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I'm sorry Yakumo, but do you know where this is? If you want sympathizers for your afflictions I wouldn't expect it here or on most Tulpamancy Discords. They're a lot like here except with gay flirting thrown in.
It would seem the only people who would comfort you would be among the ones you disparage and would never intentionally communicate with.
If it helps at all, if your "condition" is shared by up to 20% of the population, it's obviously not that debilitating or unusual and likely highly manageable.
I'm glad you figured yourself out, but considering you're in a highly stressful occupation and thriving means even if you're on the spectrum it's a very very mild case that wouldn't require medical intervention for a normal life.
I also wouldn't expect you'd want to be considered part of the "mental illness epidemic".
So, cheer up and relax.