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Look Brother Bear, nobody said anything about sexual attraction or weird fantasies. It’s about friendship and trust. 

Many years ago I had a group of girls, friends of a distant relative who sort of adopted me. It started when they were about 12 and lasted until they finished school at 18 and went separate ways. Nowadays it seems like a distant dream, well it was 20 years ago, and would be absolutely unthinkable in our neo-puritan times. So I was ‘looking after’ 2-5 girls but ofc in reality it was the other way round, sending a lamb after a lion. They were smart, responsible and fierce - but kind to me. Well, I was extremely useful after all. We mostly stayed at my relative’s apartment, sometimes at mine, without supervision of any parents for days. They even went on holidays together with me and we often slept together crammed into one bed. They also were my dance partners. I felt – accepted. Still can’t believe their parents left their pre- to early teen daughters in the care of some weird 20something guy they barely knew. These were conservative middle – upper-middle class people, not some trash. Oh well, my relative’s parents knew they could go on a trip for a week, leave their daughter and her friends with me and return to an apartment that was cleaner and more orderly than when they left. I also helped them with school which was barely necessary though. In the end I’m certain I learned more from them than they from me. Including that chans existed. Let that sink in. I learned about 4chan from little girls. Seriously. Must have been around 2005. We had a lot of fun. Nobody was ever seriously drunk, smoked, let alone did drugs, got tattoos, or pregnant. We lived in the flow, it was peaceful. I miss those times a lot.

Nowadays I’ve lost contact with everyone but my relative. They moved away, married, had kids or whatever and are in their 30s now. Chances of something like that happening again: zero