Is an illusion, anon. Different people have come here and said they practice degenerate means because they have anxiety too many times. Fapping isn't going to curb anxiety any more than those other degenerate means. Convincing yourself anxiety is bullshit is the only way. I thought I had 'social anxiety' growing up. Now I'm damn close to 40 and there is nobody I'm afraid to talk to about anything, though about the JQ I'll call kikes Hebrews to avoid triggering the cognitive dissonant freaking out of brainwashed normies. People will try to intimidate, lie, cheat, manipulate. Never fall for it. Never back down. Always stand for the truth and it is they who will become nervous.
> If it's not an issue for you, you can keep fapping AS A TEMPORARY SOLUTION TO FINDING A WIFE, but yeah quit porn ASAP. This crap rots your brain and heart.
Didn't we have a similar post like this one a few months ago?
> Now I'm damn close to 40 and there is nobody I'm afraid to talk to about anything
When you get more years under you, you just start caring less and less about many things. And you also get bolder and braver in who you are. That's a bonus in growing up
I'm not just imagining things. We actually had some posts here >>/79426/ >>/79427/ that are more or less the same when it involves "fapping" or whatever. And only a year apart from when it happened on the same thread here.
Wonder what's going on?
So, I have been hesitant to post something I worked on a short while ago, primarily due to the depth of the subject and what it evoked within the piece. I fear my emotion may of invaded the writing heavily and that it's influence may be evident throughout. None the less I offer it in it's raw form, consider it a draft perhaps. I hope it at least serves it's purpose to guide as was it's intended goal.
Unfortunately it is not the preparation and future planning for ourselves and our families topic that was promised. After several drafts and a number of notable issues by the end of it it was little more than a checklist of potential do's and don't and not a particularly good one at that. It is likely others wiser than I in the topic would offer far superior advice thusly it has been sidelined.
To face the darkness within us. To be a man adrift in the ocean of despair in the modern world is to lost upon the tides of untold misery. What often ails us is not always from without but rather from within as well. Every soul born into this epoch, regardless of any conscious decision, has supped on the poisons offered by the semite and their "taste makers" or forced into situations they should never of been in. It is a time of abundance of the worst facets imaginable, ever degenerating pornography, over reliance of drugs, escape via the means of entertainment, indulging in hedonistic gluttony of both the food and carnal variety, the vast array of proffered goods is staggering. The merchant smiles at you as it hands you them, asking merely a pittance for some or not a single coin for others, more than willing to grant unto us his "bounty", his "generosity" seemingly magnanimous for it sells death in a multitude of forms. What I speak of now is not just for those men who fight to overcome these degenerative "gifts" and sometimes fail and thusly falling into deeper despair but also those that have dispelled their own illusions within the grand scheme of their lives and feel overwhelmed with the reality facing us and struggle to find the Will to fight and finally it is for those who through personal failings or by grim happenstance of fate suffer a life most dire. I speak of depression and it's cousin shame in this time of turmoil.
These dark emotions, these howling cries within us, the weight of them pressing down on our souls is almost indescribable. It often manifests not as a sadness per se but as a deep malaise that makes the world hollow and fill us to the brim with grey shiftless thought as we struggle to function in this vile world. Then, in a private moment when he believes himself alone a man may break down and weep, his torment breaking him for a brief instant as he falls to his knees unable to contain it any longer. He will cry out and no one will hear, the depths of his pain, his shame, his suffering and sorrow pulling him deeper into shadow. Moments later, when the maelstrom of stifling emotion has passed he will wipe his tears, lift himself back to his feet with what little strength remains, adjust his collar and make himself presentable and continue on as if nothing had happened. Oh, the act of normality may be convincing to himself and the world beyond yet deep within him the pain coils around his soul like a serpent, constricting the life from him as he operates to his best abilities in an attempt to disguise it, the misery burrowing deeper into him the longer he tries to ignore it. Such feelings, such raw pain and misery leads a Man to not merely have dark thoughts but to actively wish to die as he spirals ever further. It is a dark feeling, a feeling everyone at one point or another shall feel. Something will stay his hand for a time, some glimmer deep within him that holds against the darkness and tries to lighten his soul but the truth is such a gentle light can not last forever against the unfathomable depths of the human soul for that soul is drowning, drowning in the poison that fill it. When it comes to these feelings, these self destructive urges that rise from the misery, they exist for a reason. Something *does* need to die but not the one suffering but the part of him that inflicts that horrifying feeling. There is a dark irony in those souls who suffer such feelings in that they often recognise the problem yet the issue may seem insurmountable for they see themselves as weak. Whether it seem small or grand in scale, these dark thoughts stem from that sense of failure or lack of control over a particular aspect of our lives. All the mind knows is shadow and no true tomorrow, only the misery and despair of the now.
Whether it be the alcoholic angry at his own weakness while staring at the empty bottle in his hand and wishing he had kept his promise five bottles ago that it was to be his last, whether it be the weary pornography addict who sits ashamed of himself alone in his room disgusted at what he just found himself watching with shame heavy in his heart, whether it be the Man who looks out from his bedroom window over a city he once called home now lost to ethnic violence and degeneration finding no avenue of hope or even the obese man who stares at himself in the mirror filled with loathing at the creature before him and it's corpulent form, there is a dark part within every one of them that speaks the same litanies of hatred. "You will never put the bottle down, just finish it, drown yourself in it and end it". "You sick fuck jerking off to that shit, you know it's disgusting but you still do it, the fuck is wrong with you, no wonder you'll die alone". "There is no escape, where ever I go they'll just find me there eventually, maybe I should just end it". "You fat disgusting piece of shit, you'll amount to nothing, just eat you pig". These voices sadly speak a twisted truth, a truth flooded with venom. We recognise those issues, we see them laid bare and the darker part of ourselves, the part that we need to kill adds it's taunt and demands you surrender to it. Where once upon a time Men would have to actively over indulge in these weaknesses or have a particularly bad lot in life now it is handed out freely by our hated foe and thusly the degeneration of our people continues at a pace one can barely fathom. Our spirits have grown heavy with burden from them.
Yes, it is true the semite is the one who proffered the poison but the first step to defeating such things is acceptance. Acceptance of our weakness, we must recognise it for what it is, a diseased part we must excise in order to save ourselves. There is a reason the darkness is so overwhelming, why the level of hatred for ourselves and our failings is so great, it is because despite often knowing the solution we shrink away from it, fear and doubt heavy in our hearts. Often, when we are overwhelmed by these shadows, seeing a path beyond them seems hopeless, impossible, you are too weak the dark voice inside us says, you fell in the first place so how can you defeat it? The world is against you, how can you possibly hope to change your fate? In my posts previously I have focused on lifting the spirit, showing you the strength you are capable of and the values you fight for but for this we must return to the fundamental. You. You yourself. Indulge me if you would, imagine your ideal self. Do not go too far, make it a humble visage, one within the realm of potential reality. Ground it within the ideals and grant unto it the strength you wish you had at that moment. Now, with this mental construct grant unto it your voice, hear the words a nobler, better you may utter to one it cared for. Imagine the voice, hear it, hear it speak of what you can be. Do not aggrandise or imagine some overman, imagine simply a good Man. That, that is the true you. The you that you actually are, not the weakened state you are when held down within the darkness. Now make that construct command you. I do not mean ask, I do not mean politely say, I mean command you to fight the part of your troubles or your life that is destroying you. Let the strength the visage commands lift you whether it be in pursuit of something simple such as finding a path through a hard world or something as grand as finding the courage to continue your efforts for your family or your people, let that ideal you be the path forward. Do not make the construct a simple base thing obsessed with materialism or vanity but make it in service to your greater ideals, grant it true nobility so that you yourself can pursue it, so that you can find your true duty in this life whether it be in service to our people, our nations or our spiritual welfare.
Consider, how can a Man rise to something beyond the depraved and the corrupted if he cannot even know which way is upwards, how can he walk a path out of the shadows if he does not have a light to follow? A comforting hug, a few kind words, they can only achieve so much, a Man must have an understanding of what darkens him. He must understand he is more than that corrupting weakness no matter how overwhelming his troubles may seem. The European soul is a strong soul you see but also a gentle one, it can awaken the white hot fury within the hearts of Men pushing them to face challenges no other peoples could scarcely comprehend yet by the same token his heart can sing a song of love and kindness towards the kin he cares so greatly for. Why else would the semite seek to corrupt it so heavily were it not true, why else would they offer their wares so freely for all to consume, why else would they darken the world as they have. It has made us forget the strength we have within ourselves, made us weak and malleable to it's sweaty pathetic grip. It wishes to twist us, belittle us, turn us into the most base creatures imaginable and we see this in ourselves when we submit to it and drink deep of what they offer, we see the poison coursing through our veins and lament what we have become in accepting it. This is why a vision of the true you is needed. To know the Man you are, the Man you are capable of being. So take his strength, let the mental construct of who you truly are lift you. You are him and he is you. Whether you be a Man exemplifying the nobility and greatness of National Socialist, Fascist or classical pre semetic European values, whether you be a son of Christ or Woden who wishes to show the world your spirit does not yield and you fight on in service to higher ideals, whether you simply be a Man wishing to protect his family or his people, that true you is who you must be. All of us in some form or another will walk this crucible, it is down to the true you to guide you forward.
Do not misunderstand me though, such battles against the darkest parts of ourselves, they are some of the most grueling any soul can overcome. It is not an easy path nor a simple one, it is rife with moments of weakness, of misery and of sadness. Above all though it can be lonely. Your strength will be tested again and again, you may even fall again before truly lifting yourself up once more. Life is a long, winding path filled with moments of misery, loneliness and pain. But it is also far more than that. It is filled with moments of light, with love, with joy and with happiness. Yes, such ideas can seem distant, closer to a mirage on the horizon that a tangible future but that is the misery inside you trying to find purchase and drag you further down into the depths. What you walk is a path that every soul must walk at some time or another. The darkness of this moment within you will lift, of that you have my word but it must all start with you. Lift yourself you shall though, even if it seems impossible, even if you simply want to fall to your knees you must focus on the idea of who you truly are, not the you veiled in that moment of darkness.
You shall rise. Your spirit, your blood demands it. It demands you stand once more. It demands you endure. Listen to it speak to you, listen to the voice within your soul ordering you to fight, to face down and destroy the misery within you, hear it even if the words are but whispers in the roaring cacophony of pain. You shall lift yourself as not just that voice asks you to but I do also. I am unknown to you and you to me yet here I sit, telling you, roaring at you to stand, a stranger bound to me by a shared brotherhood. Everyone sharing this burden with you is asking you to rise for they too understand more than you could ever know for the pain you feel they have felt too. You are not alone against this darkness. You are not abandoned. Every soul who reads these words and empathises, every son of Europa who understands your weakness is at your side lifting with you, everyone you have lost, everyone who has yet to grace your life with their presense is with you. So stand damn you, stand. Face down the misery for all who would call you brother will lend you their strength. All who would one day call you father or already do, all who would call you friend be they by your side or not, all who have suffered that same feeling of grey dread within them now is with you. Take their strength, take their belief in you becoming something more and let it lift you, let it make the vision of the true you become a reality so that you one day can return it tenfold when another finds themselves suffering. No one is coming to save us, we must save ourselves. Ourselves. Remember that, it starts with you so you in turn can save others from the darkness. There is no cavalry coming to relieve us just beyond the horizon for we are that cavalry, Christ cannot save us in the physical realm for he has already made the greatest of sacrifices for us before and now his sons must fight in his name until His return, Woden and the European Gods cannot save us for they already bestow upon their children the gifts they need to fight, there is only us, only eachother. So forge your path so that one day the misery of this age that afflicts us so can be a forgotten memory. So that the pain we suffer ends with us.
I know it's not easy. But nothing truly worthwhile ever is. Our private troubles, they may seem trivial to some, simple even, yet as humans, as people, they are often far more complex than we can ever articulate to others. Only kin can ever truly understand kin, only those whose soul shares the same template, those who have a shared blood can ever begin to comprehend their own peoples feelings and of them few are those who can truly stare into the depths of a Man's soul, fewer still who can understand what they see there. It is a hard thing to try and endure but endure you shall for you are not alone. Your misery, your self hatred, it can be defeated. So do so. For yourself, for yours brothers, for the higher powers you answer to, for a brighter tomorrow you shall succeed.
Until victory be won. Until this age of horror ends. We walk towards tomorrow side by side, our joys and sadness's shared as one. Our people, where ever they may be, as one. Your sorrows, your shames, your sadness, they are ours too and no longer will we abandon eachother to suffer them alone. No longer can we turn a blind eye or turn to mockery when one of our kin suffers. Once upon a time such thinking was a fundamental tenant of our individual nations and aimed mostly inwards with tenuous bonds of friendship for other brother nations beyond them. Now, in this dire hour it must grow beyond that, beyond simple borders to all kin who share our fate, who wish to stand against the rising tide. We must build upon the nationalistic ideals of old and expand it to all our people, all our kin who share our blood, our spirit and our heritage. We are Europeans one and all be us in the homelands or the colonies. Centuries may pass yet our blood remains the same, our spirits even when cowed and assaulted remain the same. Our woes are the same. Remember that. Remember we are one and that even in the darkest of nights, even when our spirits feel broken and we fall that there are still those out there who would lift you up, who would share words akin with what I have shared with you here, who fight on *for* you and have struggled like you. Who struggle still. Find that ideal self. Find the path forward. Tell yourself to march even when your feet feel heavy and your back aches. Push yourself onwards even when you believe you can go no further. Take your strength from where ever you may find it and rise, stand with your head tall once more and walk the path ahead. Your brothers are with you. Your people are with you. They need you. So come, walk with them. Let us face this time of woe together as one.
You are your own worst critic. I doubt there would be many others wiser on the topic. Welcome back once again.
Your linguistic ability is better than anyone else's here. I don't remember if I asked if you practice oration, though I'm sure you'd be subjected to harassment by both the parasites and police forces, just as anywhere else. The primary goals to keep in mind would be never to accept the Zionist offer and should you begin and lead an organization, absolutely do not let in anyone with even a drop of jewish blood in their family history. The majority of these modern orators are approached and swayed to their side both through threats and bribes. In the case of David Irving, he was both imprisoned and his family was threatened. My talent is more precise towards the removal of suspicious parties than that of eloquence. Should you decide to both stand up as a public speaker and deliver these exact messages, I would endeavor to join your group across the pond if only as the lesser role of making sure your organization does not fall to the parasite. As I'm sure you know, when groups spokesmen begin saying "not all jews", promoting any small lie about the holocaust fraud, regurgitating Zionist propaganda or insulting Hitler; that's a sure sign they're compromised already. The leeches always try to worm their way inside but their methods are obvious and methods which reveal them every single time equally so. What Hitler had during his speeches was a modicum of security. That is what you would need.
It's alright. Just do things little by little. No rush when posting here
Great work as usual anon. I feel a lot of emotion went into all of these posts
> To be a man adrift in the ocean of despair in the modern world is to lost upon the tides of untold misery. What often ails us is not always from without but rather from within as well. Every soul born into this epoch, regardless of any conscious decision, has supped on the poisons offered by the semite and their "taste makers" or forced into situations they should never of been in.
It's on purpose. Practically every civilization that has ever existed was always close knit with people one knew. This extreme atomization of humanity is relatively new phenomenon and has never happened in recorded history.
I was giving it some thought about putting all of the posts you've made into a docx and pdf file for sharing. Would be pretty good in terms of new board content and for any new users that may come in here. Let me know what you think. I research on how to do it and it's not hard to do.
> The majority of these modern orators are approached and swayed to their side both through threats and bribes
Like alex jonesy.And one guy who I followed on twitter called "Peter Sweden" . And probably countless others
Sharing screencapps of Britanon's posts.
Well that works too. You just saved me a few weekends of work compiling all of that together. Thanks
As of late summer I was relieved of my position with my former employer. After crossing multiple lines, initially my refusal alongside a number of others concerning taking the vaccine with our argument consisting of our operating from home meant we had no outside interaction followed by a refusal to engage in a number of supposedly optional online "workshops" concerning "diversity" and "inclusion" I and a number of others was apparently flagged and investigated and found to be a "poor fit" for my position. I was one many dismissed alongside various other predominantly White individuals who had also chosen to not to engage in this farce. This unfortunately has had a rather dismal effect and due to my field being diversified I have spent quite some time merely trying to find a new position which sadly I have not. The knock on effect of this was a halting to any and all work such as my effort on this thread as well as other personal projects. Despite this and the instability it has caused however I am now attempting to return to these efforts for a great many more than myself have suffered far worse under current conditions and the "luxury" of self pity is one that is hugely detrimental, especially with the way things stand for us all now.
I have no real official training in oration beyond a minor corporate role I held quite a few years ago. As for a concerted movement were I in central Europe or America I would gladly make efforts to make an attempt at public speaking but the soil here is too poisoned for anything real to grow, at least in the open. After National Action our government used it's window from that state led operation to ensure any and all resistance essentially is smothered in the crib as it were with a slew of legislation that even went so far as making a weak critique of zionism to be worthy of investigation while their ability to simply manufacture charges is unchallenged at this point. Even what passes as "resistance" here such as Patriotic Alternative have devolved into a slightly edgy UKIP, tongues so lashed they nary speak a word beyond subtle phrasing against the parasite. On occasion I do let my mind wander to the idea of just packing up and trying to escape this island to a place I could actually prove effective but two things always stop me. The first is simply where to go, my heart says to America where things are escalating the most or one of the nations on the southern portion of Europe facing the golems hordes of "climate refugees" such as Italy, Spain or Greece but the logistics as well as my duty to my family make such an idea difficult, especially with immigration policies. This is even before considering how to begin any such project and the potential language and cultural barriers. The second is if I do abandon this blighted isle then I would be no better than the cowards who flee to some predominantly white far flung city abroad and deign to speak of our situation more openly yet only being brave enough to do so after leaving, daring to collect coin for their "troubles" like the charlatans they are, an accusation that would not be unfairly placed were I to try such a thing.
It is that atomisation we must overcome, petty squabbles of old must be laid to rest. Atonement must be made in some cases such as my nations barbarity in places such as Dresden and Ireland, that is certainly true but atonement can only be found if we survive long enough to understand the wrongs committed in the first place and bring to light the vile traitors who partook in such disgusting atrocities. Only then can wrongs begin to be righted.
As for placing the pieces into a PDF or document everything posted is posted for all to see, please do what you feel is necessary to share them conveniently. All I ask is that no attribution nor author is listed, no one man may take credit for the ideas expressed for the messages are more important to be recognised than a name. It may sound silly but I actually feel humbled that you and others believe them to be of such use. When I started working on this all I had planned was a quiet /sig/ thread where people might find some succor in a miserable world. To know i've succeeded in such a way makes me feel a swell of pride, a rare thing in these dark days. Thank you.
Well that is something i'd never thought to see. I really do need to tweak some of the earlier ones at some point, thank you for assisting as you have.
Upon the importance of sincerity and the need for leaders.
A time of misery, a time of lies. Here we exist you and I, forgotten souls wishing to save not merely ourselves but the kindred souls of our people now fallen into shadow. Even our lightest step illicits a racing heart at the threat of the semite and it's hounds hearing our march. We know our duty. We know for what and for whom we fight. This is a burden not taken lightly nor does it come easy but it is a burden we bear for our hearts and souls burn bright through the grey malaise of this modern world, we choose to bear this weight for we are not afraid to face this darkness around us. We are sincere in our cause, in our hopes and dreams. We have no need to dress them in borrowed rhetoric nor left or right window dressing for it transcends such petty boundaries, bound not to noble nor commoner nor Christian nor Pagan or any other dividing factor, our position is to be beholden only to our people. But for those with weaker hearts who yet understand the lies of this age it is not a simple proposition. They hide their feelings within irony, twist the truth to be more palatable in the hopes that their use of "optics" will spare them the semites twisted poisoned claws. It is always an interesting sight to behold, watching the devolution as these talking heads gain traction, the slow shift from advocating for our people to then injecting rhetoric with subtle mainstream messages adjusted just enough to be "edgy".
One must ask whom is left with a stout enough heart to speak truth undiluted within the public sphere, whom operates without an agenda. A sad fact is none do for their sincerity is always for sale. You may think I am generalising but let me ask you a simple question; in a system utterly controlled by a paranoid and often schizophrenic foe how does one exist? Among the cracks is how. Here. Pockets of anonymous boards and forums. Among small groups whom dare not peek above the parapet. Oh, our foe will continue to drive us off, infiltrating and closing each bolthole, tracing any relevant information it can and we will move among the masses until finding a new holdout from which to share the truth of this dire world and the need for change. We are dissidents, insurgents, veritable demons to the semites "perfect" world of despair and chaos. We are the heretic whispering in the ear of it's foul servants, we are the monsters who would topple their Tower of Babel built upon the corpses of our people, we are the Sons of the West, the Sons of Christ, the Sons of Woden, the Sons of a people whom dreamed and achieved the impossible. Kindred souls who in the darkest of hours lift our heads in defiance of their will. That is the sincere truth of our duty and that is why they will never allow us to speak in the open. But the insincere, the coward pretending to be brave, oh he will be allowed for they are easy to corrupt, easy to sway. Their conviction is lacking and thusly the chinks in their armour are revealed on the outset. Fuentes and his fall to simply being another neoconservative after being essentially outed as a homosexual to all but the most blinded. E Micheal Jones and his now constant refusal to consider our race as a collective, choosing to view us simply as "ethnicities". Viktor Orbán and his words edging on "anti semitism" and resisting immigrant invasion while filling his cabinet with parasites. Donald Trump and his supposed reading of My Struggle and relatively positive rhetoric yet whoring his children off to semetic filth and serving as the self proclaimed "King of Israel" while sundering America's already weakened border. It does not matter how small nor how big the movement and the individual is, if they in any way operate within a public platform then you can guarantee there is no sincerity to them.
There is no "our guy" among any of them as it is so colliquely termed. There is no real Will nor resistance for those within this sphere are utilising a framework that is antithetical to their very existence were they to be sincere. They serve but one goal; to lead any who would resist back into subservience to a system that would see them dead. I do believe some of those who have emerged within the last few decades may of emerged organically alongside the manufactured counterparts but by the end both the organic and manufactured groups are essentially the same with only minor differences, all still existing to serve the existing power structure regardless if that was the design from the outset. You cannot subvert the subverter. You can only face it openly, this is the rule so many seem to miss within modern movements.
A while ago I shared a dream with you. A dream of a world where our people no longer live in fear, no longer exist in what is essentially open air prison camps with the semites imported golems serving as guards and the disgusting creatures themselves as degenerate judges and administrators of us and their pets. A dream where our lands, the homelands and the colonies, live not merely in peace but as grand bastions of our peoples. So long have we been downtrodden that we have forgotten the wonders we forged, the beauty we can create when free of weak greedy leaders and corrupted uncontrolled capitalism. Where the state and the people act as one in each others interests, where our children's futures are safe and secure. I do not care what happens to those not of our ilk for their fate is their own, it is not our peoples duty to guide nor engage them. I wish them no harm but among us they are not welcome and should they threaten us then they would be dealt with as fitting for the aggression. All I wish is for peace in our children's time and a future we choose ourselves. This dream is not the dream of a great Man. It is not even a dream that is unique for Men in ages past have had this ideal. It is a dream I, a faceless brother on a distant shore, wish for us all to share. A dream of something better. So I ask, why is those who seek power, who place themselves as "leaders" never share such a thing? Why is it the talking heads will at first openly talk about jewish power, will openly invoke truths known to those like us yet never offer a vision of a better tomorrow? I say this to you, the "groyper", to you the "proud boy", to you the follower of talking heads, why do they never offer you a tomorrow? Is it because they do not know a path there? Or is it to ensnare your interest to then lead you down a path of hollow resistance. I myself do not know the full path towards this dream, at least not directly. But I feel it in my blood. I feel it in my soul, in my spirit that this dream will be made manifest. The path to it will be bloody, it will be terrifying as the semites claws dig further and further into the flesh of our nations. It will come at a cost none of us can foresee. But that tomorrow, that dream will be made true but only if each of us are sincere in that goal, in our duty to our people. No hiding it behind cynicism or comedy, we must accept it whole for what it is; the preservation and the propagation of our people. Anything less will lead to nothing at all, a life lived poorly in service to nothing beyond the mundane. All they offer is but a path to stagnation and oblivion. Any Man of worth would offer a future worth fighting for, worth dying for.
Another thing lacking in leaders of modern movements is the ability to accept criticism. A leader must be judged harshly by both himself and his followers. He must recognise his weaknesses and compensate for them with those who would keep him on the path towards his goal. He must realise he fights not for himself but for those at his side, for those who look to him for hope, who would rise to stand by his side on this day and in days to come. He must be sincere in all he says and all he does lest he become as treacherous as the foe he faces. But there is something else just as important for a leader to have beyond self reflection, mayhaps more important; empathy. He must feel the pain of his people, feel their joys, their hopes, their dreams for they are his too. Consider how the greatest of our leaders have usually been Men born from conflict. Watching brothers fall to their knees weeping in despair as the horrors of war overtake them, wiping the blood from a brothers brow as he inhales his last breath, deep wounds stealing him from a world of pain. It is from these noble souls emerged an empathy, a drive not merely to cease this bloodshed but to make it so these moments of horror would no longer continue to happen for reasons of international politicking or greed. Now though, now the pain is not simply within foreign battlefields or distant conflicts. Now a new pain is all around us.
It is within the eyes of a soul lost to drugs and alcohol in a world he cannot find his place in. It is in the voice of the elderly grandmother who asks her son or daughter why her grandchild has killed themselves in a bout of depression from realising their future is gone. It is within the White woman who foolishly trusted the semites lies and believed blacks were not violent nor depraved and found herself bloodied and broken or the violated child who was kidnapped and gangraped by third world filth, unaware of her "sin" of being White within her own native lands. The horror is here, it surrounds us, it poisons our very being. So why, why I ask will no one stand up for them, why will no one of these wretched pitiful "leaders" fight for them? Why? The pain of this age is evident, like you I feel it every time I glimpse at a newspaper or television, I witness it when visiting my city of birth so why do they cower when they speak, why do modern "leaders" subtly sidestep these atrocities that are happening in all our lands? Why do they avoid even saying "White" in at very best neutral terms, why are their voices devoid of love or fire. It is true we become numb to these atrocities but those who would fight or ask others to heed their words cannot allow themselves the luxury of this distancing. They cannot for to do so would be to numb the part of their soul that not only feels rage and hatred but love and peace. They would become automatons spouting worthless phrases akin to the mainstream "politically engaged", shells acting on simple instruction. To become numb is simply to not care. We cannot allow ourselves to become like that lest the parasite truly has won. To speak without fury is to be unable to speak with love. To talk about atrocities without a hint of emotion is to condone them whole heartedly. It is to have the soul die cold and blackened by a world so vile. Only the most twisted and debased can react in such a fashion.
All of us, myself included, seek a leader to rally to. A banner to raise on their behalf so that we may be guided, so that we can lift our voices to theirs. So that we can find a brother to whom we can place our faith in. When I seek faith in our people, when I seek hope, I look to two places. I look to the texts of those who stood before in the hopes of understanding Men greater than I, their dreams and inspirations. Then I look to you. You who share in this struggle. Whom despite this dark hour stand tall, who even at our worst are still Men who would dare to resist, who have suffered the same torments yet still stand. Those who are defiant. I look to you because you are brothers, even with the constant denigration by the semite, even with constant subversion and attacks you refuse to yield. I have stated before everything written here is not simply the work of myself but rather those who came before and those who fight on still. They are written both because of you and for you as they were given to me in one form or another by those just like you. We heal each others wounds, we guide where we can, we fight the battles we can fight in the hopes of a better tomorrow. We must look to each other if we are to survive, we must look to those who have the Will and the vision to forge ahead into darkening night. In an age where social media and the cult of personality are so rampant it is to those who speak truth unfettered that our eyes must turn, to ourselves. The charlatan would ask for your coin. The liar would ask for your trust. Any who resist must ask but one thing from their brothers in this dark hour; that they stand for their people. Nothing more, nothing less. So I ask you, those who read these words, I ask you to rally, to rally for ourselves, for each other, to rise off your knees from the dirt and muck the semite would have us scrabble in.
Any Man worth hearing will ask we stand as one, that we find what path we can forward towards our goals in whichever form we choose be it simply enlightening one you trust to our plight or forming a group of local friends to share a drink and make preparations for a future that is grim or even simply doing what you can to lift the souls of brothers lost to the misery of this age. It takes bravery to walk this path. It takes strength, courage and nobility. It takes sincerity. Every step we take echoes in our wake, every footfall through the ashes of this age is a marker for those who would follow behind us, who would stand with us as the hour grows late. It is no one leaders banner we raise. It is the banner of our people in whatever form we choose to give it that we raise. It will burn brightly, the banner you raise, scouring the darkness around you leading kindred souls to you. It is those brothers at your side, those who would share your faith that your faith in turn must be placed within as well. Only then can we be sure we will not lose our way. We are Men against time. Men against a world twisted and deformed from what it should be. Men tested to their limits by the wounds we bare and the nightmares encroaching on us. But we are Europeans, we are blood, no matter the centuries separated by colonisation, no matter the distances we travel. We are brothers. We are not alone. You are not alone. It is not talking heads or political leaders we must turn to now but each other, to ourselves. So that should we tire of all this pain they may shield us so that we may get back upon our feet. So that we in turn can protect those who need protecting, so that our women and children need no longer live in fear, so that our families and our blood have a future free from the semites clutches.
We will deliver them the future they deserve, that was stolen from us. It will not be the talking heads nor the "intellectuals", it will not be politicians nor a self proclaimed leader but us, Men like ourselves. We only need the bravery and the Will to stand. You, all of you have found your path here, to where we stand at the crossroads with the shadow of entropy and death looming over our lands and peoples. *You* are the future, you are the hope. Your children, your family, those who would look to you for guidance, they are the future. No more factions, no more false leaders, no more arguments over petty political abstractions of left versus right, there is simply those who would fight and those who would cower away and wait for death. We have seen the decrepit tree of liberalism and conservatism and the warped twisted fruit it has bore. We have seen the schisms in our faiths, the blood letting between sects of Christianity, Paganism and countless other religious abstractions. We are no longer merely left or right, Christian or Pagan. We are one. One race. One people with one hope, one goal. One dream for which we must stand side by side against the dark tomorrow we face. A future for our people. Be it a form of National Socialism fitting a nations character, be it under a racially aware form of fascism, it matters not, what matters now is we ensure our people can have that, that they have a future in which they can even have a chance to build something worthy of themselves, that the current semetic system of division is torn up by it's roots and the canker of Jewish power is removed completely and the golems it forced upon us are removed alongside them.
We are the arbiters of our own fate. We must choose, unification of purpose or oblivion through semetic entropy. I know what I choose. I choose you. I choose my brothers. I choose our people. I choose hope, I choose a future which we ourselves forge. Too much blood has been spilled, too many sacrifices have been made for me not to choose such a thing. Too many good men lost to the fires of semetic influenced wars and the choices of weak men. No more. No more suffering, no more pain and uncertainty. We must, together, see this nightmare to an end. Only then, upon the ruins of this age, can we build anew. Only then can our people find purpose once more. So fight. Your people need you. I need you, your brothers need you. You and I may not have a leader but we do not need a single figure to rally to, we know our duty. We know our fight, we have known all along.
Some deride the fourteen words as an archaic and silly thing. I do not. I see it as the foundations upon which we fight, a vow even if used flippantly by those who do not understand it's importance. It is a goal, a duty we must see through if we are to survive. It is a vow any Christian, Pagan, National Socialist, Fascist or any other offshoot must adhere to if they are genuine in their hopes for a better tomorrow. So stand Sons of Europa, stand once more as your forefathers did. Stand as your brothers do against this age of misery. Stand for the betrayed, for the weak, for those who cannot defend themselves. For those that you love. Stand against the darkness that encroaches. The enemy show us their vision of our future, a future in which we are subsumed in a black and brown tide, ourselves bled and brutalised til' we beg for death. Those who pretend to lead offer us their vision under false hopes and comfortable lies, their facade of peaceful segregation and "only letting the right ones in" proven a lie from decades of experience. Our vision is not be led by one man, not built within the framework of the semetic system we have. Our vision must be *of* our people, *of* our victory, of peace for our people and our lands. The path ahead shall be drenched within blood and within horror, the troubles of our time may pale at what is to come. But we shall face these nightmares as we have time and again, our hearts aflame with hope and the Will to face the enemy down. Every beginning has an end. Jewish power began centuries ago, the subversions and the horrors unleashed thus far uncountable. We are it's end. We are the end of this age of misery, our people have suffered enough, defy the parasites power. Defy their will. No matter what it takes, no matter how long it takes we will defy them and we shall walk free once more.
Until victory be won.
You are describing almost exactly what I've went through here in the US of ZOG besides the fact my job requires person to person interaction. Don't believe if you're in America that you'd have an easier time of it. This is certainly the most degeneracy here. 'Freedom of speech' exists only until you offend jews or any of their braindead golems. They have Twitter cancel culture behind them, with ridiculous 'professional' organizations more than willing to end someone's career over tweets. Even more should protestors with multi-colored hair show up. There isn't a court in the US that would side for it's own people against the eternal victim parasites. About cowards who flee, I have attempted to gain numbers through freeing minds in person, with successes and failures, yet for the ones I've succeeded with - they've either engaged in 'white flight' or tuned into idiot boxes (television and wikipedia to rebrainwash and reassert stupidity) every single time. Hitler began with 9 and increased membership over 13 years. After many years, I still have just the 1. That is myself.
Well explained. None are willing to face the threat directly because while the parasites are notorious for being weak, lazy and unwilling to work, they own those who enforce the laws. Sure, gazing at North America from the distance of media, these colonies may seem like they're freer. Certainly to a man with your accent, they would seem so at first steps. In any career, you would easily obtain promotion over those who have served as wage-slaves longer. That is unless you speak up against any of the parasites' subversive viewpoints that they hypocritically never apply to themselves but for others. Then you would be terminated from your new job. An Outcast. Fighting and dying for an ideal is one thing, but that very death is the problem. Hitler clearly died. Goebbels, Himmler, Reinhard, Eichmann, Göring, Muller, Mengele etc. Every old guard National Socialist besides the extremely elderly these bullies try with false war crimes, are dead. Their memories are shat on as they're listed as "perpetrators of the holocaust". The greatest jewish fraud.
Here you ask why no one will stand up for the gangraped, violated children, brainwashed European descended woman with jungle fever murdered or the despairing grandmother of her suicidal and deceased grandchild. Why they cower and have no passion. The answer is influence. Sure there have been those who have stood up and said "murder, rape and suicide is bad" and they are applauded for the sheer vagueness of it. Yet the ones who speak (true) specifics about who is responsible are swiftly shut down. These positions of leadership came at a price. They're bribed and or blackmailed, terrified of losing their positions or if not and they do speak up, they will lose them. It is like the King absurdly swearing loyalty to the court jew. As you said: shells acting on simple instruction.
> We cannot allow ourselves to become like that lest the parasite truly has won.
From everything I have seen alongside 40 years of living with their vile propaganda deep in every facet of society, the parasite has already won. As you said: We exist among the cracks. Anonymous boards, small groups not daring to peek out. Continuously driven away until we find new holdouts.
Your message is why you should be the talking head. This and many sentiments you've made before. Our Guy may never magically show up. Not without being compromised. Hitler was one chance in billions and indeed he still made mistakes like permitting the "half jewish" (any percentage is tainted) Theodor Morell despite the NSDAP being aware. This led to health issues as Hitler was given harsh drugs for a false diagnosis. Believing as he was told, that his light would go out anytime, certainly contributed to Generals botching war plans during his failing health and then eventual suicide. Bad irony, since he initially lost both parents along with siblings Otto, Gustav, Edmund and Ida to jewish doctors like Eduard Bloch.
Grifters are always a problem, there is nothing we can do but call them out. And I find all the groyper movement fucking weird, all the anime guys, the maga hat guys and the usual atomwaffen poster, there is no way so many guys are buying into that shit, they must be teenagers or kids just trying to be edgy.
I know for sure if you where to speak these same words at a tv station you would get a lot of bash, but those you'd rally would be adamant in defending what you talk about, but then again who would go to a kosher tv station just to get set up, a real conundrum that the tv still carries so much weight on programing the normies, and an even bigger problem is the normies not wanting to leave the cave, the way capitalism has provided everyone with whatever hobby they wanted plus the fear promoted by the jewish media has the normies thinking the cave is the best place on earth and everything else is immposible.
I just watch a Michael E Jones vid, and he clearly knows a lot more about the Bible than me, so I'll listen to him until necessary, but I'll keep my ideas about eugenics as important as always (a nation united by blood is stronger than any other tie, fuck the liberals), he's a great source of info and can't be discarded just because he won't think in terms of blood, I'm willing to learn as much as I can from him the same way I've learned from many anons in here. On that Nick guy, it's fucking controlled opposition, he looks like the guy trying to capitalize on what seem to be a "white spring" with the mask, the "we us" Christians (Jesus is my lord so fuck you if you think i'm not close to The Lord, that's for Him to decide), the timing (debatable, so what sue me), the twitter power (if you still think twitter is not controlled just because you got your account you're a fucking moron, go read a few threads and learn some truth), the simple chaos he wants to create, a mark of the jew, just to get some power? really? a lot of noise and chaos to gain some power? do anons really think jews with money and power haven't think of guys like him rising to create chaos? Do anons really think a movement will start in fucking twitter? FUCKING TWITTER? what the fuck?
It's not true that every new generation is dummer than the one before, what's true is that older generation are more used to the new technologies and the tricks played by the old farts in control, what the old generations must do is teach the new folks how they infiltrate and subverse any and all movements created by Europeans (I could extend to Negroids and many others but you know what I mean, so Negroids and the many other reading apply this to get your nations freed from jewish slavery).
The only thing I can tell you anons is to love your folk and your nation, but those aren't my words, a man greater than I spoke them before I did, may he rest in peace, to be careful with grifters and stranger bearing gifts and not to despair, for the journey has become hard for all of us in here, but as english anon has put it in better words than me, we are not alone.
National socialism is the only way forward.
> Negroids and the many other reading apply this to get your nations freed from jewish slavery
For blacks, this is more literal. They were given more rights and luxuries long after their ancestors were stolen by the jew with the word slave and negro and then after Judah Benjamin the jew's KKK intentional jewish race conflict. Now they're called black and 'wage worker', but for 14 year old Zoomer dipshits, that's "offensive" too. Yet if you say 'African American' it's "white and corny". They're portrayed in mainstream media as middle class uncle Toms so black people are coming across as much less 'gangsta' unless they're rapper posers or extreme lower class. They're middle America now, and by the jew, replacing European characters in media adaptations. This replacement is intentional and they're still enslaved to jewish organizations. Kikes only broadened their scope on who would be slaves and changed the words. We're all slaves now. It's called the 9 to 5. I'm all for blacks having Africa and European descendants emigrating back to Europe. I'm all for them taking Israel for the Black Hebrew movement. This video is why. Kikes deserve a taste of the same medicine.
> National socialism is the only way forward.
As it was in the 30s and mid 40s, it is now. Unlike the kike shill believes, eventual failure while there was success 33 through 45, does not equal intentional failure. There was the best attempt. The jewish banks were tricked as they first financed, but where afterwards cast out to their surprise. Thus the greedy bastards, with the loss of Germany in their worldwide plans for domination, were determined to crush National Socialism not only until 1945 but over 70 years following. National Socialism is the only ideal jews fear. They have stated their lies about it for decades and use fake examples to tighten their grip, but still shit themselves about the notion of losing authority to it again. When it rose in Germany the first time, jews fled over the years. Kikes would flee faster next time. That is why NS is the only way forward.
If I may say you and those like you who have been in this far longer than I often do yourselves a disservice in your perception that your failing in helping your friends understand the state of things and getting them to stand against it means you yourself have failed in some manner. You are right that Hitler in the beer halls bought hope to his people, showed them what they could be. You need to realise you yourself have done this as well, mayhaps not in the same way but you genuinely have. As a critical mass of racial awareness has taken place on each larger chan or pocket of the internet, be it 4 or 8chan or any of the other previous uncensored places, it was you and people like you, the proponents of the true events of the vile wars and the ideals behind National Socialism, that led myself and countless others to not merely understanding the truth around the events that remained fogged in lies but showed such lies could be stood against. Without people like yourself and those who use these boards word would never of spread, the names of good Men would forever be marred and those seeking the truth of this age would forever be trapped in the nightmare of semetic lies. You, all those who frequent this board, who frequented each board and discussion thread prior to the hammer falling, showed people like myself there was more to the dire state of things than we had known. It was people like you that pushed people like me into the original /sig/ threads, who discussed the old German training manuals, who taught people like me about classical music and the creations of Wagner, the beauty of classical art, who helped hollow men understand what the true spirit within them is, you and all who have reside here and the prior places taught men like myself there was a chance at something better through knowledge and through action.
Concerning your comment on the depth of the propaganda within society you are indeed correct. However there does appear to be some cracks forming, at least to a minor degree. A friend of mine pointed me towards a youtube comment section of all things, thinking I'd be entertained. It was for some terrible animated Christmas movie with some screeching jewess, plot is something along the lines of "Santa is white and a man therefore hes bad, I'm a jewish woman pretending to be white, I should be santa". You can imagine the tropes of course in the trailer. What did made me choke on my coffee with a chuckle though was the array of comments. "The Toyim Know". "This is why you got kicked from 109 countries". On and on it went, it was rather entertaining. I've an addon to use youtube anonymously as well as show dislikes and much to my chagrin it was absolutely butchered. Yes, it was only a simple small victory and soon comments were locked shortly after but before that the entire section was aflame with jokes and people pointing out how the cast were all jewish. I do believe, at least to a degree, that an awareness is slowly creeping in, not quite as loud as one may hope but people thanks to the covid situation are mayhaps starting to wander into looking at things from sources they normally wouldn't. Oh, don't misunderstand, I highly doubt it's a sign of a sudden huge resurgence of racial awareness but I do think it might be the seeds of something germinating slowly. They do seem to be on the defensive an awful lot of late, they even began scrubbing early life sections on wikipedia the last year or so. Throw in the recent conflict in Palestine and their desperate attempts to spin their murderous rampage and certain oddball conspiracy circles noting the Ghislaine Maxwell's trial has an Israeli judge and her involvement in the sex trade in Israel of White Central and Eastern European women (and let us be honest, children) and how little reporting is being done to the public it does seem certain things are slipping through the cracks.
An astute analysis, especially concerning the groypers. After the recent negro race attack where the killer rammed a Christmas parade composed of mostly of white families and murdering six in Wisconsin a large contingent of groypers on twitter were celebrating the act as "they would grow up to be coal burners". Murdered little White girls, coal burners. I do not know what den of homosexual degeneracy that vile little cretin Nick Fuentes is creating in his corner but it's certainly one of the more disgusting groups in my eyes now.
Also invoking Plato's cave is a very sharp way of putting it when it comes to a lack of Will, it really is the most accurate image of how things currently function.
Like yourself I do disagree with E Micheal Jones on his view on race but his understanding of biblical scripture is definitely excellent, he has a real passion when discussing it. His book Slaughter of Cities is pretty good as well, you need to read between the lines a bit as he avoids invoking race preferring to use Catholic as it's stand in but it fairly accurately charts how American cities became what they are today.
So the article concerning internet security is coming along fairly well, i've removed a fair chunk of it concerning the technical details as such a thing is of little concern to most, i've instead opted to include links discussing issues for the more technically minded. While it won't be January it will be early February assuming there's no drastic change in the general landscape. Instead tonight is a short off the cuff piece, one I felt needed as we are indeed in a new year now and as with the depths of winter some souls need soothing or reminding for what our duty demands of us. Therefore I present the following, written while slightly inebriated I must admit but from the heart none the less. Let us hope the next time I come to the thread I do not shy away in embarrassment.
I would also like to sincerely thank whomever stickied this thread, I am humbled that such work is considered significant enough to be worth such a thing, especially considering the other threads concerning National Socialist policy and the dispelling of jewish dogma. I hope my efforts remain worth of such kindness.
Rousing the will.
A new year. Another tick on the calendar as our nations rot and decay as the semite and it's servants enshroud our lands, the threat of eternal night growing ever closer. It is a dark time, a cold time. A time where one feels nought, the stagnant air awaiting the first movements of a system geared towards nought but desolation. Akin to the first thawing of winter in the coming weeks and months we shall witness the initial moves the zionist forces arrayed against us. What machinations will be placed before us one must ask, will it be "climate refugees" flooding our borders, will it be further veneration of the negro and the third worlder, will it be further false sins of our collected peoples actions? What horrors await we can only wonder. Rather than waiting for such horrors though, rather than merely being reactive, rather than watching the downfall of our civilisation, I would propose a new course, a new path in the darkness of this age. In this thread I have spoken of dreams, of ideals, of the values and traditions of the European peoples in the homelands and within the colonies. The same people, the same kind, we are one, our dreams and hopes the same, surpassing barriers of language and politics. I come to you to ask your ear, to ask your strength. Who am I to ask such a thing though, I am but a stranger, a stranger upon distant shores. Only I am not a stranger. Not to you. Nor are you a stranger to me nor are you to your brothers. For you are my family. My blood. Even if separated by centuries, by countless miles, you are still European. You are still my kin.
Many have dreamed of unification, whether through a spiritual unity via a faith or a political union via a grand body that represents each nation. That is not something we can achieve in this hour for the semite holds sway within both courts. Instead a unification of race is what must be asked. Our people are unequaled in the history of mankind, each of our peoples representing one of the greater and nobler facets of humanity. I do not shy from stating such a fact for it is truth, from the construction of incredible monuments to the words written by great Men past that elevated us beyond the mundane we have a right to exist, nay thrive. We do not seek dominion over others, we do not seek power, we merely seek our freedom in our nations to be free. To live, to love, to place our energy, our valour and our heroism on the line to pursue greater things than the mundane and frankly semetic material goals. The jewish soul, the semetic filth that control our nations, would see us shackled to their whims, to see their material control only grow, to see the spirit of our people whither and die. I ask you to deny them that goal, to deny them that victory. I ask you to hear the voice of your people, to hear the voice of those who fought against this dire end. Of those who fell trying to ensure *you* may have a future. We drift, we do not live we merely survive, we do not see brother Europeans as true brothers but as either weaklings or competitors, in place of empathy is scorn, in place of love is loathing. No more.
I am British. My people are loathed, the English people are loathed and rightly so, many nationalists beyond my borders witness our arrogance is unbound and other than Mosley and Bowden our leaders and speakers are serpents. This, despite the denials of my kin, is the cold truth. But the vile leaders of my nation and the puppets who served them are not who I hold in my heart. Those who heeded the words of greater Men share this feeling. We hold the true English, the truth British, the true Europeans who suffer in this time in our hearts. I care not where you hail from, I care not what history you hold for if you are true, if you are of noble spirit and character then you are my brother, then you embody the European spirit. I will fight for you. I will die for you. There is no nobler a cause than to fall protecting such a thing and if you believe such an ideal false then I ask you to look to Degrelle, to Hitler, to Mussolini, to Rockwell, to any who have dared to deny the semite control of better Men. No sane man would die for this current regime, no Man of right mind would fight for this decadent and disgusting age. But a Man would die for his people. He would die for his Nation. He would die for his brother. That, that is the dedication of a hero, unequaled in the history of mankind other than within the Japanese subgroup of humanity.
The thing is though, I am not asking you to die. I am not asking you to sacrifice. Nay, I ask you to live. To be bold, to heed my words, to build anew from the ruins of this age. To have a family, to have brothers at your side, to rise above the ashes of this misery. That is what I ask, all I ask. All your brothers ask, your families ask, your nations ask, your people ask. I ask you, I implore you, tell me what is it I can give you to stand in this hour. Ask it and if it is in my power I shall give it. Is it hope? Then take mine, take it and let it fuel your ascent from the dark depths of this age. Is it money? Then let me find a way for you to be financially stable, I do not care what it takes to do find a way for you. Is it friendship? Then let me find a way to safely allow us to communicate beyond a board, where we can merely share small talk and chat as brothers, if that is what you desire then you shall have it. I do not care the effort it takes, I do not care. All I care about is saving our people. All any of those worth anything is saving our kin. Too long have we drifted, too long have we simply sat, waiting for someone to show us the way forward. We *have* the way forward. To exemplify the virtues that make us great. To exalt our faith, our kin, our homelands. To protect them, to ensure they do not merely exist but they propagate even in the darkest of times. I am not content with merely existing. I am not content with merely watching. I would gamble nor are you. So let us fight. Let us stand. Let us, as brothers, march forward. Let us embody the facets that make us who we are. Let us show those who have surrendered that they are not truly lost, that they need not live on their knees. That hope, that the dream of a better tomorrow has not abandoned us. That we are no servile puppets of a semetic system. That we, we few who resist, are the inheritors of tomorrow. That our Will is unbroken, that we refuse to kneel before the throne of the negro martyr or the semetic puppet. Stand. Stand for you are European. Stand for you are my brother, for the brothers that are watching. I, they, need to see strength.
Are you content with sitting there, waiting for the "new Hitler"? Are you content waiting for someone to lead you? If so then cease reading for you are as worthless as a civic nationalist. *You* are the Man needed in this hour. *You* are the beacon for those seeking to resist need rally to. They do not merely need your words. They needs your actions. I make this effort here so you may realise this, that you may be something worthy of those who fell so that you may live. This epoch is dying, America, Britain, France, Italy, Spain, name the European nation and you will see it in it's death throes. Men of strength, Men with ideals are what is needed in this coming darkness. Men who do not merely operate within the mediocre tedium of "democracy" but Men of vision, Men of integrity. That, that is you. It is not destiny nor fate, it is your blood that demands it, hear it's cries, hear it's voice. It is the voice the chides you when you fall to degeneration, it is the voice that despite the darkest of hours forces you to awaken in the morning, it is the voice that you hear when enraged at the vile injustices done to our people by the semetic filth. That is the true you, the you that understands right from wrong, that imbues you with a sense of justice and nobility. That lifts you from the mundane cowardice of the masses to the insensate rage at the atrocities inflicted upon us. Your duty is clear. Your heart is strong. Your souls voice clears. Listen to it. Listen to it telling you, shouting at you to listen. Let us stand, let us fight. Not merely for political principles but for our very people. Let us show them Men still live, Men still stand even in the darkest of hours.
Until victory be won.
Why do I fear i've made a fool of myself. I apolagise, it has been a long winter and tonight I find myself full of vitriol and a fire in my heart.
You haven't made a fool of yourself. I'll reply in more detail when I have the time. Edit: Ok now that I have a break from work, I've read more thoroughly through your posts. You want to see examples of people who have made fools of themselves? Check >>>/endpolmeta/ the archive for deletions from /pol/. You always come across as the most eloquent among us here. It is honestly very convincing, these words you have used to bring about a rise in spirit. Do not fear death. Do not wait for the new Hitler. Yes. Though Hitler succeeded much better than any ever have in the past, he eventually met both defeat and death. As do we all. The fact that men barely past middle-age die on at least a weekly basis brings that clarity more to light. We're all going to die. The question is whether you want your end to be complete organ failure in a hospital bed after you've long been too decrepit to succeed in your dreams, or if you're willing to risk losing that insane discomfort right now, not only risking your life but your livelihood. The jews will try their best to ruin your whole career. These parasites whom have been cast-out for centuries over 200 times are now casting people out in their own nations. The problem in history has always been letting the kike-roaches back in. The problem with spokesmen and spokewomen against the jew has always been that they were not heavy-handed enough, lacked integrity and submitted to their jewish overlords or grew too weak and sick say if the jewishness of a doctor is completely ignored as he slowly poisons you that they have failed every time. The failure is not always due to lack of integrity. That's half of the problem. Capitulation. Submitting, permitting jews to get away with it. That is the major issue across all of our nations.
> So the article concerning internet security is coming along fairly well, i've removed a fair chunk of it concerning the technical details as such a thing is of little concern to most, i've instead opted to include links discussing issues for the more technically minded. While it won't be January it will be early February assuming there's no drastic change in the general landscape. Instead tonight is a short off the cuff piece, one I felt needed as we are indeed in a new year now and as with the depths of winter some souls need soothing or reminding for what our duty demands of us.
It's best not to rush things and work on it to make it near perfect. Take your time anon. We're more than patient.
> , it has been a long winter and tonight I find myself full of vitriol and a fire in my heart.
Maybe it's just the season giving that feeling. It happens when you get low to no sunlight. Your mood gets worse. That's why people in Finland tend to be so depressed. Not making this up. Finland has the population of the most depressed people on earth sadly. :(
Great content as always anon.
> Many have dreamed of unification, whether through a spiritual unity via a faith or a political union via a grand body that represents each nation. That is not something we can achieve in this hour for the semite holds sway within both courts.
It'll be somewhat hard after this is all over. Lots of countries and nations may never get along due to a history of petty feuds, fights and wars. It's something to give some thought into.
> What machinations will be placed before us one must ask, will it be "climate refugees" flooding our borders, will it be further veneration of the negro and the third worlder, will it be further false sins of our collected peoples actions?
They've backed down somewhat because they always go wayyy too far. The same thing always happens and will continue to happen. That's just guaranteed. The way COVID was handled is their latest blunder for example. Just be sure to never stop calling them out, no matter what.
Confidence is, I think, an important step, both in yourself and in those you choose to journey with. Men, throughout history, made sure they surround themselves with folks they could put their trust on.
> Men, throughout history, made sure they surround themselves with folks they could put their trust on.
We have /pol/ so we're off to a good start.
> Confidence is, I think, an important step, both in yourself and in those you choose to journey with.
That's pretty important. Even if you aren't 100% confident, at least put up an appearance for it. Also, maybe do your best to avoid having toxic people around in your life. In your job, it's unavoidable. But that should be the exception
Bumping this thread again to see if English/InspirationAnon is still around. It's been a while since he's posted here.
To fall into despair is such a quiet thing is it not. To let yourself drift into your own shadow, to let the loathing and hatred of this age take you. It is a quiet thing, a lonely thing. The misery grips you, the shadows of yesterday pulling at you, blackened claws pulling you down, down into yourself and the darkness within. Tis' indeed a foul thing indeed. You lose yourself, you lose sight of what matters, what is important, you forget who you are. You bind yourself in chains, a prisoner to your own sorrows and regrets. The topic of today is simply this; that freedom for ourselves can only be achieved by ourselves.
Tell me dear friends, how many of you have suffered or suffer currently in this age of madness and chaos. How many of you stare in the mirror nary comprehending the man before you. He is but a stranger, a remnant of the whole you. In previous topics I covered the ailments of this age, alcohol, pornography, self loathing, many a shadow come from these. In today's topic I choose to focus on the other part that drags the soul to become merely an ember in place of a raging inferno, that of resolving the memories of the past. Letting go of the chains that shackle the soul to darkness and finding resolution. One would be a liar were he to claim he had no regrets, no ghosts that haunt him still. Betrayals and abandonment by those we trusted, being left alone upon the rocky shores of this world to stand alone against the tide. Mistakes made, trusting those unworthy of our trust. We have, all of us, been affected by such things. Oh, we can blame outside sources, we can claim any number of reasons for what we hang on too, many of them likely true, but it is the coming to terms with such events that we must learn to do. Tell me, if you were to jump a gaping chasm to safety would you bind your ankles before the jump? If a friend were suffering and you sought to relieve their pain would you pass unto them your own? No, no of course not. It is the things that haunt us we must free ourselves from, that we must bring to a close. It is the ghosts of the past we must excorcise from ourselves if we are to stand tall, we are the arbiters of our own fate in this way. Do we face suppression for our words, our thoughts, most certainly, we are Men against time, against a system that would have kneel in subjugation to it, that would have us engorge ourselves on every vice known in order to alleviate our pains and our sadness', becoming hollow men akin to those who live vicariously through all forms of modern diseased media and product. But we are not them. We are not those who sit for hours on end, indulging ourselves in every distraction and whim, we are not those who poison our minds and our bodies with cheap chemical laden goods, we are Men who stand defiant to such things, Men who hear the call of something greater, in our blood, in our hearts, in our souls. We are outsiders one and all. Thusly if we are to restore sanity to this world, if we are to become the beacons we are needed to be then we must not merely come to embrace our values and represent them but be able to dispel the darkness within us that holds us back.
To be betrayed, to be abandoned by those you trust is a harsh thing, a lesson in cruelty inflicted by the malicious and the cowardly. To suffer loss, heart ache, sadness at our past is a natural thing for life is a hard mistress is it not. It teaches us not with a kind caress but with a barbed whip, the lashes leaving scars in the flesh of the spirit and like open wounds they must be treated, the wound cleaned and closed so it can heal. To forget, no, to move past transgressions against us is of paramount importance. To know when to say goodbye to the things that haunt us, that occasionally rise in dark moments and grip us, is vital to becoming the Men we wish to be. To forget is not merely enough, to move beyond it, to come to terms with these events, no matter how hard, is what is needed. It can be difficult, tremendously so, some wounds are deep, shards of the past surface and stifle us, the walls of memory enclosing in and trapping us in the moment again and again, forcing who we are down and bringing the walls we built to resist the corrosion of this age against ourselves, we in turn become our own worst enemy. We become warped creatures, in place of past events shaping us for the better we become misshapen parodies of ourselves, a walking, talking simulacrum of the person we are meant to be. A hollow man not too dissimilar to those who partake in the degeneracy of this epoch, only in place of hedonistic pleasure it is the pain of memory.
To vanquish such a thing is no easy task. It takes courage, strength, the Will to do so and as in all things related to fighting for a greater cause such things must start with ourselves. I too found myself lost in recent times. I had become despondent, hopeless, merely operating on basic functions, my soul silent, my heart empty. I had lost myself. But I was reminded that it need not be that way by someone important to me. That the sorrows of before can be defeated, that to live vicariously through others is not living but merely existing. That if we are to be true to ourselves, true to our ideals and our dreams we must become the Men we once were, the Men we are and the Men we will be. If we are to do this we must break our own chains for if we were to fail, if we were to remain hollow then our dreams, our aspirations, our hopes would wither and die with us. But how do we do so, how to do we confront that which haunts us so? By allowing us to feel these moments, by working through them. It is not a painless process. It will test you. Maybe even break a part of you. But if we do not, if we do not find the strength to let the past wash over us like water then it will haunt us, our mistakes, our choices, our personal history forever holding sway over who we become, shaping us in ways that twist us beyond who we are.
So much is against us. Money. Power. Press. All the material powers are against us. To stand against such a thing requires courage, heroism this age has never known. If we are to stand true, if we are to fight this coming night then we must steel our spirit not merely to face this but to face ourselves. To break the chains that bind us to our own sorrows so that hope can rise again in our hearts, so that those who would call us brother, father, their love, know we will not buckle nor bend, that we stand true at their backs, unyielding in the face of an uncertain tomorrow. Now, more than ever, are Men of strength needed. Now more than ever are those with Wills unbroken, with the bravery to dream are needed. You are needed. So stand not simply for your people, not simply for your blood but yourself as well. A cracked bulwark is of little protection for it's flaws can be exploited. But an unbroken wall of Faith, of Resolution, of Will, that cannot be broken. It holds against the tide, it turns the blades struck against it, it holds firm against all the blows upon it. You and I are that bulwark. We are that wall upon which the tides of this age crash against, we are those who stand defiant against the coming night. All around us things fall to ruin, all around us is fear of tomorrow and what it brings. It is to us that those we care for will look to, it is to us those lost in the shadows will flock to, will we be found wanting, will we be found weakened, will we be found flawed and broken? No I say, no we will not, we cannot be. We each stand for our own reasons, each of us stand for Christ, for Woden, for the Men who inspired us, for our families, for our dreams of a better tomorrow, mayhaps a mix of all these things. But such a stand, such a defiance will only be as strong as ourselves. The Will within us must endure and only by facing our own darkness can such a strength be found. By an act of Will shall we be made whole. By an act of Will shall we find ourselves again and earn the right to stand at each others side, unbroken and unyielding. By an act of Will will tomorrow be made in the image of hope and our dreams made manifest. I ask you not to stand for me. Not merely to stand for those who inspire you. I ask you to stand for you. So that the ideals you hold can be bought forward, so that together we can forge a tomorrow worthy of our people. So that the dream of peace, of freedom, can be ours once more.
Welcome back, English anon. Your inspirational posts have been missed.
Great work as always English Anon. Will be replying to your posts when I get the chance.
Suggesting we sticky this thread and maybe a few more so it doesn't get slid off the main page. Also suggesting anons to use the catalog if they can't find a thread
Done. Someone always complains when there are too many stickies, but English anon posts ITT so this thread deserves not to be slid.