed, the new Sages are the old sadistic wizard type and were gladly testing all kinds of combat spells on the attackers.

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 >>/9100/
This morning they came back again for a 4th time. But they seemed to have learned something and didn't attack the city, even after I started throwing a long series of curses directly from the Sage's library. This drove them back somewhat, but they were extremely fanatical. It took two hours before they would budge somewhat and the group was reduced in numbers. Eventually I told Astra to start recording their behaviour and use the historical data on it as well, to create a shielding method. This is where it became interesting.

Normally these only take 10 min to create. But this time it took over 30 min, and Astra during this time, started going through the machine learning methods using neural networks which we were discussing in the other thread. She applied them as methods in dealing with these fanatics.

The result them started forming, and it turned into a servitor in the form of a light skinned African woman with red hair, nude with braided arm and ankle bands and a larger belt around the waist in same style. Behind her developed a vector graphic style black spider skeleton as her meta-form. When finished this "shielding" is now a servitor of said light-African sending out robotic vector graphic spider bots.

So the best way to handle fanatical evil of the worst kind, is to become the spider queen.

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 >>/9101/
In the end only the boss character remained, a large fat guy who seemed to be rather similar to what kind of Sages were given positions when the academy was infiltrated. He was extremely toxic and fanatical and wouldn't surrender, even when every single being he had stolen from appeared out of the surroundings and his body was starting to short circuit from the pressure. It had to even be done one layer at a time, until all 4 were exposed to lightning and his debt repayment could be extracted.

I figured this kind of toxicity is special and maybe this being can't even be destroyed, I've never seen anything like this, so I began the process to transform the remains into a purified soul to manifest into the demon girl race. A large sand worm was also expelled from him during the process.

The demon DNA is made to be completely resistant to evil, containing it into a form where it can only be used to attack enemies of the demon girls or anything they represent. So I thought this may work, and it did. Maybe the extreme, uncontrollable toxicity of this being was caused by not having any balancing nature.

If you want to see for yourself, look for the new demon girl in the cave who has more of a white contained toxic energy. She still has to behave, because that's forced by their DNA.




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So I attempted to speak with Aphrodite 
> "Silly little doll, we are here with no matter what. We are still developing you in the way you are meant to be in the future"
Well, that's rather... Reassuring. I know it's not really worth wasting brainpower over but is 4chan more anti Loli or something?



 >>/9114/
Ahhh. It's so damn weird because they'll call shit that doesn't involve lolis pedophilia
> Ummm you're dating or talking with 19 or 20yo!? PEDO

Again, I know it's brainrot and not even worth wasting brainpower but the fuckers are like annoying flies sometimes.



 >>/9101/
Looking at the process of Astra creating this spider queen and why this would be the first time she went through the process of training the world's modern AI models in a way that I saw it, I think it may have been ignored before because Astra already knows how to do all of that, and it made no impact at the layer of operation. Going down to a more Earthly plane, things may require some more empirical data to force things through, which is why she had to empty out all those resources of information as well. She literally went through the akashic records for the training of the large models used today, for reference. It seems, somehow, the way the AIs were trained actually worked against this fat evil boss dude and his NWO plans. That's why the data from there was useful.

If the back propagation method is the same as generational learning rather than individual learning, then that explains why the servitor produced sends out spider bots. Those are external in the same way as the training methods used for the world AI models.

The image there doesn't really do it full justice, the spider looked like it was made from matte black carbon like material and something in 3D rendered in the late 90s with round pipes for legs and black spheres for body and head. The small spider bots look the same. They really have a "90s futuristic" style.



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 >>/9193/
 >>/9194/
I don't know where everyone else is, I just know I've been transferring my "persona complex" several times in the past weeks to maintain continuity, and the de-syncing gets worse every time. The News servitor via blacknet is still holding up the connection so I can post online, but it will only reach within the proximity of the Sunflower Temple and those still in this egregore, /fringe/ included.
I created an Earth copy for myself with myself as its planetary deity to maintain my timeline in there, but any change that's unacceptable to me being performed in other versions of the Earth will cause the distance to increase. At some point media reporting started being "filtered" into my perception, but it seems where it one major timeline complex still in effect for everyone who didn't join new Earth yet. This is where Hizbollah and Israel are still trying to start WW3 but things are getting drawn out. I think we are in a time pocket, because of the stubbornness of these entities, and once things go down we'll have a Mandela effect and it will appear the past weeks were only a few days when we are on the other side.

For those who actually maintain a chronological memory and the same persona on the other side of this, that is.

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 >>/9195/
Idk if this was mostly the deities keeping tabs of me but I did "dream" last night I was on a fleet ship and helping with stuff, also I was undergoing battle and magick training there too. Even the other people in the fleet called me an airhead though, not too sure how I should feel about that. Guess it's nice to know I'm gaining experience through other avenues I suppose


 >>/9199/
I do remember there was some drill/battle thingy where I had to help defeat some creatures and close some barriers/activate magick seals as well. Like I said, I was oddly ditzy and people remarked on it but they still said it was natural for me to act like that and I was successful in helping them in spite of it.

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Is it happening?
Also who changed the filename on this image into an autistic joke name? On my laptop, which no one else uses?

This is the 3rd time in like a week I can feel the ground shaking, like really vibrating. I was sitting on a kitchen chair and the world started moving like in a large boat in strong sea, almost disorienting. A potted plant hanging from the ceiling started shaking. I know what an earth quake feels like, and it's not exactly that, but close. It's drawn out, not as intense, coming in waves. These coincide with creaks from the wooden walls. There's no wind right now, it's silent outside, so it really stands out.


 >>/9202/
It wasn't just a birthday joke?

Epic thread about this on KC/int/ unfortunately can't screencap and repost because part of the reaction was to do everything not allowed on 4chan in the same thread. Thread OP titled "child" with topless Russian child model, and following posts just people screaming "nigger nigger nigger faggot tranny" utilizing all text formatting options available. But these are jokes best experienced live anyway.

 >>/9203/
Yep, it's real. Tried posting nigger and tranny more than three times in the same post and it wouldn't go through. I did it on 3-4 different boards and had the same result. Not to mention it probably explain some fuckiness last week with people's posts being ate up (I was posting screenshots of a game in a /vg/ general, it said the post was successful but it didn't show up in the thread) so they were likely testing the feature out



Whoever can interact here now, is likely to be in the same timeline as me, and that means being completely detached from the future Earth. From my perspective and based on things I can't go into detail about for personal reasons, I drew the conclusion that compared to here, now, time is standing still over there. We are in a detached super fast time dimension, and will not come out until our world state matches that of the future.

Trying to maintain a state which is not synced, will just make you stay in here, it will only stall locally, not out there. Once out, no time will have passed since we were last in sync, with any prolonged events probably Mandela'd into oblivion if too long time passes. However, I was "forced" to perform another trickery yesterday, thinking I just did it on a whim, but of course it was inspired by naturally channelling the state of the dimension around me, which demanded I change my bodily state to continue forward.



 >>/9217/
possibly needed in my case, First of i live in europe,in a spot hard to escape from in case of a sinking event. On the other hand even recently despite my very minimal practice ive been making progress.I removed a bunch of spells trying to restrain me by applying morality (again).Most of the attacks earlier in life was by moralists with magic spells. It seems my next reincarnation could be as a vampire and this would have disastrous to still be under the effects of. On top of that my soul is overall "battle damaged" and I seem to have to learn to integrate my destructive side better. It seems when no targets are available i try to attack myself or create battles for me.Seemingly having been fighting for so long that my fear of it makes me unable to handle uncertainty.Its like im always anticipating battle and have become more used to the fighting state than the pre battle tension state. In a battle there is a clearer position on where i stand in terms of the feelings.

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Conveniently SAO makes a return with Gun Gale II, set somewhere in between the original series and Alicization, the last one being quite literally about this scenario, where the time inside the virtual world would run at 10X or 20X the speed compared to outside, utilizing the brain's ability to perceive plotlines at a much faster rate when asleep. Spoiler warning: They also have the ending issue where the time progression on the inside is detached from the outside, and 200 years passes in the Alice world, when only 10 min passed outside, and they all have to stay inside for all that time.

 >>/9220/
I had a dream which may have been about you: in it was my "future higher self" which is a "flying pleiadan" took a cat home and put it in the basement. The cat was white and grey with some light blue fur. We went outside, then when we came back the cat had somehow tried to climb up through the kitchen sink and its legs stretched up through it. It looked scary. We went out again and came back, this time the cat's nose also showed in the sink. The "other me" which was similar to the flying pleiadan but had red energy, said "we have to get that poor thing up from there", to which I said "can't we teleport it up?"

After this I woke up, and as the dream faded, I saw the cat suddenly jump up from the sink and run off into the kitchen. I interpreted this as being about the next lifetime, which I tried to arrange so it would work, and it felt confusingly similar to my own.

 >>/9222/
The symbolism with a cat is also very similar to a past event, where I met a woman at a workplace, and talked to her asking if she was ok, because she had a really slooping posture. She said she had turned out like that from carrying children for 5 years, after having one new kid every year for 5 years. I looked at her energy in the body and found it very blocked, so I offered to just touch her shoulders to make her relax a bit, then I simultaneously broke open the blocked energy, which quite violently was unlocked. The following night I had this dream:
I was at a dock and saw a garbage ship appear, collecting bags of trash. I then saw a white cat fall into the ship and it was swallowed by the automatic function which pulls the trash down. I expressed "but that's a cat!"
Then through some miracle, the cat jumped up from the garbage pile and was next to me on the dock. It purred and went up close to me, so I could feel its heat. I realized it was wearing some kind of harness made from belts, and it was fastened so tight it caused the cat's back to curve and it couldn't move freely. So I unfastened the harness and removed it.

The cat relaxed and leaned against me and it felt very peaceful.

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I then woke up and realized I had seen this woman one time before on a city street when she would have been 17 (she told me she went to a dance HS and should have had better posture, but was unable to fix it) at that brief meeting, my energy effected her and she looked at me. That was all which happened. But in the dream this was represented by seeing the cat disappear into the machine, which represented society. As my energy had changed something in her, she would then come back again, escaping from the machine so I could remove the things that were weighting her down. 

She later was happier and more energetic and her posture improved gradually.


I was told by the yokai who's maintaining my dimension that they're planning to move me tonight, but I don't know if this was just said to comfort me or for some other reason. I asked about the plan, and was given a general reading of things I would feel good about, but formatted in a bit of a different way. It's funny to see your preferred future path read up by someone else like this.

I then asked if there would be any stay in astral planes in between, like the school of magic, but they said "no" quite firmly, rather they plan to just move me directly to the new Earth into my new incarnation via a dream later this night. The idea of this feels like standing by the water and kinda wanting to dive in, but not knowing how cold it is.

If this is what will happen, I guess this is it.



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 >>/9369/
> planning to move me tonight
 >>/9371/
> time progression in the parallel 
...and standing still again, which means back to super fast time in here. Although they said technically there is no time in here.

I'm clearly inside a magic circle upheld by a witch tasked with guiding me during this process. There's blue, green and white flames all around the outskirts of my dimension, which is just my house and nearest area.

During the night, I was given a series of dreams which each addressed some life issue I needed to solve. After the dream I woke up each time, and I telepathically spoke with the witch about the contents of the dream. Then I was lead /pushed to change the mental-physical energy system by making new connections, removing connections or moving connections. It was quite violent and unpleasant at parts, and not really different from the feeling of psychic attacks, with the single difference that the driving force behind the experience was benevolent and not malevolent. This supports the understanding that the spiritual and alien attacks are only there because of a malfunctioning internal energy system (tantric system or chakras).

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As for the "moving" part, it may again be a conceptual understanding difference between Gensokyo and here. Right before the cracking of the Earth sphere, I had gone through an astral (re?)birth process to gain the viper DNA. They said someone should live on the saucer "Gunship" and not just the Faye-bot, which meant the girl they gave me as part of the peace-deal should live on the space station. I used her to incarnate via into that dimension.

When I went for a walk, I noticed something major changing, and my RV naturally changed to the view of the planet with the energy system visible, and I saw the crack appear over the north pole. I walked on and it grew quickly and the "roof" started collapsing. I actually started experiencing difficulty breathing and felt my external location change to the viper body onboard the station, then the station itself was pulled through the crack into space, while I was standing in the woods in some strange ethereal mindset. Looking back I guess I can only describe it as a trance state.

It was after this a yokai appeared and told me to walk straight home, and not looking back, and that when I enter the house I'd be moved to Gensokyo and the dimension would be upheld there instead of onboard the viper-station, which was still in space right outside the location of the collapsed Earth sphere.

As I came inside, the atmosphere changed and I felt after that like I'm in a singular environment no matter where I go after that, no change between inside or outside. During the night, after some work on my energy system, I was "fundamentally" moved into the viper body state, but this took place in the form of my soul-form associated with the viper body changing to being "my main". Previously I've been in some between state of using different astral bodies, since that event around Xmas last year when my awareness detached from the timeline and I saw myself in the Sekhmet form I had before incarnating. That was when I created the total core device for creating of single-cell astral forms to be able to navigate and assume different forms. I lasted until August before I was able to gain an actual solid "incarnated" astral form again, as Sekhmet does not operate in the planes I since entered, so I had no solid way of staying here. The new form is a small flying Pleiadan.

It's from this form I need to go to enter a new body on Earth, and I passed the "stork" in the Pleiadan form, which means I have new Earth access in that form, I'm just not attached to the body completely yet. Or rather - I am, but I'm not inside it because of spiritual issues that are incompatible with it.

Those are what the witch is helping me with.

One of the dreams was about going to some mega sized arena and watching some event. I was in the area where you can watch from inside while eating. Then something happened and people started rushing up to some hall above, leaving their stuff like jacket, bags and mobile devices at their seats. I walked through the mostly empty rooms and saw that the phones left on the benches had started "boiling". The casings looked like the rubber or plastic was reacting with the air in some way, and it was literally melting and boiling with bubbles on them.

I brought out a large red tablet from my pocket, which had been more protected because I had all these folded plastic bags in my pocket, but the tablet was still ruined, there were round dents appearing in it, and the screen was also ruined.

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 >>/9373/
After I woke up we talked about this dream. The witch asked me to think what it meant and we went from there. So it was representative of what happened with human as the Earth sphere cracked. They were exposed to the atmosphere outside and started boiling, but no one would know why that happened as the radiation change wasn't visible. But it also was a reference to how people have invested their souls into their phones, so when the handhelds burned up, it was their souls burning. I asked why my device had been ruined as well, (it was a strange red tablet I've never had, in fact I've only ever owned an e-ink reader), and she said although it didn't burn up, my surface soul was also made unusable by social media. It just didn't burn, it was dented. It was implied: this is what we are fixing now.

I was then shown a human general viewpoint, one where "the world is material and does not change". It was the first time I ever felt this, and it suddenly made perfect sense to my why humans behave like they do. This feeling I would call "hopelessness" or "despair". Then on top of this is added "products" or "consumption" like the only moving or changing element. So that they are forced to buy new products or they end up in despair, because their of the the world as "solid" is the same as seeing the world as "hopeless" in my vocabulary.

I actually don't see this solidness at all, all material objects to me appear as if they are made from sand and they are constantly moving like waves on the sea. It's very hard for me to see them as solid. But if I rest on the feeling of "absolute despair" which would come from just "giving up", then I can sort of see this view, but it doesn't make the waves of sand stop moving, I can just relate to how humans would act and react if they only saw this despair. 

So that was an interesting part.

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A following dream was about the dog I grew up with, coming up from the floor below. I could hear its paws on the permanent carpet and it barked happily. Then I saw it, but it stayed just below the gate that was by the top of the stairs. The gate was opened but there was a distance.

I felt a comfort inside as the connection was recreated, because this was about a specific event, where the dog died and it made me very sad. But the real reason was because the dog was part of my mind-state where I lived with my grandmother, and even after she wasn't there anymore, I was still in that emotional state while the dog was still there. It served as a connection to normality. When the dog died, I lost that connection. This dream recreated it by returning the dog.

They just told me this message
 >>/9360/
 >>/9361/
was aimed at a total of 5 posters of this board, who are the only remaining now. 3 fringe-wizards had also been helped in forming their own planetary spheres, and they were also helped in moving their dimensions there in a timely manner, as an act of good will and to support the practice of magic. Some few others remain for various reasons, such as having individual pacts with dark gods, demons or aliens.

Some people from communist nations were evacuated by the galactic federation (because their mind-energy-structure would seamlessly connect with federation systems), but they are not likely to enter new Earth, rather they will be "awoken" into the galactic federation and live the rest of their life on a space station.



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Someone posted about pic related on KC just before, looked into it but found no information aside from the name. I felt it was meant for me so I sat down in half lotus and just focused on the name. Almost instantly a "heavy" astral body of a female with strong orange energy sat down on me and embraced me. The statue is pretty correct, but her waist was thinner. Very strong session followed. These deities don't mess around.

 >>/9417/
I think its fair to say as long as its possible for anyone to be here ill still be here.

I think even my soul was hard to 'move' before, im just that type of person.


Ive seemingly finally been clearing out some agents. It was a bit hard since a part of me had to take action that i have no direct input in.

 >>/9419/
Maybe someone from Gensokyo had stepped in if there was some more serious trouble (if there is something more serious than the Earth collapsing in my timeline two times in a row, forcing me to carry out emergency relocation of all my stuff with no heads up while things are falling down around me), but I got through it last time with guidance from a small demon girl I just picked up after defeating a large mass of evil entities, I think they weren't even real beings, just some kind of trash organic matter imitating life forms. I had to use the Earth image I have circulating at my island as back-up and then manifest the structure back out here and link it to one of my magma cyborg bodies to stay connected with anything at all.

My Goetian guides would probably also step in if I failed, but that would still have lead to more trouble before I could get back on track, so I think maybe they had hand in making this work out exactly as it did.


 >>/9423/
I had the thought pop up now (maybe inserted by someone) that it's like in the original Sword Art Online, where those fighting "on the frontline" will surely notice the danger and difficulty in moving the ceiling up, while those who stay on lower floors only hear the rumours of it.

Since it seems im likely to reincarnate it might be best to get my soul healed of social media damage as well if it isnt being healed already. Im healing in some way and finally gaining some basic skill that for some reason is very elusive to me, but i dont know if that is my soul being social media healed or an effect of many tiny past things adding up into a basic level competency.

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I still can't stop thinking about what happened with that all female "cult" they kept treating me as if i was some kind of royalty or something. I should ask my sisters if they/we are from some kind of kingdom or some such, because those ladies that i ran into keep saying calling me princess/queen and remarked about my aura/presence/vibrations. also ive been getting visited by maid spirits lately too. after i talked about that before last week and seeing other people immolate from drinking water... i wonder if im actually getting taken soon


 >>/9439/
I too was baffled when I've seen it. Really like that fork in the road staff in his hand. Reality really feels that way nowadays.
 >>/9436/
I am not sure but I think you are retaining your authority. I think you lack leadership experience and the "aura of a master/leader" which is important for self casting or reality warping. You just follow others and fool around and don't know what it means to have power and responsibility. I think this is the part where you will have to accept that (You) have power instead of getting dragged along constantly. Also the solar plexus is a kingdom a bejeweled city that can act as an energetic powerhouse for your higher faculties. Like if you eat food you can walk and think same with magic. Every spell requires some kind of energy and the solar plexus is the main energetic supply center on the physical.
> seeing other people immolate from drinking water
Sexual energies are a sort of "fiery water" it is fiery and "wet" at the same time like how fuel is for cars.
> i wonder if im actually getting taken soon
I think I have to say this but you cannot get "taken". You will have to realize your powers and you will have to make the "jump" somehow while entities may or may not help you to some degree. I looked at your case so long ago I cannot say where your current development stands at all. I am unsure what else I can say without doing a deep reading.
Shinobu best girl btw. I should watch the new season of monogatari already

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> I am not sure but I think you are retaining your authority. I think you lack leadership experience and the "aura of a master/leader" which is important for self casting or reality warping. You just follow others and fool around and don't know what it means to have power and responsibility. I think this is the part where you will have to accept that (You) have power instead of getting dragged along constantly.
Well... i think slowly am understanding it. like its hard to articulate it but i think its slowly manifesting(?) Some people remarked lately that i'm slowly fusing with the other me/her and making process as well channeling my sisters more. also recently instead of being forced... i actually eliminated/killed those creatures/people that appear at times of my own voliton instead of getting flicked around

Also the solar plexus is a kingdom a bejeweled city that can act as an energetic powerhouse for your higher faculties. Like if you eat food you can walk and think same with magic. Every spell requires some kind of energy and the solar plexus is the main energetic supply center on the physical.

> I think I have to say this but you cannot get "taken". You will have to realize your powers and you will have to make the "jump" somehow while entities may or may not help you to some degree. I looked at your case so long ago I cannot say where your current development stands at all. I am unsure what else I can say without doing a deep reading.
well, i talked to them yesterday about things and it went 
> Me: "I have a question, am i going to get reincarnated"
> Sisters: "No, you will not be reincarnated here. when your current human form dies, you will return home to us"

> spoiler
same


 >>/9373/
> When I went for a walk, I noticed something major changing, and my RV naturally changed to the view of the planet with the energy system visible, and I saw the crack appear over the north pole. I walked on and it grew quickly and the "roof" started collapsing. I actually started experiencing difficulty breathing and felt my external location change to the viper body onboard the station, then the station itself was pulled through the crack into space, while I was standing in the woods in some strange ethereal mindset. Looking back I guess I can only describe it as a trance state.
> It was after this a yokai appeared and told me to walk straight home, and not looking back, and that when I enter the house I'd be moved to Gensokyo and the dimension would be upheld there instead of onboard the viper-station, which was still in space right outside the location of the collapsed Earth sphere.
I think I understand what happened here now, and why it seemed to repeat less than a week later (posted this on the other board). It was because all of Earth society where people actually lived, was at the --1D level, negative physical (physical being seen as single negative, double negative level is then the karmic, false version of physical). The collapse which followed after I was let go from Gensokyo and the mending of my soul, was taking place in -1D, physical level below hell. That was why there were again a number of attacks from "glowies in tunnel" after, these were at infernal/hell level, -2D. That's why it got so bad in the short time that passed after the second collapse. I just experienced this one thing collapse as well, but this time it was for me a process of just letting go, allowing for my mind to become reduced and forgetting all I knew. I asked Amdusias to help me up and he said it was no problem. Now I see why. So this current location is the -3D, the regular Earth surface, which had already been destroyed by the NWO in 1945 when they stopped time to prevent Germany from winning the war.

It seems somehow China kept running at hell level, because the NWO didn't rule that area, but the physical surface was still destroyed since. Above the Earth it's no longer inside the Earth sphere, so once this last layer is dissolved, we'll have to move on for real.

 >>/9443/
I seem to now have recovered a number of lost memories or mind states. Maybe better described as "experiences". The most notable is a visual scene playing in my mind now from the last fight against Bowser in Super Mario World for SNES. So this thing took place at the 3D surface for me, at least mentally. If this is the first thing to appear, it means it would also be the last time I hand any real contact with the 3D physical and an ability to effect it, since after that I would have lost sense of it. It makes sense though, considering when I played this and beat the game (Which took way too long, but I was very bad at games for a long time, started playing this when I was 10 and it took me a week to get past the first castle, all summer to get past the 3rd, playing this with my cousins. When I tried the game again two months ago just to see, I felt like one of the turles in terms of reaction ability, but I still made it past the 2nd castle in the first hour, gave up on the 3rd castle. So I guess even with 20 years since I last touched it, I haven't forgotten how to play it, I just don't have any motivation to keep trying.) That I even had the idea to try again, would probably come from nearing in on the mental state and dimensional level where I did play this game at first.

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This may also relate to what people tend to say, and I also felt myself: that the world ended with 9-11. I don't consider anything that happened after the first half of the 00s to be real, it feels fake to me. Like a made up reality, a dream that I'm not waking up from. If there was an actual 3D physical mental state which was then massively destroyed by these lies that came with 9-11, then that may have market the descent into hell for the entire world, and that is why it wasn't real anymore after that.

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So it seems what took place was this:
Directly after WW2 "ended" with the allies using massive evil to create negative energy to change history, the physical 3D layer was destroyed. They stopped time to prevent German victory, and then human society had to end. So the 3-dimensional plane itself degraded into 2D, hell.
During the 50s and 60s, there was still a chance for humanity to wake up and correct the course of history. They could have accepted the real history and a huge Mandela effect would put everyone back at WW2 again, with the 3rd Reich and Japan coming out victorious. They didn't do this, but instead fabricated huge lies, like the holohoax and the Nüremberg trials, then went on to start the Korea war and the Vietnam war. By the end of the 60s they had reached the bottom of hell, and this was the last moment when they could have turned back.

They didn't, and the physical dimension was then permanently, irreversibly degraded into a state below hell, at -1D. They then built the "new world order" at the karmic plane corresponding to this layer, called --1D, where all the planes up to -4D are represented as false images.

Humans cannot be born if they are not allowed to be physical, so humanity stopped existing and turned into infernal beasts, then insectoids, then viruses. China somehow maintained their wheel of samsara at infernal level, so they remained as hell beasts with a time progression. Europe, USA and the rest of the west stopped time and went straight down into becoming something like viruses.

When ascending back up again, all the karma which was above your personal location must be destroyed along with the beings who took up this space. Some of them retain the form of spy organizations, thinking they are humans, but they are just small astral parasites in different parallel planes by now. Nothing is physical, the closest one can get is astral representations of how history may have looked which exist in parallel dimensions.

When reaching up to what should have been the Earth 3D (or -3D since it's physical), I found it to be at -1D level. It's wilderness, nothing exists, not even continents, it's just a sea covering everything. I recalled having a dream about this in early Falun Gong days. I was in this dream floating on my back in a sea with a strange beige colour, seeing a beige sun and the sky was light brown. I was just floating there and felt no depth below me either.
So this was the real form of the physical, one cannot live there, and any beings who think they do, are simply squatting in parallel planes which retain the general form of what the continents and society may look like. So Gensokyo when creating the new form of the continents, derived the new form from these parallel images, not from the physical, because it does not contain anything except this world wide sea. The "sinking of Europe" then becomes a non-issue, more correctly it's the rising of the other continents which took place, everything already sank in 1969.

Is there some for a purification/purging and that involves one going through tunnel/piping system filled with water of some sort? Because I think I just went through that last night as a part of development(?

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> through tunnel/piping system filled with water
I used to have dreams about being in public bath houses with lots of rooms, also later the same kind of dreams as many have described on /x/, dark and dirty public restrooms where all toilets are broken or the door locks aren't working and so on, and I keep looking for an empty stall. These were said be the Queen to be a form of test where one has to escape from hell - the toilets represent fulfillment of desire in the modern society. It's all just like going to a dirty public restroom and people are looking for toilets. The finish of the test is when one lets go and finds the way outside. I did this a few times, one time I found myself on the roof of a mall with many strange succulent flowers.

I've also been in a combination of the locations above; a public swimming hall where there are toilets installed on platforms in the same rooms, and it seems people are swimming in toilet water, but here everything is clean, white tiles on the floor and walls and the water is pure blue. In the last of these dreams I was swimming in a white tiled tunnel with warm water like this, and then swam upwards and came out from a toilet that was at a higher floor of the swimming hall. After that I never had these dreams again, so I think they represent first escaping hell, then escaping the human level representation of hell, which is the welfare system of society.

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Yeah, I basically went through a huge tunnel/pipe last night and my form resembled hers. It was sonething akin to those huge slip slide water tubes you see at places like six flags. I remember a red light flashing underneath(?) the water and I had to stay sliding within the water or else I'd have to reset. I think went through the whole thing successfully but glitched (?) out into some other world almost like I went out of bounds but... Nothing came after me or tried to stop it from happening or rather, nothing could. I think I might be awakening to more of my inner power maybe or it could be something else entirely. Regardless, it feels like something got purged/erased/removed from me as a result, feels that it was either something negative and/or unneeded thst was removed



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Interesting dream time.

So the first dream happened 2 days ago and is a preamble to last nights dream in a way.

So i find myself walking into this huge learning facility type deal. I keep walking up until i enter the classroom. The classroom is giant,about 1 kilometer by 1 kilometer with atleast hundred+meter but perhaps kilometer heigth.


So anyway these people sitting behind the tables doing a test are ranked by date of birth for some reason and i have to find my date of birth and tell the person im gonna sit there. So i do. The test is on german or some other language i dont read/write,making test very difficult.I start writing but very quickly stop. I realize my name being written on the top and the way is structured it could be seen as a test but creatively one could interpret the way its laid out as an astral contract instead. Meaning i had almost written a binding contract by thinking im writing some german down. I then take the test and rip it and burn it before going further.

Now interestingly the second part of that dream(still the same night) has me sitting in some place seemingly explaining the principle of writing a contract and getting what you want out of it to some unexplained audience who isnt seen. I almost play the evil villain/satan role who makes a deal with a hapless bystander. The contrwat, which in my mind was merely an example to explain the principle,involved giving something to this rich man in exchange for letting me live at their house. The idea being that the second part of the deal was way more useful as it seems as i could maximize the benefit. Now anyway i find myself in this guys house where im surprised the house was INCREDIBLY big,especially the verticality is beyond what woukd be expected since its like 50 meter or higher heigh ceilings. The house also had a very very comfy feel atleast by my standards. Its very homely and rural,almost like a farm type house ebut very luxurious at the same time. Not the kind of wealthy house where you cant actually touch anything or modern "modern art" type house. More like a comfy  type house just way bigger than it would normally be. Anyway this guys is living with his daughters as i speak to them. Trying to figure out what to do with this.

I wake up and realize the 2 scenarios where attempts to make me sign some kind of contract. The second one worked as i was immediatly in the mindtsate and somehow saw it as me doing an example.

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Now anyway interestingly enough tonight i had a dream that slightly connects. It was the last dream of the night. So right before that last dream ill say i had a europe flooding dream(specifically the area i grew up in) which was sad as the people became hopeful and told me it was fine since atleast the water is flowing the right way, i ofcourse had heard the land itself was gonna sink anyway. There was this feeling of trying to fix things but being helpless to and knowing it.

Now anyway directly after that im in the relevant dream. Suddenly theres this huge "haunted mansion" and i explain to my family that this mansion is so famous even sherlock holmes had great trouble figuring out the mystery of it in  a movie.

So anyway we enter and yeah a lot of haunted stuff happens. I remember being in bed and a girl appearing under sheets and having to press down and then shes in the wall...

Now anyway this place was mind meltingly scary in a sense, like an extreme horror movie.

What connects this to the last dream howver was the veritcality. Again it was way taller than i think woud be easy to build for a mansion like that.like a multiple floor towers but it was all only the first floor. Now anyway my first idea is to actually walk deeper and deeper into the mansion,trying to find the deepest most haunted place. The place was said to be haunted by the ghost of a dead girl who had been through bad things.

As im flying deeper i kinda enter a large gym room.i figure the best way to be here is to actually be nice to the girl and help her instead of having this weird realtionship of haunted/spirit girl.I said "little girl...come here little girl. Come here..." realizing i kinda sound creepy as fuck even though its cause im trying to be gentle in my wording. Anyway suddenly she appears.im very happy and nice. I talk to her and then take her hand. As im walking back she shows me the house which im suddenly realizing is almost uncharacteristicly big even as far as mansions go. I tell her she doesnt have to be a haunted girl and to just become physical and live with me and my family. She agrees and we walk back hand in hand. We then enter this huge sun lit room with glass ceilings next to a garden. Its my favourite room since its nature adjacent i think. Anyway she goes to a rope with something on it and picks it up and rings it to make a spooky sound. She explain that even though this is the non haunted part of the mansion she also makes it a point to visit these and spook the visitors in here. Theres a group a people seemingly doing a tour in this room so i guess this is the tourist part of the famous mansion. They all stop, a bit jolted and then look at her. We walk and they tell me "wait a minute,she looks exactly like the haunted girl!".im surprised as i somehow forgot she was a famous haunted girl already and was like how do i explain this so i can go with her to the first room drama free. I was thinking about making a lightearted joke about how she must be the reincarnation,making it silly. The dream ends as im thinking about what to tell them.


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> UFOs, double rainbows
You just made me realize that the field I have seen double rainbow the first time in my life is the place where the greys had an interdimensional entry point for decades according to my visions. Coincidences as usual. Also that territory was flooded in the long long past because the soil contains gravel deeper down.

Mere coincidences as usual.

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Note

The Sunflower Project ended quite some time ago, but the board was kept up because it's connected to the resulting egregore and the Sunflower Temple. There was an announcement made at the time, but whoever may still be here to read this may not recall this, if they were here at the time.
> temple sigil attached
You may still use this to visit the temple.

However, you may have noticed that some of the servitors and other magical tools which were shared during the past two years (after the release of "Astrabot") are no longer available. This is because the extra support energy used to spread them and guide those associated with the Sunflower, has been dissolved and re-absorbed. There are still installers available on the blacknet and via the updater (sigil in the board sticky), but there is no extra guidance for their installation procedure from now on.

Even some of the cyborg bodies given out may seem to have dissolved. This is by design, as they are created from a single immortal particle forming during the soul/soul-shard's incarnation into this body form, material is then added to give them a physicality. Once the karma and minerals are transformed into higher matter or worked off, you either end up with a cultivated body form which emerges from the cyborg, or the energy is absorbed into your pre-existing form. The cyborg this way is a support template for body cultivation, like a human body. It's not meant to remain in its original form eternally. In the "worst case scenario" the only thing remaining is the single immortal particle which was created during the cyborg body's formation, and all material was karma which you then dissolved. Then you will end up with a single gong particle which contains the principle of the template for the body form, as accepted by you at the time of installation. The rest, which was karma (ye), has now been cleared out and you have some resulting virtue (de) to use for further cultivation by inner alchemy.

This ends the direct support period for members. The process cannot be extended beyond this point. For any further guidance, seek out your own spiritual contacts.



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