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This is very sad and points that Ciara-san may have had some underlying non-diagnosed issues. 

> she cried for about 2 years, took a long time to walk, and had such a hard time articulating words.


That sounds like some kind of speech delay which may be an underlying issue.
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I believe she had a diagnosis for anxiety and BPD, but that's it. I think her issues started with childhood and were left untreated. As long as Ciara was just a quiet kid not socializing it wasn't an issue. She needed intervention on how to properly socialize. 

The addiction to scamming started way back with Neopets, and was her only source of a sense of power. The rest of her life was just finding ways to scam to then feed her drug addiciton.
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okay, here are actual rares from the last ~2-3 months before she died or disappeared (take your pick). i somehow snuck into an iteration of sheep and went unnoticed mostly despite not knowing anyone in the circle. probably the first time these are being seen in public
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Yes, she was physically at her lowest. But I know girls who got hard into drugs, but they had a good enough head that they can pull out of it. They live normie middle class lives with a house, 60-80K a year job, a kid, and a husband. But they were partying doing meth 20 years ago, being druggie party sluts to fill some needs.

But now with fent in everything, all those kind of dumb kids are ODing and they never have a second chance.
May God sanctify Ciara's soul forever, I never met her in person or on social media, but if it had been a friend of hers I would have prevented her death and she might still be alive, JT it seems to me that perhaps you don't have the personality of a real man, or you let your mind be dominated very easily to consume drugs, don't let yourselves be dominated by your mind, because it will be that some white people let themselves be dominated by their mind, if I were a white boy I would be the best version of myself, but being dark-skinned being South American or SPICK I am clear about what it is to be a real man.
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JT was just an inexeperienced drug user, and didn't take enough precaution. Ciara and JT only had one dose of Narcan it seems, and after reviving Ciara he seems to have panicked and not got her the help she needed.

Reading between the lines, it is very likely Ciara took yet MORE fucking fent and then went back to bed. That would make the most sense. It's possible Ciara wasn't fully aware of how serious her OD was either. 

Both of them were idiots.
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Ciara was the experienced drug addict who was inducting JT-san into casual drug use. It's very easy to look at the girl and say "oh the poor little innocent angel", but she was as crooked as they came. JT was following her lead. It was negligent is what it was.
JT, I hope you're doing well. If you need someone to talk to, let me know.
You won't remember me, and I don't think we ever had a chance to talk, but I remember everything. I figured it was better to leave it in the past.


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