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> inb4 another pedo thread
You asked for it

Things I did as a kid that I considered normal but are now WTF
> being in a 100% white German catholic environment without any foreigners
> never having seen a nigger irl
> drawing swastikas in kindergarten
> showing Hitler salute to greet friends in public
> making fun of women, homos, other nationalities, midgets, fatsos
> not knowing trannies or leftists even existed
> dressing up as nigger with blackface, chink with false teeth and slanted eyes, jew with fake nose or Hitler with moustache at Karnival for the lulz
> wanting to fuck females of all ages since kindergarten
> wanting to fuck little girls
> setting stuff on fire
> making explosives from household ingredients with dad and blowing up small stuff for fun
> shooting with a crossbow in the garden
> throwing knifes in the garden
> playing dangerous practical jokes on people that could have ended fatal
> sitting under trees and watching the leaves move with the wind or looking for rare flowers instead of playing with other kids
> generally not wanting to play with or being afraid of other kids aside from a few quiet girls

Things that were done to me that was considered normal but are now WTF
> people smoked everywhere without regard of children
> casual exposure to lead, asbestos, DDT and god knows what carcinogenic stuff
> given extremely unhealthy food full of fat and sugar to eat
> questionable hygiene everywhere
> being left completely unattended for most of the day unless I needed something, ran around alone on the street at night
> generally not being taken seriously by adults because 'just a kid'
> constantly being lied to by adults either for fun, because they wouldn’t admit a mistake or found telling the truth too inconvenient

Things I was forced to do that were considered normal but are now WTF
> pray in school every day, being non-catholic was basically illegal in Bavaria
> being denied going to the toilet during lessons
> being publicly shamed for making mistakes or performing poorly at tests in school
> being dragged half around the world from youngest age though I strongly suffered from motion sickness

Well yeah that's about it. Nothing overly traumatic but I wouldn't wanna go back. My parents quickly gave up trying to force me to do something I didn't like as I was really stubborn but that wasn't good either. I suffered from that 'just do whatever' attitude as well because everyone thought and expected of me to know what I was supposed to do. There generally was no understanding for kids being different than the norm. You either fit in or you were broken until you fit in. Nowadays it’s the opposite extreme.